Numbers, patterns, symbols/triggers, and the shifts going on that many of us are starting to feel...maybe we do create our reality?

thats usually what it takes...

I swear every other day I am trying to encourage someone to "snap out of it"/let go of some emotional baggage, and I listen to myself and I am like damn, I need to listen to what I am saying to other people, and try to heed my own advice when the times get low.

Thank you for bringing the vibes back up, I would like to have this as an encouraging thread today. I read an interesting article that made a good amount of sense to help explain what we are going through emotionally right now...most of it is unexplainable and not attributable to other life "problems"...that weird longing to leave this reality and never look back...

[link to wakeup-world.com]

not in a killing yourself way, but in an intense love for life and the need to escape whatever binds you to the material and superficial world...it becomes physically impossible to care about things that you used to care about...haha "nothing else matters" but finding that inner light and peace.

Here is a poem I wrote, I'm not the best with the whole rhyming and punctuation, but I tried to write it like I would read it.

She sits there, and she waits, by the stream

Wondering, if her life,
is really a dream...

A dream of who, and what she used to be...


her old self,
calling to her,
through the wind...
in the trees.


"Who am I?"


She wonders,
as she calmly waits...


the feeling becomes so strong,
so deep,
she just wants to escape.

Escape to a vast, wilderness,
the unknown.


Knowing, deep down,
thats the only way,
she will ever,
find home.


A home where love and joy
are seen from every angle,


maybe the voice she heard.....
was really, an angel.


An angel sent now,
to help the world see...


that the Saviour we need, is here!
We just need to bend a knee.


The knee of the crippled,
the hopeless,
the lost.


Freedom DOES come from within,
and there is NO cost.


The cost for happiness,
love, joy and peace.


She can feel it run through her veins...
In her heart, every beat...

The beat of the heart of Mother Earth,
calls SO LOUD!

She starts to lose herself, her mind,
in a cloud...


A cloud of wonder,
of treasures,
of a life,
unknown.


Knowing, deep down,
she has finally found,


Home.

You are absolutely right about that and I've been feeling it for the last 2 years now and getting the sense that others are feeling that impression too even if they don't speak about it publicly.

[link to www.angelfire.com]

OMG..the part about longing to leave this reality..and not caring about anything but finding answers. I have very little interest in anything anymore. I have always jumped from one thing to the other..finding new things I enjoyed, obsessing over those until I burned out on them...but the spirituality search is the ONLY thing that interests me now...one reason I like this thread so much. I am impatient so much of the time...things are just moving so slowly (except for time, which seems to be flying). I am so ready to just get on with it..no matter what it is.

haha I totally feel you...

I feel like I would be perfectly content dropping everything I have right now...moving to a little hut on the side of the beach and living happily for the rest of my life...none of the so called "worries" that society tells us are important to focus on...

getting back to the basics in life!


Thread: The "Watering Hole": Time to get back to our roots (DNA, consciousness, sacred geometry, astrology, earth energies, and more!)


<-- I started that thread and have been adding some to it...has a couple of links for information about many topics we are all starting to see pop up around the place!

Thanks MI...I will check out that thread.

this one as well -

Thread: Frequency Rising: energy shifts and their effects on us physically, mentally, and emotionally...

Wheel of the Year

8

December 21st = Winter Solstice or day 7


Vernal Equinox = 1

Summer Solstice = 3

Autum Equinox = 5

Winter Solstice = 7



December 21st = 269th degree of celestial longitude

the time period from the Vernal Equinox to the December 21st Solstice represenst the length of a human pregnancy from conception to birth


On the Seventh Day He rested....

Same here... Here are some things I notice different about my life:

-Can't open or read my mail anymore
-See no worth in money or material things
-Can't be bothered with looking at bills or fixating on anything to do with money
-No emphasis for long term planning for my future
-Not very entertained watching TV anymore, nor playing video games
-No desire to read about anything superficial or read news stories about 'bullshit' etc.

Right now my priorities are enhancing these good vibes I'm feeling and connecting with others and helping people where I can. That's all I care about when I'm in my waking state. That and listening to good music.

Just wanted to thank you guys for encouraging me to detox and be more responsible about my health. Having ditched soda & alcohol 5 days ago and switching to strictly bottled water has made me feel much better. I'm enjoying it and feel more positive and proactive.

aww good! that will for sure make a big difference! Especially with the amount of yeast your body will have...many people have systemic candida problems from sugar and beer!

Not sure what this 'yeast' and 'candida' talk is all about but I will take your word for it. : ) (you do not have to elaborate I'm just being facetious)


Waiting on my iodoral supplements to come in the mail so I can start taking those too....

hi all,yup anhedonic,get your potassium iodide too. oh sorry,didnt see last post...the KI crystals go further than the pills,just a suggestion as you can mix KI with natural drinks...pills are easier but more expensive in the long run than the KI crystals..you can soak your feet and use it as mouthwash and toothpaste too...

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Hey TCHC how goes it today?

better now than from an earlier thread 'sometimes women are so beautiful etc',lol...i got into a black mood with all the black related music videos i played this morning,lol...

Last Edited by T Ceti H.C. Radnarg on 05/15/2012 05:36 PM

Yeah not a good idea, lol! Very sensitive to different energy now so only feed your ears with good vibrations.... Negative stuff just bring you down emotionally.

...i know i have to set my personal feelings aside for the good of everyone here and stay positive...its just I'm in the fight of my life right now...dont ask,lol.

Last Edited by T Ceti H.C. Radnarg on 05/15/2012 06:07 PM

(M.I. sorry for posting videos in your thread, you can sue me! Just not until 'next year' )

...my ears i feed ,i trying to starve my heart into stone again,lol.later,anhedonic i be back this evening ...

Last Edited by T Ceti H.C. Radnarg on 05/15/2012 06:13 PM

My issue is that growing up I identified with a lot of music that might be perceived to have a low or 'negative' vibe to it, because that was reflective of how I felt then. But now that I feel 'different', I can't listen to that same music from earlier in my life, because those aren't the vibes I'm feeling anymore.. ... It's sort of disheartening to realize that you can't gravitate to the music you once loved, lol.

Not to be a "Debbie Downer" but I find that fantasizing about that kind of thing just makes me feel worse, because it's not possible. Maybe for some but for most it will never be.

It's just "chop wood and carry water" for the rest of our lives.

You are correct that it's not feasible from our current set of circumstances but my how things can change very quickly. : )

Keep an open mind.

Lol agreed I can for sure relate to the hopeless feeling... your life can change in an instant...that's why we never give up hope...no matter how dark the night can become...

well, heres hoping it works out well for you....

Genesis 2:2 or 33rd verse of the Bibles

there is one old song that dont get old....reo>roll with the changes,lol

Yes, Yes yes and yes. I can SO relate to most of those. Especially that long term planning. And I see no value in money. All I care about is having enough to eat and just get by...barely. I don't think I could read anything but a spiritual book right now..in fact I am reading "The Twelfth Insight" Really good book if you haven't read it...but I am even a little lazy with it. I have almost stopped listening to music though, I haven't even had the radio in the truck on lately and I drive ALOT. Silence seems to serve me better.

LOL still opening your mail without any troubles huh? Just wait. : )

Yeah I had trouble coming to grips with some of those, especially the lack of desire to plan for a long term future. I am a responsible person otherwise so to feel like I was completely disregarding the 'future' was a bit of a surprise. But I see this in a different light now. I think your intuition is telling you that the future will be 'different', so not to waste your time & energy trying to plan for a future with your current conceptualizations of the world. Priority #1 right now for you should be expanding/growing your consciousness and feeding your body with whatever it is calling for (healthy food, new knowledge, good tunes, whatever).

lol Anhedonic that future for you was like a week...I cant believe how quickly your noticing the change and opening uP :) aww yay! see we learn and then can teach, it then becomes a domino effect!