You already have "chose to open feedback loops with those of noble intent"; I've got many of your posts in the multiple threads I've started under various usernames. But thusly I leave with this quote, as it seems you are not aman worth his weight, and hides when someone says something that stands against the "reality" they have created in their own heads,

"A young soul indeed, can not face the consequences of their own actions"

I see that family line of yours does not breed character.....
EL