Hello Gods and Goddesses

Yes, it does. It has really messed with my mind in the past and I had to be careful not to fall into a sustained victim's mindset.

I'm not going to go into detail how difficult and tenuous my life is right now, how ridiculous things have gotten, but I actually have friends watching how things are panning out for me here lately and they have even wondered out loud why so many wrenches have been thrown into my life. They know me as a good and decent person and think that I "don't deserve this"...and for me, I am completely unable to play nice with the system just so I'm not homeless and hungry. It's just not an option. I'm no "Cypher."

Yesterday, though, I had a brief converstation with the lady I'm living with for now. I was telling her how I had been talking to my mom about TS Debby that hit here in FL and then about the fires in CO where I moved from four months ago (where my freind and goddaughter still are). She chuckled and asked me if I was sure that I had been living my life right. My only reply was a dry chuckling along with her.

The lady I live with, a staunch Christian, replied, "It's not up to you what happens in your life. It's God's decision. He decides."

Me, the non-Christian, stopped dead in my tracks with hairs standing on end, and replied with a smile on my face, "Ya know, you couldn't be more right," although I was not agreeing with her for the same reason. I had to hold myself back from calling her God a terrorist bastard...with a smile on my face.

According to her and my mom, by not being "saved" and a Christian I've called these foresaking difficulties on myself.

These are people I love dearly, family and friend... it's hard.

If things remain as they are for me I'm going to have some real difficulties in a month or two. The only console I have - really, a comfort - is that I will have still have my spiritual integrity. In the long run and the big picture I do think this is more important than anything else.

At any rate, this wasn't an attempt to answer your question, just a relative and timely comment about the subject matter.

well, bad things happen to all of us, regardless of faith.
But you cannot blame your family for being that way, I bet they have been raised that way and feel at home in that religion.

Many are born and raised "into" a religion, sometimes it's good sometimes it's bad, not depending on what name they call their god, but depending on what challenges they face in their life.

I hope your family will help you if you need help, regardless of you not believing in the same religion as them.

I'm not quite sure how you got me blaming my family out of my post, but I don't.

One way or the other, I'm sure I'll manage.

Sorry I didn't mean to insinuate that, that was not the intention.
English is not my first language, so sometimes I can't get the correct meaning out hehe.
I didn't mean to be so harsh in the wording.

Good morning all.

I can only stay a few minutes, and I am currently seeking confirmation for you all. However; it appears # 3 may have just in the past 5 -10 minutes collapsed.

You all may feel a difference in energy.. a lighter feeling. As the heaviness of that realm has now dissipated, or is in the process of dissipating.

I will confirm this for you all as soon as possible.

P. you feel it?

Last Edited by ~Iammoi~ on 07/01/2012 05:45 PM

WoW!,! HEAVY Enlightenment. Standing-by for ?

I am sorry what is it you are asking?

ah thought so. Thanks for the bump wee one.

I love you regardless

Oh, you're okay, Michael. No worries, lovey. I just wanted to make sure I was clear.

The whole subject matter Counselor brought up about being punished for rebelling (rebelling plus some, for some of us) is a gray and murky area, and is very difficult to prove. It's just been very clear from listening to the recent remarks of friends and family that although they're not like me - an energy worker and system buster - they fully and completely recognize that something out of the ordinary is happening with me.

Harhar, in other words a person doesn't have to be a "fluffer" or a "wackadoo" or a "woo-woo chick" to see the writing on the wall that is my life.


Love-love...

P. can you confirm?

Will speak with M in the wee hours of the morning. But I know you feel it when it happens.

Last Edited by ~Iammoi~ on 07/01/2012 05:50 PM

I began to feel the lighter energy yesterday (even a bit the day before), and my intuition came back on line, too (sharp and nice)...but that's it for me as of yet. After reading your post I went outside to see if I could see the telltale signs of a shift in the environment, but I'm not seeing it, at least not yet.

Hmmm, I certainly gave it a thought earlier today though when reading about recent EQs, K.

Okay, this "message" is, lol, bangin' around in m'noggin the whole time I'm writing this post and I can't ignore it, something about "catching up"...I think there's a lag time between a realm collapsing and it being visibly detectable it in the environment.

Absolutely that is correct. There is a lag time for want of a better term as the effects have to filter through all remaining realms. As has been the case with the previous two realms as they collapsed.

Thanks hon.

Exciting times



Much love to you all! Gotta run for now.

Awesome!! Is this something like in Alien Interview? Will I regain my memory?

can you explain the "realm falling" or #3 thing please?
a very very strong potent dejavu and synchronicity happened to me the moment you said "that" happened. didn't think much of it until I read your post...

I was just about to leave as I have some very human stuff to attend to.

I do not know about alien interview I presume that is a flick of some sort.

But yes, once the machine dies and all awaken, everyone will have their full memories restored.

Ac.. I apologise, I do not have the time at the moment to give you a full response.

The short story is, that in this prison we are in currently, there were 6 realms with multiple dimensions of being within each realm.(an onion is a good anology).

2 of the six had previously collapsed as the machine dies, this one is the 3rd of 6. So we are halfway home

I apologise this is so, so brief. However one of the regulars on this thread may be able to point you to other posts regarding the realms and set up of this machine.

I will be back in the evening my time (I am in NZ it is early morning here). So please leave questions and I will answer them when I can.

Much love to you ac.

Thread: Odd Feeling Lately



Seems others are feeling the effects too...

Thanks, Psemeni, for the thoughtful response. There are very interesting similarities between your experiences and mine. The wrenches that have been thrown in your path have affected me as well. (another interesting parallel, I live in Colorado too) It seems that the more I learn and search, the more those "challenges" come. I have things happen to me that are unbelievable, just like you. As an example, my girlfriend knows about the outrageous experiences I've had in my life, but one day I received a phone call in which she could hear the other person. Not to give long details, but when I hung up she remarked that if she had not heard this with her own ears she would have never believed me or that this could have happened to anyone. I'm like, "this has been most of my life and becoming more so." It reminds me of Cypher in the Matrix. He opted to stay in the matrix and the controllers rewarded him accordingly. Yes, I know this is an incredibly difficult world for most everyone, however, some have more thrown in their path than others. I really believe that we, being awakened to this crap, have more to overcome because some cowardly f!@# is getting perverse pleasure from inflicting misery on those who can help wake up others.

I am very courioues ..how it happened with the 3 rid parts of the Metatron,s machine.
Kali please give us some detail if it is possible.
Thanks.

Hi Counselor and Psemeni-sorry you have to go through all that. But it sounds like you deal with it really well-I admire that :) It is awesome that you never give in to these things(everyone is awesome who fights them :)

It seems to me also, that more obstacles are put in the path of those who are awakening/awakened. But it has been like that a lot of my life(before I became so aware)so maybe I am just feeling sorry for myself. It is always hard for me to tell when these things are messing with me or not. Once or twice it was right in my face-but other times it is very subtle-just very negative thoughts/strange experiences will happen. And if I relate them to family/friends, I will look crazy(I am sure that is these beings' intention. And I know what crazy is, because I was very close to a guy who was schizophrenic/bi-polar-genuine medical diagnosis-and he heard things and thought he knew famous people, but he did not. He was a great person but he was off track)No offense meant to anyone by the way-I am just trying to explain myself. Sometimes the experiences are so subtle that it seems like it is only my imagination. I have been reminded by Kali and others to listen to my inner self with dealing with this stuff, but the more time that passes, the more I am unsure of things. I mean, my intuition/feelings used to be right on the mark but mostly now they are not. Sometimes I feel like throwing in the towel on this whole situation, but maybe that is what they want. And I refuse to do what THEY WANT. rofl

Hello everyone.

Una, can you confirm that the 3rd realm did indeed collapse?

From this thread, the opening post--

Thread: Is anyone else feeling this?




As it would be, ever since waking up this morning I've had the distinct and familiar feeling that we'd be feeling an energy "pop," a breakthrough of sorts, very soon. I came on here to post this and saw the above thread.

Personally, right now I have some of what I call "cellular rattling" going on...something like a quickening. I'm still not seeing the shift in the environment, but I am definitely feeling it coming.

To those who are energy sensitive, hang on, I think this is going to be a profound shift.

^^^ this it freaking sucks

So IF this is all ture so is this?



Video found here on this thread:
Thread: The lie that is Free Energy(what a joke)

It explains that you have to use your higher consciousness level to use the free energy stuff.

I am little bit worry about Kali Una....she promise
To confirm information about 3rd of realm collapsing.....and from that time she was not on Forum yet. Never happened to her either.
Please Kali Una ....say something,aaaaaaa