A drunk empath, let's play.

I had a heart attack Wed the 21st. Poor diet, smoking, drinking. I was lucky enough to have 3 stints placed in clogged vessels. My g/f took me to ER as it was coming on, I live close to the hospital. Time I laid on the table, I became very dizzy and coded, I came to with them doing chest compressions on me. This happen 2 more times in 10 minutes, flat-line clinically dead. I seen 2 different things when this happen.

1st time, I was standing on the side of a road, directly across from me were 30-50 people, male and female. All were standing there looking at me, I did not recognize any of them. I felt peace as they stood there with their hands to their sides, and placed in front of them. No one was moving, just looking at me with mono looks. There was no background, or objects around them, just them and a road. I awoke to chest compressions.


2nd time, I seen this galaxy like ocean. Very hard to explain. Brilliant colors, no sound, no smell, just these waves of ocean/galaxy. I woke to chest compressions.

3rd time, I remember nothing.





-Just thought I would share. I have always been the go hard or go home time. I am unable to do this now, and im not about to preach.. Live and love life, and never be afraid of the other side. Now if this is because there was still active brains waves, I am unsure...

Does this mean anything, to you?
El

Not the pieces of when I was clinically dead no. But it was a large wake up call to how I live my life taking things for granted health wise.

1st, they were waiting on me.. good or bad..

2nd, I was shown there is more I believe.

That's just guessing at the obvious though.

I have a strange magnetic feeling to post here

Balance

Hello fellow empath.

I am the original OP, I moved and had an IP change. I fell under a wide ISP ban I believe!

I am doing better, I am more open than ever it seems. I've started cardiac rehab 3 times a day, cleaned up my life style a great deal.

Anyway, thought I would check in.

Oddly I feel the energy in your post. What state are you from? I feel I know you.

Who are you, and why did you summon me?

I wonder.....

I had to block you earlier as you know, if were cool I will unblock : p

You have questions as a test. Let's do this if you wish.

I wish.. haha

destiny?

We're mirrored, you don't really like this in me. You wonder how someone like me can be an empath and know when there're 'nicer' people out there who can't.

Am I off to a start?

It's an open book, don't confuse fate with destiny. One page is blank, one is filled with writings. You may write anything you wish on the blank page and make it happen, as long as it doesn't interfere with the opposite page. Short comings is a sublte hint of the universe saying no, it's not going to be. Persistance is the gift of the mind of manifesting it to happen. Out comes will vary..

yeah haa. keep going your good please?? :D

Only as good as I am allowed by you!

I feel I have an advantage from speaking to you though. Maybe wondering why life is very hectic and backwards, twisted truth and we are thrown in to decifer it all. I can tell you this, the other side is highly beautiful and calm, all knowing.

Damn i say tht on a daily. :o WHenever Im reading people and their sad about a loved one telling them the other side is peaceful and joyful is the only thing you can say. Thats crazy your good!

Only because you allow. I know you like colors, imagine a very colorful abstract art. The paint is mixxed with the most vivid fluorescent colors and under a black light. THAT is what we are, not this dulled down palate of colors we're taught. :D

I have to be up in a few hours for work, have a great night and tomorrow. I am sure we will run into one another again on here.

We are such amazing creatures and its sad that everday its put to shame. Were capable of so much more than what were doing. :/

May your Heart have a happy healing OP

Feel free to read me, if you wish :-)

Hello OP

Hello, sorry for the delay. : )

Are you doing readings again?

Emerald.

They aren't really readings. They are verbalization's of feelings passed to me, from the poster. Taking these emotions in has taking a small toll on me. I do feel grounded with you, realization of partial life. Curiousity of what is, older soul and possibly older in age. Educated, question everything with diligence and research, open minded. At the time of this post, bored, tired.

Fake, hiding, anger.