Hopefully this helps!


There are many, many levels. People in the 3D world are on different levels. There are people who are wholly invested in the illusion, and play their roles believing them to be absolutely real.

There are people who are heavily trapped in duality, some less so.

You are part of a complex system which involves your Higher Self. There is no "time", so every incarnation of you is experiencing their life simultaneously under the control of your HS. You "experience" your incarnations as a linear series of lives, but really, there is no time.

I suspect this whole idea of you being complicit in the illusion is just more bullshit. It is sort of like someone being manipulated into agreeing to be drugged and then beaten, but half way through, they decide they don't want to play anymore. The abuser says, "But you agreed to this." The victim responds, "I don't give a shit, I don't remember agreeing and I don't want to play." This type of arrangement is nothing more than evil dressed up like it is free will.

There is no free will if you cannot choose to stop the illusion at any time.

Anyway, your HS is collecting these experiences and attempting to keep you stuck in this illusion in order to gain more. Whenever you bitch too much about it, they give you a big dose of feel-good love so you believe it's really about your soul's progression. Actually, it's just more lies and deception to keep you here deep in the illusion.

Even the concept of "God" in this realm (not the Creator) really doesn't understand or give a shit about your suffering. It's a system of spiritual psychic vampirism where beings feed off your experiences. Bad events carry a lot more wallop.

So after a particularly crappy life, and when you start realizing this is all complete bullshit, you are offered the opportunity to experience a really terrific incarnation.

You know those people you see where they are born into wonderful families full of love, where their creativity is fostered, they have tremendous opportunities and their lives are a series of successes? These are the lives of privilege and leisure. You'll know them because they always have a freak accident before the age of 30, before their bodies start to deteriorate and their death is always immediate and without suffering.

Anyway, those lives are to keep them stuck in the illusion and to get them to agree to return. Then, bam, they are a starving infant next to some emaciated cow in Ethiopia.

It isn't about you learning anything, or spiritually evolving. It is a trap. It is about recycling your soul, endlessly through various incarnations. The reason your memory is wiped is because if you understood how many times you had done it, and the sheer weight of the suffering you've endured, you will simply starve yourself to death as soon as you found yourself in physical form. There is no way any of us would agree to experience suffering like this and anyone telling you otherwise is just perpetuating the lie.

This system was put in place by a "God" who is long gone, and then taken over by "alien" forces (actually interdimensional beings) who use it to keep us here in prison.

There is a way out, but this has gotten very long. If you want to buck the system, stop feeding them energy. Stop giving into anxiety, anger, fear, joy, happiness, etc. Remember, positive emotions are simply the flip side of negative ones. Love and light are the same illusion in better dressing.

And whatever you do, when you die, get as far away from the Earth and Moon as possible and DO NOT go toward the light. That is part of the trap as well.

Live in <3