lol your mind is in the right place. You almost develop a "fuck it" view of reality...still caring, but just being very selective of what you focus your caring/intent/energies on. You are right, experience leads to learning, knowledge, and growth. Everyone is experiencing this on some level, you were just on power mode...along with a few other things that you and I have both experienced that we have spoken about in private. Not one single person could understand your reality or mine...most won't believe, but its what we hold as truth, so no one can take that from you. Its all a matter of perception, for everyone.

We see something, it resonates, we gleen information from it that seems to fit our current construct of life. As energies increase and things begin to overlap, many will experience the same feelings/sensations/emotions...eventually, while our paths are all different, more and more will come to some of the realizations and understandings that you have come to.

Just remind yourself that it is a blessing, while most of the time it can seem like a curse. The constant ups and downs get almost unbearable, and the "sunshine pumpers" can really get on your nerves, but just know that very soon, I think both you and I will have some answers...I need to write you anyways, had a lot happen this week.