My Suicide Attempt...Video...Not for children or those who are sensitive. | |
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Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you |
amywood71605 User ID: 14721175 United States 05/08/2012 07:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, how much did the reconstructive surgery cost the American Tax Payers? Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** Also are you now on Social Security and how much a month is that costing the Tax payers? Thanks for your honesty in answering. Wow,....you just may be the rudest person I've seen on here, congrats!! That's saying a lot! Don't be such a dickhead. Dont be such a bitch I'm not the one making assumption about someone.....how do you know how anything was paid for for him? you don't. "Live each day like it's your last, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching." GO PATS!! :Go Patriots!: |
amywood71605 User ID: 14721175 United States 05/08/2012 07:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, how much did the reconstructive surgery cost the American Tax Payers? Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** Also are you now on Social Security and how much a month is that costing the Tax payers? Thanks for your honesty in answering. Wow,....you just may be the rudest person I've seen on here, congrats!! That's saying a lot! Don't be such a dickhead. You haven't met Brief have you? Actually I have......and yes sometimes he's out of line, but not this bad. "Live each day like it's your last, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching." GO PATS!! :Go Patriots!: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 8728680 United States 05/08/2012 07:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I wanted to make this video, for several reasons. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 8407446 For one I am tired of running from my appearance, and peoples reaction. I am coming out, so to speak. Secondly many people seem to be considering suicide as an option, please watch this first, if that is you. If you don't want to live get some help. Also if you try and don't succeed, then you have to live disfigured as I am having to do. Even "00" ("double-aught")buckshot is no guarantee you will die, I know because That is what I used. OP, Thanks for your bravery in sharing your story. I would be more than happy to exchange contact info if you want to make a friend. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 4318083 United States 05/08/2012 07:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Your opinion is worthless on this matter because it took you more time to type that silly shit thanto watch the video. The video is OPPOSITE of everything you said... God, you're worthless, and opinionated....Ypou must be one of those "undeveloped souls" i know about. |
amywood71605 User ID: 14721175 United States 05/08/2012 07:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, how much did the reconstructive surgery cost the American Tax Payers? Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** Also are you now on Social Security and how much a month is that costing the Tax payers? Thanks for your honesty in answering. Wow,....you just may be the rudest person I've seen on here, congrats!! That's saying a lot! Don't be such a dickhead. Dont be such a bitch I'm not the one making assumption about someone.....how do you know how anything was paid for for him? you don't. Oh and btw...the bad karma you gave me with the one word comment "cunt" just shows your maturity level, which isn't very high now is it ; ) "Live each day like it's your last, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching." GO PATS!! :Go Patriots!: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 15724188 United States 05/08/2012 07:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, Why dont you take your downward spiraling life and post your video's on a suicide forum. Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** It's bad enough the American Tax payer is paying you every month for your "Failed Attempt". Why all the hate in you? Whats it from? Working for the bankers on the battle field, playing cannon fodder fucked with your head? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 14392840 United States 05/08/2012 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Unbelievable !!!!!!!!!!! As a suicide survivor his video will SAVE LIVES !!! Suicide wont look like some glamorous trip to la la land and pink fluffy clouds with survivors crying over you and regretting how badly they treated you and how much they discovered they loved and miss you. Suicide is ugly. violent and not glamorous at all, If one thought this life was shitty before, how bout coming back with only half of yourself? If you cant see this as a deterent. I dont know what can help you If this man gets depressed again cause of all your crappy comments. Hope you enjoy the guilt on your hands. |
Risqman User ID: 7391717 United States 05/08/2012 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My Suicide Attempt. Not for children or those who are sensitive. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 8407446 If you are considering suicide, please reconsider. Watch this first. [link to www.youtube.com] There is NEVER any reason to try to kill yourself my friend! I'm glad you came to realize (albeit too late) that it's not what you wanted and I think you realized that when you awoke laying next to your shotgun and drove back home. If one cannot think of any reason to keep going they merely need to think of friends and relatives who will be changed forever by your loss and anyone you have yet to influence POSITIVELY by just saying something nice to brighten their day and thus keeping them from doing something horrible to themselves or someone else. There are so many things people have yet to see & experience and especially teens who kill themselves don't know 1/Trillionth of what life has for us to explore and experience and I never could understand why anyone would even attempt to hurt themselves like many do. I'm glad your faith has strengthened and changed since your ordeal! If you ever need encouragement you have a sounding board in me as many others over the course of 4 decades have found out! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 15265679 United States 05/08/2012 07:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quoting: Anonymous Coward 15724188 Maybe....but I won't and the very idea that we're discussing the merits of suicide, or not, is disturbing enough. I don't care what the content is, some subjects should not be "out there" no matter the out come. These are private matters between the subject and those that might, or could, correct the underlying problem. depends. depends if you can learn from it. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 8228979 United States 05/08/2012 07:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP I thank God you're alive but honestly just a lil satisfied that you have to endure everything you're going through. You refuse to say what pushed you over the edge so for all we know it was because your wife or girlfriend dumped you. What you did is extremely selfish. You're cowardly ass didn't even think about your son and what he would have to go through. Now he gets to go to sleep and re-see his father as a bloody mess without half a face in his dreams every night. You win dad of the year. My question to you though is if you really wanted to kill yourself why didn't you finish the job when you came to in the woods? People that really want to die, DO. Alcohol, sleeping pills and train tracks are usually a successful combination. Either way, I'm glad you failed and pray that you learn to appreciate what you've been given and use this second chance to fix everything you've broken. Your video is a good start. Hopefully someone will see it and remember it if they ever find themselves in a bad place. I'm sorry if I'm coming off as an asshole but I can't bring myself to kiss your ass like alot of these other posters. I hope that isn't what you were looking for when you posted this video here. |
Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Your opinion is worthless on this matter because it took you more time to type that silly shit thanto watch the video. The video is OPPOSITE of everything you said... God, you're worthless, and opinionated....Ypou must be one of those "undeveloped souls" i know about. you are just one of these people that think its noble or admirable to kill yourself and if that's the case you should just put up or shut up just as op but i know you won't because you and op are cowards with more blow than gut you are afraid to join then nameless masses of the dead that is the only reason why you have not joined them yet don't talk to me about hypocrisy little boy |
Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Your opinion is worthless on this matter because it took you more time to type that silly shit thanto watch the video. The video is OPPOSITE of everything you said... God, you're worthless, and opinionated....Ypou must be one of those "undeveloped souls" i know about. you are just one of these people that think its noble or admirable to kill yourself and if that's the case you should just put up or shut up just as op but i know you won't because you and op are cowards with more blow than gut you are afraid to join then nameless masses of the dead that is the only reason why you have not joined them yet don't talk to me about hypocrisy little boy in fact the only way how people like you and op kill themselves is how Anders Breivik did |
Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | death is not noble nor is it admirable you have never actually seen a person die nor have you seen a dead body |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 4318083 United States 05/08/2012 07:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, Why dont you take your downward spiraling life and post your video's on a suicide forum. Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** It's bad enough the American Tax payer is paying you every month for your "Failed Attempt". Why all the hate in you? Whats it from? Working for the bankers on the battle field, playing cannon fodder fucked with your head? I think all the hate in him comes from when he ran like a bitch in the opposite direction in a time of war. I think it comes from crying out loud when he was enlisted, in the middle of the night. I think it comes from everyone in his infantry laughing at him calling him Demi Moore. I think the hate in him came when he was forced to participate in "boy time" over there. Now he is home, dishonerly discharged, and raging at everything because he hates himself.... I would hate myself if I was like Dragoon too. He must really be small and limp in stature in person. I bet hes one of those vets that pretend they were a war hero, but cant contact anyone he served with cause the time there was really scary for him, so now that he is home and safe, he can pretend he is tough again... Like an Internet Rambo with an 18" hunting keyboard...LOL |
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GooliaJulia User ID: 12655659 United States 05/08/2012 07:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow some major assho*les on this site. OP I hope you know that showing this video may prevented so may from doing the same thing. you went thru something very tough and no one has a right to judge you. Thank you for this, you saved a lot of lives posting this, (i didnt see where the video was posted) if it was youtube then a lot will see it. I think you are a beautiful person. Sheep the moon |
KateSask User ID: 15170057 Canada 05/08/2012 07:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, how much did the reconstructive surgery cost the American Tax Payers? Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** Also are you now on Social Security and how much a month is that costing the Tax payers? Thanks for your honesty in answering. You are a prime example of why I would NEVER want to live in the USA, I'm so grateful to be Canadian, in our country we look after each other!!!!! This is not to say we have people that take advantage of our system but I like the way at least we try to discourage this and focus on encouraging people to better the country and get contributing to it. Seems to be working since WE are in way better shape then the USA. There, got that finally off my chest. edit: Sorry OP for the thread drift. Last Edited by KateSask on 05/08/2012 07:38 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 14392840 United States 05/08/2012 07:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP I thank God you're alive but honestly just a lil satisfied that you have to endure everything you're going through. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 8228979 You refuse to say what pushed you over the edge so for all we know it was because your wife or girlfriend dumped you. What you did is extremely selfish. You're cowardly ass didn't even think about your son and what he would have to go through. Now he gets to go to sleep and re-see his father as a bloody mess without half a face in his dreams every night. You win dad of the year. My question to you though is if you really wanted to kill yourself why didn't you finish the job when you came to in the woods? People that really want to die, DO. Alcohol, sleeping pills and train tracks are usually a successful combination. Either way, I'm glad you failed and pray that you learn to appreciate what you've been given and use this second chance to fix everything you've broken. Your video is a good start. Hopefully someone will see it and remember it if they ever find themselves in a bad place. I'm sorry if I'm coming off as an asshole but I can't bring myself to kiss your ass like alot of these other posters. I hope that isn't what you were looking for when you posted this video here. Arent you a prize, suicide takes guts. Bet all your pansy asses couldnt do it. A suicide person thinks theyre doing the world a favor too, While others are busy stuffing their face, and pooping turds. A suicider thinks they can excuse themselves off the planet and free up the resources for someone more deserving . You lack energy and dont see a way out I do credit them, it takes guts, But they are at the same time blind as bats and cant see a way out and that way out does come. It does eventually come. They will see the value of living on and learn theres no shortcuts , We all must endure to the end on this crazy planet. Life has to be lived. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 15707739 United States 05/08/2012 07:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Fuck you OP. Why did you post this. To show everyone how we should feel sorry for you. If you wanted to die that was a weak attempt at suicide but more like a cry for help. People can look all over the internet for ways to kill themselves. Also there are much more peaceful and less gory ways of doing it. OP live with your decision and grow from it but don't post a video to try and get us to feel sorry for you. Fucktard. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 4318083 United States 05/08/2012 07:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Your opinion is worthless on this matter because it took you more time to type that silly shit thanto watch the video. The video is OPPOSITE of everything you said... God, you're worthless, and opinionated....Ypou must be one of those "undeveloped souls" i know about. you are just one of these people that think its noble or admirable to kill yourself and if that's the case you should just put up or shut up just as op but i know you won't because you and op are cowards with more blow than gut you are afraid to join then nameless masses of the dead that is the only reason why you have not joined them yet don't talk to me about hypocrisy little boy You still have not watched the video and you still do not know what you are saying. You sound just stupid... Now suck my dick of truth, bitch! This video is against suicide, NO ONE here wants suicide. Ypu are pretending there is an enemy here wanting suicide, but you are just a fucking retarded dumb child. Can you even read?Im not going to argue with a douchebag who does not even know the topic of the thread she is in . Please turn off the keyboard , go back to your husbang, suck his cock, and fall asleep...Youll be happy, honey |
Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP I thank God you're alive but honestly just a lil satisfied that you have to endure everything you're going through. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 8228979 You refuse to say what pushed you over the edge so for all we know it was because your wife or girlfriend dumped you. What you did is extremely selfish. You're cowardly ass didn't even think about your son and what he would have to go through. Now he gets to go to sleep and re-see his father as a bloody mess without half a face in his dreams every night. You win dad of the year. My question to you though is if you really wanted to kill yourself why didn't you finish the job when you came to in the woods? People that really want to die, DO. Alcohol, sleeping pills and train tracks are usually a successful combination. Either way, I'm glad you failed and pray that you learn to appreciate what you've been given and use this second chance to fix everything you've broken. Your video is a good start. Hopefully someone will see it and remember it if they ever find themselves in a bad place. I'm sorry if I'm coming off as an asshole but I can't bring myself to kiss your ass like alot of these other posters. I hope that isn't what you were looking for when you posted this video here. Arent you a prize, suicide takes guts. Bet all your pansy asses couldnt do it. A suicide person thinks theyre doing the world a favor too, While others are busy stuffing their face, and pooping turds. A suicider thinks they can excuse themselves off the planet and free up the resources for someone more deserving . You lack energy and dont see a way out I do credit them, it takes guts, But they are at the same time blind as bats and cant see a way out and that way out does come. It does eventually come. They will see the value of living on and learn theres no shortcuts , We all must endure to the end on this crazy planet. Life has to be lived. suicide does not take guts it takes a bottle of vodca and sleeping pills and a shit load of self pitty i shall never admire that |
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Doomwaffles User ID: 15739992 Belgium 05/08/2012 07:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | excuse my french Quoting: Doomwaffles but you are one sick fucker and that is my professional opinion ! You strike me as a particularly disturbed individual that not only feels proud about his self comiseration but also likes to gloat about how you can manipulate others with it what are you trying to prove ? how you can kill yourself ? whats stopping you from becomming the next best martyr ? nope you on the other hand try to entice other , younger , more vulnurable people into commiting suicide , and why ? So word will reach you ? were you anticipating such news ? why ? since when ? you are iow a dangerous person that SHOULD probably not be into direct contact with minors at any time you are one of those people who society should get rid off because you are one disturbing element that should raise very high red flags with any social worker or therapists that comes into contact with you Your opinion is worthless on this matter because it took you more time to type that silly shit thanto watch the video. The video is OPPOSITE of everything you said... God, you're worthless, and opinionated....Ypou must be one of those "undeveloped souls" i know about. you are just one of these people that think its noble or admirable to kill yourself and if that's the case you should just put up or shut up just as op but i know you won't because you and op are cowards with more blow than gut you are afraid to join then nameless masses of the dead that is the only reason why you have not joined them yet don't talk to me about hypocrisy little boy You still have not watched the video and you still do not know what you are saying. You sound just stupid... Now suck my dick of truth, bitch! This video is against suicide, NO ONE here wants suicide. Ypu are pretending there is an enemy here wanting suicide, but you are just a fucking retarded dumb child. Can you even read?Im not going to argue with a douchebag who does not even know the topic of the thread she is in . Please turn off the keyboard , go back to your husbang, suck his cock, and fall asleep...Youll be happy, honey oh but I have I saw it twice before I bothered to respond |
El Samyaza User ID: 1547244 United States 05/08/2012 07:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, Why dont you take your downward spiraling life and post your video's on a suicide forum. Quoting: ***DRAGOON*** It's bad enough the American Tax payer is paying you every month for your "Failed Attempt". Why all the hate in you? Whats it from? Working for the bankers on the battle field, playing cannon fodder fucked with your head? Fuck yes it did. Hes been on here for a while & used to post under El Samyaza. Hes a complete headcase that thinks hes a god. This is his facebook page [link to www.facebook.com] & he used the same picture on here. Hes also got about half a dozen other registered IDs here that he runs to when he gets flamed & signs out like a coward. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 14392840 United States 05/08/2012 07:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow some major assho*les on this site. Quoting: GooliaJulia OP I hope you know that showing this video may prevented so may from doing the same thing. you went thru something very tough and no one has a right to judge you. Thank you for this, you saved a lot of lives posting this, (i didnt see where the video was posted) if it was youtube then a lot will see it. I think you are a beautiful person. Yeah, a buncha haters, Hating this man with a passion. The same haters that love this materialistic world and its money and it porn and they love stuffing their face and crapping and fucking and grabbing all they can to keep up with the Joneses. Then when someone comes along that lost all that ego and natural human self preservation for that critical moment, they go bonkers and salivate like mad dogs that someone came that close to pushing it all away These haters will claw and scream onto all their possessions like life boats but it wont save them in their final days, They will lose it all anyways in Gods judgement Cant take it all with you, you know, |
KateSask User ID: 15170057 Canada 05/08/2012 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm stunned at the cruelty on this thread/site at times, I can't believe how many lack compassion and understanding. Goes to show "we are in the last days". |
KateSask User ID: 15170057 Canada 05/08/2012 07:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow some major assho*les on this site. Quoting: GooliaJulia OP I hope you know that showing this video may prevented so may from doing the same thing. you went thru something very tough and no one has a right to judge you. Thank you for this, you saved a lot of lives posting this, (i didnt see where the video was posted) if it was youtube then a lot will see it. I think you are a beautiful person. Yeah, a buncha haters, Hating this man with a passion. The same haters that love this materialistic world and its money and it porn and they love stuffing their face and crapping and fucking and grabbing all they can to keep up with the Joneses. Then when someone comes along that lost all that ego and natural human self preservation for that critical moment, they go bonkers and salivate like mad dogs that someone came that close to pushing it all away These haters will claw and scream onto all their possessions like life boats but it wont save them in their final days, They will lose it all anyways in Gods judgement Cant take it all with you, you know, You see clearly. |