I've turned into a total bastard. My problem is; there is no future for me, my family or my children. The future is literally hopeless no matter how positive a person you are. I see everyone else as the cause of my misery. I got educated, I played by the rules, I paid taxes, I was polite, I did the right thing when no one was looking, I gave when asked, I went to church, I was a team player - I did everything they told me was right. While I was doing that, they were taking advantage of me; all of 'em. The politicians, the cops, my neighbors, my employer, the state, the tax man, the investors, the banks, the needy - everybody. So here I am, fully invested in doing what I thought would make a better society - and everything is gone. They got my savings, they got my kids minds, they got my government, they got my privacy, they got my freedom, my joy, my hope. They took everything. And when I see a fat fuck, or a democrat, or a teenager, or a celebrity, a barrista, a WalMart greeter, somebody driving a foreign car, a goddamned illegal alien towing 15 fucking kids, some cunt in a Burka, somebody doing a job I'd love to have who treats it like an entitlement and doesn't speak english, some news anchor lying and then telling me how I should react to things - whatever - I fucking hate them for what they did to me, my family and this country. So yes, even at the slightest provocation I gladly accept the opportunity to tell somebody to go fuck themselves. The only thing left that I derive any joy from is making the people responsible for this nightmare as miserable as I am.

That said, I don't want to work anymore. I stopped planning for the future. Saving money is pointless - they'll just find a way to fuck you out of it through taxes, Dodd-Frank, market manipulation or indirectly by printing more of it. I look forward to nothing. I just watch TV now and wait it out. I'm not fighting for anyone - they'll just make me the bad guy. I'm not even going to fight for myself. Send directions to the camp so I can mapquest it and I will willingly intern myself. I don't care anymore. Until then, that's why I love GLP - there's always something on the way to flush the toilet; Jesus, a comet, 'them', HAARP, FEMA, Nibiru, Yellowstone, aliens, mad cow, Ron Paul - it's endless. I've got my fingers crossed for a benevolent being that makes everyone healthy and smart and wipes out the riff raff - but I'll settle for the Mayan version. Whatever changes the channel.