Michael, do I understand this correctly, nothing in the universe is random...it is totally designed to be the way it is?
If this is so, does that mean my son's suicide was woven into the fabric of universe...that he was fated to die in that manner.
Something I have not told anyone here is he did it in front of me. I saw him shoot himself.
Am I to understand this is intelligent design?
It is ok...I am ok...I am doing better...I am just trying to understand it all.
I am slower than I used to be, as I have post traumatic stress syndrome....it damaged my mind, but I am doing better.
Something I resent is anyone saying I could be used...I will never be used. So whoever this AC was I want them to know I cannot be used by anyone. I am a very strong person. I just find Michael to be an interesing person, and he has helped me with my grieving process.
I find MIchael very sincere and caring...genuine.
Quoting: Casara11 I'm glad ur doing better with Brent and I'm glad you could share that with us
You've come along way
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The last thing I want is 2 use any 1. If any of you feel like I have please let me know. I know you don't feel that way I just wanted to put this out
I never impose my will or way on anyone.
:BUDD HA HA:
A little explanation of creation
I'll put it this way, on the levels of creation I knew what all free will decisions would be by all spirits thats how well I know you "ALL SEEING ALL KNOWING" but I am Humam as an incarnate. So you ask was his suicide woven into intelligent design and I would say yes but I knew what he was going to do before hand based off my creation. I ask you is his death any more of an accident than his birth.
I am stating that not even a coin flip is random and it inteligently designed to land in a specific manner b y my design. I know this because I work with ramdon number generators in my business in a healing device that I use.
I had to understand that nothing was random not even a coin flipping itself in a computer. And thats exactly what my system does I ask questions about you and flip a coin millions of times per second and yes no answers and then it does statisitcal analysis and find rededies for you.
Whats interesting is you can flip the coins again and ask the same question and the coins will land the same exact way as the first time you flipped the coins. You can do it as many times as you want.
So I have found and also because I channeled this about how I created this. Plus I remember all of this like the back of my hand. Its a story book with many different avenues and ways to get to one grand design.
