the fear is strong today,,,just been out my kid wamted to go to a park or club,,,i went on car park twice and to other places ,,but couldnt get out of car total fear,,i had to shout her him back,,,then i got out of car at home and wanted to kick the mirrors off ,i feel the wolf now and im a rabbit as some one handed me a rabbit in a dream,wolfs hunt rabbit after they got the big prey,,no wonder folk are ending it,,,i must be a dammed but hey the game is rigged.so im reckoning 7th mth for me or before and wam,,wolf or freezer an i aint a no arch villan never been on the inside ,,i only abused myself but hey thats what i was taught that im no good an was evil amount to nothing,,yep evil for who i hung about with,,ya know people with nothing who fell to ill ways..i wouldnt say evil just not lucky,clever,,and abused. going to pray tonight,,my only hope is lord jesus christ