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im human, but i dont feel human.

 
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im human, but i dont feel human.
I know my limitations as a human being, but sometimes i feel like my mind is more free than most of human beings around me.
i dont hate humans, and i cant really hate anyone.
Where i want to get is: I am on my early 20's, and i have a very good maturity for my age. But in some ways people see me as more childish. But actually i dont feel childish.
When they call me Childish, its because i dont like the same Standart \ robotized pattern of stuff people normally like: Watching sports, living like a Sheep: morning wake up, go to work, dont question anything, do as youre told, and come home , have no fun, just live for your job.
I am studying philosophy in a university, and sometimes people say:
"Why are you in that course if it wont give you a good job?"
and then i say: "I Study what i like, and what i have more interest in knowing."
and then they start with rethoric discourses saying that if i want to be somebody in this life i have to have a good job, and a good degree in university.
Those same people, who enjoy being simple: Go to work in an office, in melancholic way, prisioners of a job. Believe in every story the TV tells them, and questionening nothing. And then i am the childish one, who doesnt like to use Age as a factor to limit myself.
Whats wrong with a guy having creativity, drawing compulsively surreal and fantasy art, and being labeled as weird; When the same people who label, are the people who are like photocopies of each one; Speak of the same subjects and stuff like that?
Cant a guy think today? cant a guy be free and have creativity?
Sometimes i feel like im kind of a next stage of human evolution, because i honestly feel like my way of thinking and seeing the world is different than anyone i ever knew.
i have a good sense of justiçe, i wont believe in a story just because somebody told me, i will seek proofs. But the other people around me are so easy to exploit, just tell them something about their girfriend, and they will believe, and not question.
When i hear a different opinion . I will respect them even if i totally disagree with it: Think of voltaire.
But if i expose my opinion to any people i know, if its different than their opinion, they want to cruxify me because i think for myself.
whats wrong with humanity? am i the only person in this country (portugal by the way) who thinks? what about other countries? bah.
some pros and cons:
Pros:
-Can get almost any girl i want;
-Can exploit easly some people that try to mess with me.
-Can be socially seen as a charismatic person with knowledge

cons:
-sometimes i feel alone inside, not in a social way, but in a intelectual way... i feel like nobody understands me, i am the only who understands the others and i am the only who "helps" them, and they try to help me when i need, but they cant, its hard to explain..
-I have lots of friends, but also lots of enemies, because i have my own view of the world, and normally people dont respect that.
-I Often feel alienated, but i disguise it very well , only my closest friends know more or less how i feel: I Feel somewhat far from their mindset, and then i say stuff that they dont undestand totally and they laught at me because they think im crazy... Except my closest friends because they undestand me better

more stuff about my humanity paradigm
-I Like to hang out with younger people 14-19, because they are not as much "Robotized" as people of my age. They go to their school, they have responsabilities, but they have fun, and dont take life so seriously like people from my age. and in this i am like the people i hang out with... I like to have fun, i dont feel confortable with the Idea of waking up in the morning to go to an office and stay inside the office a whole day gossiping about stupid things like Sports and gossips. I feel more like doing grafiti, writing texts and short stories, doing art, and studying. I plan to go living off grid once i get the oportunity, and i am going to make a small group of people to be a nomad and generate my own eletricity and food.


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sorry, almost forgot..
ask me a question.
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you sound almost exactly like me. so just know, you're not alone in feeling the way you feel! i told people that this year, instead of having my 26th birthday, i had my 2nd 6th birthday...and then i proceeded to eat ice cream for breakfast and watch carebears lol. i really could not possibly care less about what other people think of me. im mature, serious, responsible, etc when i need to be, so i see no reason to act that way when im able to just kick back, chill out and be myself :)

i also wanted to add that i too, dont feel quite human either. its been that way for a few years now. but i concluded that its because most people are so disconnected from each other and the earth that they've lost some of their humanity. and thats why i feel so weird around most people. its not that im not human, its that they're not as human as humans really should be.

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I feel like I'm a donkey sometimes, because of my donkey dick.

HEEEEEE HAAAAWWWWW
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"im human, but i dont feel human."

that's because yoh mamma got the anal probe from a space alien.
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I feel like I'm a donkey sometimes, because of my donkey dick.

HEEEEEE HAAAAWWWWW
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okay
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Do you feel like if you are here for some purpose, but don't know why?
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I feel the same, but I'm 50.
Through my teen years, all my friends considered me different and told me so.
I can fit in and keep my mouth shut enough to get by, but I hate it.

When my kids were in school (my youngest finishes this year) I had nothing in common with the other moms.
Sometimes I felt left out, but when I listened to what they were discussing amongst themselves, I was happy to be left out.
Mindless nonsense is all they understand and all of them in matching ponytails and sweatpants. I don't even own a single pair of sweatpants or a t-shirt. Never did.
The dads were just as bad.
They all just chatter.

But then, I'm older than most of them--my youngest is the age of their oldest, generally.
The ones who do speak to me guess me to be closer to their age unless I mention my grandkids because I do look quite a bit younger than I am.

I know I'm no better than anyone else, but I can't stand ignorance and ignorance is a choice.
There's so much I don't know, but I'm constantly trying to learn new things.
The people I'm talking about are happy to be ignorant and copies of each other and I don't understand that at all.

And now, at work, it's the same.
They have no sense of humor and if I crack a joke they don't even know what I'm talking about (1 or 2 of might them get it) and just look at me like I'm speaking martian or something.
That has become my own private joke and I don't care anymore. I only talk to a few of them anymore and just keep to myself.
The mindless drone customers are topic unto themselves...

Anyway, I get by with as little contact as possible and come home to recuperate after too many hours with typical humans.
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I have a question for ye.

You say you can get any girl you want? How is that so?

Every girl I've ever known is so absorbed in superficial, worldly shit that I feel as you do. I feel like everyone's a robot. When I try to share knowledge with them they dismiss it as crazy-talk and usually want nothing to do with me after. Now, I don't start talking about Nibiru or an evil Satanic plot to take over the world... none of that shit. I try to show them the impending economic implosion that is coming down the line, not to scare them, but because I care about their well-being and I feel an obligation to help those around me get through this. However, nobody wants anything to do with it.

I enjoy the same shit everyone else does. I like to smoke pot, I like drinking alcohol, I love cars and motorcycles, I like going to baseball and hockey games, I like going to parties and vacations, etc. Still there always comes a time when I need to separate from all that because I know it's not the reason why we're here. I know that there's more to it. There's a bigger picture than what we've all been lead to believe. No one seems to acknowledge this.

I feel like we're living in Aldous Huxley's A Brave New World.
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Do you feel like if you are here for some purpose, but don't know why?
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thats exacly what i feel, the weirdest thing is i am sure i am here for something, but i dont have any proof or evidence to prove for me or anyone... its like a gut feeling
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I have a question for ye.

You say you can get any girl you want? How is that so?

Every girl I've ever known is so absorbed in superficial, worldly shit that I feel as you do. I feel like everyone's a robot. When I try to share knowledge with them they dismiss it as crazy-talk and usually want nothing to do with me after. Now, I don't start talking about Nibiru or an evil Satanic plot to take over the world... none of that shit. I try to show them the impending economic implosion that is coming down the line, not to scare them, but because I care about their well-being and I feel an obligation to help those around me get through this. However, nobody wants anything to do with it.

I enjoy the same shit everyone else does. I like to smoke pot, I like drinking alcohol, I love cars and motorcycles, I like going to baseball and hockey games, I like going to parties and vacations, etc. Still there always comes a time when I need to separate from all that because I know it's not the reason why we're here. I know that there's more to it. There's a bigger picture than what we've all been lead to believe. No one seems to acknowledge this.

I feel like we're living in Aldous Huxley's A Brave New World.

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if you use that traits of those superficial girls as an advantage to get them, you will be lucky.
but those kinds of girls are only good to fuck and then discard.
i am past that phase now i have a girlriend who i relaly love and shes very smart.
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I have a question for ye.

You say you can get any girl you want? How is that so?

Every girl I've ever known is so absorbed in superficial, worldly shit that I feel as you do. I feel like everyone's a robot. When I try to share knowledge with them they dismiss it as crazy-talk and usually want nothing to do with me after. Now, I don't start talking about Nibiru or an evil Satanic plot to take over the world... none of that shit. I try to show them the impending economic implosion that is coming down the line, not to scare them, but because I care about their well-being and I feel an obligation to help those around me get through this. However, nobody wants anything to do with it.

I enjoy the same shit everyone else does. I like to smoke pot, I like drinking alcohol, I love cars and motorcycles, I like going to baseball and hockey games, I like going to parties and vacations, etc. Still there always comes a time when I need to separate from all that because I know it's not the reason why we're here. I know that there's more to it. There's a bigger picture than what we've all been lead to believe. No one seems to acknowledge this.

I feel like we're living in Aldous Huxley's A Brave New World.

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if you use that traits of those superficial girls as an advantage to get them, you will be lucky.
but those kinds of girls are only good to fuck and then discard.
i am past that phase now i have a girlriend who i relaly love and shes very smart.
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I'm looking for a girl with some brains. A lot of the smart ones are prude, arrogant assholes though. It's tough to find a balance.

Just do what you like, stay positive and be grateful. You will be taken care of.

Creativity always pays. Be creative, make some good money and you don't have to worry about working your life away for a 9-5 job.
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You may not actually be human (in spirit) wink hf peace

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You may not actually be human (in spirit) wink hf peace

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thanks for posting those links, i hadn't seen those before :)
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Im 16 years old and i don't fell like im human at all. Like being a human sucks and everything. I feel like a have a bigger purpose in the world than i do now .

I don't talk much at school because of how other people judge each other, so i don't want to be judge either everybody knows me as a quiet person. I can tell when girls are attracted to me but its like i don't have anything to say about. I think about whats happening , then more thoughts mess it up.

I just wish i knew what to do with my life: i want a family when im more mature, I want a job that doesn't put stress on me at all. I just wish i was like Goku on dragonball z u know just do wat like with know care in the world.he likes training which satisfies him at every end of the day. Then he uses that strenth to save the world . I want something like that. I know it sounds a little stupid.
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ughh you're a typical 20 something year old college student. Believe me, you're nothing special and everyone your age thinks exactly the way you do about themselves.
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Cant a guy think today? cant a guy be free and have creativity?
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Do not take memories of what happened yesterday, into what might happen today.

When love is your greatest weakness, you will be the strongest person in the world.
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1) An aversion to bright unnatural lighting, yet solace found in natural sunlight.

2) An aversion to reptiles, amphibians, and snakes. [Reptillian seeds often are obsesively attracted to these however.]

3) Sensitivity to extreme hot or cold.

4) An extreme sensitivity to pain.

5) A feeling of being very different from most others.

1: Yes.
2: No
3: No and yes.
4: No.
5: Yes

Am I a hybrid?
Do not take memories of what happened yesterday, into what might happen today.

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lol

20 year old psych college boy

sound exact;ly like one

lol

qnd they are human , just wordy and stupid

lol
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lol

20 year old psych college boy

sound exact;ly like one

lol

qnd they are human , just wordy and stupid

lol
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AND he can get ANY girl he wants!
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You are not alone OP and I am glad there are others like me. I am 27, but I do not feel my age. Its strange to feel always so young, but older in wisdom at the same time. I always have been a child at heart and always will be. It can be a lonely world out there. Reaching out but you never fit in anywhere. We are given labels like being called an introvert or having cold a blooded nature and such, but that is not true. I like to wonder, learn explore, have an imagination love philosophies and fun. I had to separate my self from mainstream distractions and focus on the meaning of life and self improvement, sharing interest with like minds.

I am not heartless, I volunteer and enjoy helping others.. sharing my wisdom to those who chose to seek it. Yes, you can call me an introvert, because I always enjoyed my personal space, but I have a few close friends like minds I engage with. Talking to others can be draining sometimes, especially if they are extroverts, so I try not to be rude and cut long conversations short. I'm not to fond of talk unless its something that appeals to my interest.

I live learn and love life. Be who you are, not what others want you to be. Look in your heart, trust that inner voice, your intuition. I believe that we all maybe something more than human, as well as starseeds from different worlds continuing our journey into the stars. :)

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OP, we sound exactly alike. We are the abstract that think outside the box, we are different because we have broken free of the elites programming. Think of it as a blessing. I also feel so many people are filled with hate more than likly because of the hatred for there own bored bland existence. Once you really start thinking about things and asking questions you will be ridiculed, thats part of it, so you will stop thinking for yourself. Once you see life as something you create everyday, you literally make your world around you, you can do anything that you want, you control the hologram. Peaple dont like when you tell them that our government was behind 911 and that all religion is fake and there is no jesus or devil or hell and heaven its all bs! Thats why I love this site, gives me hope that not everyone out there is a drone!
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If the original poster is still reading this and anyone else who commented seriously for that matter. I am with you to a point but have come to peace with understanding the human limitations and the true definition of "human" because to truly compare any one "human" in there entirety as one being is impossible. Besides the scientific genome differnces that cause us to be different... builds, skin colors, etc... the brain is in no way fully explored. To that effect if you took a brain scan of everyone in the world at the same time I doubt you would find any to be exactly the same even identical twins both doing the same exact thing. So it is easily possible to say you have more or unusually active part of your brains than most of the people around you but the real ? is the % of the brain we don't know what it does yet it still withen the limitations of a "human" because our mental and physical limitations are two different things. You could be the smartest person in the world and still not use the same parts of your brain as someone deemed clinically insane. If you could use 100% of your brain I am sure your body or the brain itself would overload. So hey dont think too much into it ;] just go with it.
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If the original poster is still reading this and anyone else who commented seriously for that matter. I am with you to a point but have come to peace with understanding the human limitations and the true definition of "human" because to truly compare any one "human" in there entirety as one being is impossible. Besides the scientific genome differnces that cause us to be different... builds, skin colors, etc... the brain is in no way fully explored. To that effect if you took a brain scan of everyone in the world at the same time I doubt you would find any to be exactly the same even identical twins both doing the same exact thing. So it is easily possible to say you have more or unusually active part of your brains than most of the people around you but the real ? is the % of the brain we don't know what it does yet it still withen the limitations of a "human" because our mental and physical limitations are two different things. You could be the smartest person in the world and still not use the same parts of your brain as someone deemed clinically insane. If you could use 100% of your brain I am sure your body or the brain itself would overload. So hey dont think too much into it ;] just go with it.
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Me.. I'm just a 21 year old with nothing more than a highschool diploma not nearly as impressive as some of the other stories but it makes no difference.
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I have a question for ye.

You say you can get any girl you want? How is that so?



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Easy. Most portuguese girls have a moustache.
1 John 1–3._ 1Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God; because many false prophets have gone out into the world. 2By this you know the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God, 3and every spirit that does not confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is not of God.

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horsemeat ye, thats the prob
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horsemeat ye, thats the prob
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have you been jumpin the neighbours fence ?
eating hay?
saying nay instead of no?
all non human symptoms of hayiveatenhorse
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OP, we sound exactly alike. We are the abstract that think outside the box, we are different because we have broken free of the elites programming. Think of it as a blessing. I also feel so many people are filled with hate more than likly because of the hatred for there own bored bland existence. Once you really start thinking about things and asking questions you will be ridiculed, thats part of it, so you will stop thinking for yourself. Once you see life as something you create everyday, you literally make your world around you, you can do anything that you want, you control the hologram. Peaple dont like when you tell them that our government was behind 911 and that all religion is fake and there is no jesus or devil or hell and heaven its all bs! Thats why I love this site, gives me hope that not everyone out there is a drone!
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What box , there really is no box , if there is you created it yourself but really , come , NO BOX
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OP, we sound exactly alike. We are the abstract that think outside the box, we are different because we have broken free of the elites programming. Think of it as a blessing. I also feel so many people are filled with hate more than likly because of the hatred for there own bored bland existence. Once you really start thinking about things and asking questions you will be ridiculed, thats part of it, so you will stop thinking for yourself. Once you see life as something you create everyday, you literally make your world around you, you can do anything that you want, you control the hologram. Peaple dont like when you tell them that our government was behind 911 and that all religion is fake and there is no jesus or devil or hell and heaven its all bs! Thats why I love this site, gives me hope that not everyone out there is a drone!
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What box , there really is no box , if there is you created it yourself but really , come , NO BOX
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if you are thinking outside the box the there is a problem straight away < being a box , what is this box all about
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OP, we sound exactly alike. We are the abstract that think outside the box, we are different because we have broken free of the elites programming. Think of it as a blessing. I also feel so many people are filled with hate more than likly because of the hatred for there own bored bland existence. Once you really start thinking about things and asking questions you will be ridiculed, thats part of it, so you will stop thinking for yourself. Once you see life as something you create everyday, you literally make your world around you, you can do anything that you want, you control the hologram. Peaple dont like when you tell them that our government was behind 911 and that all religion is fake and there is no jesus or devil or hell and heaven its all bs! Thats why I love this site, gives me hope that not everyone out there is a drone!
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What box , there really is no box , if there is you created it yourself but really , come , NO BOX
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 37580724


if you are thinking outside the box the there is a problem straight away < being a box , what is this box all about
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, ,
i am not having a go ,, i am just frustrated that so many people do not know there true potential , and live in a world of manufactured needs and desires that mean nothing at all, including gold and money its all a gimmick , gettin brighter everyday to me , go right back to the cave and start from there , also take yourself to you deathbed and imagine truly what is important a new path has to be sought , we know about being controlled and bla bla bla but , how do we unite and simply make the world the peoples world , our childrens world , explore the possibilities as a race , simple the banker families and the mob have to go, have to be stopped , i am really believing i want to die trying than not
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Same here too ! Maybe we should all meet one day !cool2

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