Donivan-
It's good to see one as young as you on the search for Truth.
But you must remember - even if a certain philosophy or concept rings true in your heart- it is still part of the Matrix, and also any concept using human language cannot come close to describing the awe and glory of "What You Really Are". ALL of this.....all this "stuff" you sense upon waking every day.....all is nothing but an illusion that your higher self picks out like a Netflix movie.

The ONLY thing that is truly REAL is Yourself. ALL this other "stuff" is nothing but background scenery that you build experiences around. You are a fractal that is fragmented a gazillion times in a gazillion dimensions. And as you start to "get wise" , more and more pieces of yourself come together and your knowledge and power increase.

This "fragment" you call you is one (or more) card in an unlimited card catalog in the library of ALL THAT YOU ARE. And when you have a good enough hand of cards, all of a sudden you might have an Awakening.......a Remembering of Who You Really Are. And you realize that You are It. You are ALL.......and it finally will dawn on you that............

You Are God.


Namaste and congrats on your path.
-Boypony