OP, you are on the right path but still have much to learn. Remember that the minute you begin to think you know it all, learning ceases.

10 years ago I was right about where you are now. You have begun to wake up, but be mindful where you put your energy and time.

I gave up everything in the search for truth. I found answers, along with more questions, of course. You are at the "OK, I'm awake, what do I do now?" stage. You have begun to realize that one of the frustrating things about extricating yourself from the matrix is that few people care, fewer still are interested in waking up themselves, and some will even attack you for poking holes in their delusions.

The biggest single piece of advice I have for you is to stay away from drugs. All of them. I can explain why if you like, but trust me on this one.

If you would like to know how to literally save the planet, you should look at Biodynamic farming (Rudolf Steiner).

If you are looking for a way to REALLY wake up and become a truly free man, look into Orgonomy (Wilhelm Reich).

If you want to cure most diseases, detoxify yourself, and maintain health, read about the Gerson Diet (Max Gerson).

If you want to work out/exercise/develop physical strength and power, read "Let Every Breath..." by Vladimir Vasiliev.

If you are scientifically minded, start with "Living Energies" by Callum Coats. If you REALLY want to go deep, read "Man or Matter" by Ernst Lehrs. That one will make you feel like a complete idiot, I don't care how smart you are. It will blow your fucking mind.

The key is that you have to DO something constructive with your life and with the knowledge you acquire. Don't waste away studying conspiracies, metaphysics, and the like.

People are waking up all over the world, albeit slowly and a bit to late. This in itself does not scare TPTB. What they TRULY fear are individuals with the WILL TO ACT.