Christianity's distorted message

Jesus was real (as far as i know) but the gospels and epistles? In all their was over 200 writings like this, all with conflicting message. Apparently writing them was a popular form of religious story in the second century. In the end, only the ones that made it in the Bible were chosen. Also alot of early religitards added on to the originals. The writers of these documents had to find a way to tie them into old testament Judaism, which was a violent barbaric religion of an extremely primitive people. Thats why people still hate the jewish people today. Christianity (as we know it today), became an offshoot of Judaism. It still kept the ridiculous concept of sin, allowing the priests to keep making people feel guilty for existing. This message of control misogyny, patriarchy, etc.