just turned 18

I've heard this song & dance before: I'm not doing that, or that,m or that, ect, ect.

The question is: What will you do?

exactly.
what will i do.
only i know.

Run away from your present 'life'. Live on the streets, homeless, in shelters, bum for $, collect food stamps and SSI crazy check. Move to a big city like NY, L.A. where you can lose yourself and no one will give a fuck about you except to glare in disdain as you sleep on park benches and under bridges. Try it.

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Alice didn't know either...