Hello Gods and Goddesses

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I heard such a call at one time too...
It was a spirit of the name Aeria, heard her so clearly, while at the same time saw the number 141 so many places.... Is about 2.5 years ago...
First I thought it was my own spirit calling (being feminine)...
Later I found out that it was my twinflame spirit, calling me to guide me into knowing who I truly am, which I found out in the following time...
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Beautifull colors and radiant lights GOOD DAY!!!!
IT is COMIN!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
HEPH

Just a cool quote :)


"Never give in--never,
never, never, never, in
nothing great or small,
large or petty, never give
in except to convictions of
honor and good sense.
Never yield to force; never
yield to the apparently
overwhelming might of the
enemy."

--- W. Churchill

And one of my favourites! Thank you so much ac

Ah wow.. the love energies are flowing today. I love it.

una and 141 thanks, had to fester on your questions and experiences, respectively. can I write a mini-block without any heart attacks? we'll see..

to una:
"Some disembodied voice?"
well.. yea. that's what was so special about it, otherwise I'd just be talking to somebody.

"who is she you are referring to?"
that's a damn good question, 141 seems to have more of an idea than I do. I honestly don't know, all I know is what I can infer from tone and inflection. which leads to, "what did it feel like for you?" someone who knows me, is concerned and someone whom I can help, or I feel a sense to help. I don't know who, how, or why, that's what I'm searching for, seeing what sticks.

I thought about the possibility of someone standing over me outside the matrix in my little battery tube, or however that works, calling my name. It'd take some connection for that voice to get through. and why would I have the same name? seems off. then again I'm the one hearing a disembodied voice.

What should one do when honor conflicts with good sense?xx

Hey P.

Quick answer for you as a tad busy today... Very brief connection last night, then shields were up again.

Just so you know.

There are many, many levels. People in the 3D world are on different levels. There are people who are wholly invested in the illusion, and play their roles believing them to be absolutely real.

There are people who are heavily trapped in duality, some less so.

You are part of a complex system which involves your Higher Self. There is no "time", so every incarnation of you is experiencing their life simultaneously under the control of your HS. You "experience" your incarnations as a linear series of lives, but really, there is no time.

Your Higher Self is kind of a prick. I suspect this whole idea of you being complicit in the illusion is just more bullshit. It is sort of like someone being manipulated into agreeing to be drugged and then beaten, but half way through, they decide they don't want to play anymore. The abuser says, "But you agreed to this." The victim responds, "I don't give a shit, I don't remember agreeing and I don't want to play." This type of arrangement is nothing more than evil dressed up like it is free will.

There is no free will if you cannot choose to stop the illusion at any time.

Anyway, your HS is collecting these experiences and attempting to keep you stuck in this illusion in order to gain more. Whenever you bitch too much about it, they give you a big dose of feel-good love so you believe it's really about your soul's progression. Actually, it's just more lies and deception to keep you here deep in the illusion.

Even the concept of "God" in this realm (not the Creator) really doesn't understand or give a shit about your suffering. It's a system of spiritual psychic vampirism where beings feed off your experiences. Bad events carry a lot more wallop.

So after a particularly crappy life, and when you start realizing this is all complete bullshit, you are offered the opportunity to experience a really terrific incarnation.

You know those people you see where they are born into wonderful families full of love, where their creativity is fostered, they have tremendous opportunities and their lives are a series of successes? These are the lives of privilege and leisure. You'll know them because they always have a freak accident before the age of 30, before their bodies start to deteriorate and their death is always immediate and without suffering.

Anyway, those lives are to keep them stuck in the illusion and to get them to agree to return. Then, bam, they are a starving infant next to some emaciated cow in Ethiopia.

It isn't about you learning anything, or spiritually evolving. It is a trap. It is about recycling your soul, endlessly through various incarnations. The reason your memory is wiped is because if you understood how many times you had done it, and the sheer weight of the suffering you've endured, you will simply starve yourself to death as soon as you found yourself in physical form. There is no way any of us would agree to experience suffering like this and anyone telling you otherwise is just perpetuating the lie.

This system was put in place by a "God" who is long gone, and then taken over by "alien" forces (actually interdimensional beings) who use it to keep us here in prison.

There is a way out, but this has gotten very long. If you want to buck the system, stop feeding them energy. Stop giving into anxiety, anger, fear, joy, happiness, etc. Remember, positive emotions are simply the flip side of negative ones. Love and light are the same illusion in better dressing.

And whatever you do, when you die, get as far away from the Earth and Moon as possible and DO NOT go toward the light. That is part of the trap as well.

Hopefully this helps!


There are many, many levels. People in the 3D world are on different levels. There are people who are wholly invested in the illusion, and play their roles believing them to be absolutely real.

There are people who are heavily trapped in duality, some less so.

You are part of a complex system which involves your Higher Self. There is no "time", so every incarnation of you is experiencing their life simultaneously under the control of your HS. You "experience" your incarnations as a linear series of lives, but really, there is no time.

I suspect this whole idea of you being complicit in the illusion is just more bullshit. It is sort of like someone being manipulated into agreeing to be drugged and then beaten, but half way through, they decide they don't want to play anymore. The abuser says, "But you agreed to this." The victim responds, "I don't give a shit, I don't remember agreeing and I don't want to play." This type of arrangement is nothing more than evil dressed up like it is free will.

There is no free will if you cannot choose to stop the illusion at any time.

Anyway, your HS is collecting these experiences and attempting to keep you stuck in this illusion in order to gain more. Whenever you bitch too much about it, they give you a big dose of feel-good love so you believe it's really about your soul's progression. Actually, it's just more lies and deception to keep you here deep in the illusion.

Even the concept of "God" in this realm (not the Creator) really doesn't understand or give a shit about your suffering. It's a system of spiritual psychic vampirism where beings feed off your experiences. Bad events carry a lot more wallop.

So after a particularly crappy life, and when you start realizing this is all complete bullshit, you are offered the opportunity to experience a really terrific incarnation.

You know those people you see where they are born into wonderful families full of love, where their creativity is fostered, they have tremendous opportunities and their lives are a series of successes? These are the lives of privilege and leisure. You'll know them because they always have a freak accident before the age of 30, before their bodies start to deteriorate and their death is always immediate and without suffering.

Anyway, those lives are to keep them stuck in the illusion and to get them to agree to return. Then, bam, they are a starving infant next to some emaciated cow in Ethiopia.

It isn't about you learning anything, or spiritually evolving. It is a trap. It is about recycling your soul, endlessly through various incarnations. The reason your memory is wiped is because if you understood how many times you had done it, and the sheer weight of the suffering you've endured, you will simply starve yourself to death as soon as you found yourself in physical form. There is no way any of us would agree to experience suffering like this and anyone telling you otherwise is just perpetuating the lie.

This system was put in place by a "God" who is long gone, and then taken over by "alien" forces (actually interdimensional beings) who use it to keep us here in prison.

There is a way out, but this has gotten very long. If you want to buck the system, stop feeding them energy. Stop giving into anxiety, anger, fear, joy, happiness, etc. Remember, positive emotions are simply the flip side of negative ones. Love and light are the same illusion in better dressing.

And whatever you do, when you die, get as far away from the Earth and Moon as possible and DO NOT go toward the light. That is part of the trap as well.

Live in <3

Counselor, you seem like a "there is no box" kinda of person, true?

I'm that way, so I recognize it in you through reading your posts.


Happy day to you and all...

Much love to you all!

Something that's always bothered me about this...what about my loved ones here? I have a hard enough time dealing with the fact that my kids would be leaving home eventually much less never being with them again. Same goes for my girlfriend/fiance. I can't imagine not being with her after we are freed from this torture chamber. Have I missed something or will we all be split from those we love here? I even have pets I still miss who have died. I guess I'm thinking a lot about this because my dog died last week and that was devastating enough. He was awesome and well, you see what I'm getting at....If we are from different worlds, then wouldn't that mean we are likely to never be with our earth-bound loved ones again? You've always provided reassuring answers so hopefully this is no different. Thanks!

i have to say that makes me a pretty weird person to have created this, where'd the idea come from? human history speaking, is it based on something i(we) know?

doesn't feel like i'm alone here, am i asking myself questions by posting? i was assuming help had hacked in and was giving me subtle clues to wake up. no? who doesn't feel fucked with and monitored

can i wake myself up? where exactly is my physical body while i'm tripping balls? a prison i agreed to go in..? for how long and why, higher self, would you do that? are there others going through the same thing? my higher self doesn't sound that awesome, kind of immature and naive actually

i have to say that makes me a pretty weird person to have created this, where'd the idea come from? human history speaking, is it based on something i(we) know?

doesn't feel like i'm alone here, am i asking myself questions by posting? i was assuming help had hacked in and was giving me subtle clues to wake up. no? who doesn't feel fucked with and monitored

can i wake myself up? where exactly is my physical body while i'm tripping balls? a prison i agreed to go in..? for how long and why, higher self, would you do that? are there others going through the same thing? my higher self doesn't sound that awesome, kind of immature and naive actually

Something that's always bothered me about this...what about my loved ones here? I have a hard enough time dealing with the fact that my kids would be leaving home eventually much less never being with them again. Same goes for my girlfriend/fiance. I can't imagine not being with her after we are freed from this torture chamber. Have I missed something or will we all be split from those we love here? I even have pets I still miss who have died. I guess I'm thinking a lot about this because my dog died last week and that was devastating enough. He was awesome and well, you see what I'm getting at....If we are from different worlds, then wouldn't that mean we are likely to never be with our earth-bound loved ones again? You've always provided reassuring answers so hopefully this is no different. Thanks!

Hugs for you counselor. I am sorry about your dog. I have pets and had some in the past who have died. It is very hard-hang in there. I feel like my pets really give something-love-without any expectations.

Good morning GA

Beautiful words you have written and very, very true. Our pets give us unconditional love and acceptance. They do not care what we look like, where we work, what clothes we do or do not wear. They simply love us because we are. Unconditional.

Thank you Hugs. Morning to you too ;) It is late afternoon here though but I know we are in different time zones. Aren't pets souls that have been trapped too or am I way off? Because I know love as you explained to us before is the one thing that is real in here. And thank you for always understanding what I say-sometimes I reread my post like 4 times and it is not clear what I want to say-I get so frustrated lol.

Hugs for you counselor. I am sorry about your dog. I have pets and had some in the past who have died. It is very hard-hang in there. I feel like my pets really give something-love-without any expectations.

Hugs for you counselor. I am sorry about your dog. I have pets and had some in the past who have died. It is very hard-hang in there. I feel like my pets really give something-love-without any expectations.

Good morning everyone.

Counselor I am so sorry to hear about your dog The animals that share our lives are as much a part of our families and loved ones, as the people are and it hurts when we lose any being we love.

I have consistantly repeated that love is the only real thing here in this prison. The love we have for each other and the animals that share our lives. That love is very real, and will remain intact once the sleeping souls awaken.
The love you feel for them is real and everlasting.

Once you awaken and have all your memories intact, then you will remember your loved ones back home. Does not mean, that you will forget those bonds of love you have made here. They are very real and will persist. They will be simply part of all you love and not merely an isolated group. Follow?

Also, it may be that you are from different planets, or universes, it matters not. Those bonds will continue. They may be in a slightly different form. But they will be there and you will all still have means of communication and connection, if that is what you all desire.

Think of it like this, and I apologise for using this anology, but it is the closest in terms of what souls experience in here.

During the second world war in the concentration camps were millions of souls, who for no fault of their own were made prisoners, treated most vilely and degradingly, exposed to the worst brutality one human can inflict on another. They were seperated from families (often permanently), loved ones, friends. It was totally horrific.

Yet in amongst all that brutality, horror, pain and suffering, bonds of love were created with fellow inmates. Strong, deeply felt love.

When the survivors were released, those bonds of love did not cease on their release. In fact most persisted, despite the fact that many of them went their own seperate ways once released.

They kept in contact when possible, when it was not possible, they did not forget... some met many, many years after the event, with those bonds of love completely and utterly intact.

So in answer, nothing will be lost in those terms that you have gained in here Counselor. Nothing. That love will continue.

Much love to you.