So have you ever gone to the hospital while a beloved family member lies in bed, because they are dying?

That's how it feels to be writing on this thread right now. I feel I am bedside to something that is losing it's life.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

And so it goes for now. I'm not going to work. I owe this thread my complete attention in it's last days.

I've got lots of kleenex tissues. There is a huge old timey bible across the room that actually has a masonic symbol on its spine.

I think all things are aligned. Whoa is this tragedy.