Can anyone help me decipher what this "sign" says? I found this "Tomb" in the cemetary... It may have an important message for me!

Ezrin,

I am glad you made it through, or should i say are continuing on. You got a glimpse, in fact you got more than a glimpse for as long as it lasted for you, that most people do not get.

You were rebelling against God and is why you did not continue on with your purification. The reason your kundalini energy was firing on all chakras was to purify your mind/body/spirit.

The blockages in those centers prevented you from burning up your actual karma, but you did get to look at your subconscious - not Christ or God-consciousness. Your subconsciousness flips, bends, folds, twists, breaks and merges with everything else you have ever perceived, therefore you could literally figure out the universe with only two images if given eternity.

You called yourself many things because those blockages were as demons, and they are called legion, for they are many. You did not know that you were going through a purification in which the veil of reality was lifted for you to some extent that you could see this is not reality, and is why you assumed others to be actors.. You are correct, we are all actors and everything acts according to divine timing.
Where you saw actors i saw demons, but both are neither true nor false, it all depends on your perspective. But as soon as we forget that we are puppets in a puppet show, for a visual example, then we begin to believe that we are people in a real serious world.
So do not be paranoid to think anyone is out to get you, that is part of your rebelliousness coming to the surface, and do not think anyone was a paid actor to infiltrate your thinking, just take a look at the hundreds of pictures you managed to fit together by following the sight of your own subconscious.

I hope you are not suffering now but are overcoming your rebelliousness towards God so that your spiritual centers can fully become unblocked.

Do not think it was one thing which caused your "resurrection", working on diving timing, it was a multitude of factors coming together for a purpose. When your mind and body and spirit repairs you can remember a specific trigger, that being the realization that this world is not real.

If you are coming down from that "high" of sorts, then you will learn many lessons as you come down. Trusting only in God is first and foremost, the rest do not really matter for me to talk about. However, if you wish to stay in contact with God then your choices still matter and you must be careful of your diet, not only of the food for your stomach but the food for your eyes and ears. Also the more you desire sensuality the further your connection will leave you.
I did harm myself intentionally by diet, thinking God would discipline me, but i learned quickly that is not the case and self-discipline is what is required, God only guides.

Use discernment, question always, distill the truth out of all things, you will be put through the tests but you are not crazy and you will be guided correctly if you allow it - don't beat yourself up.

It will take some time before you can think and speak normally again as you got used to viewing through other senses. It will all come back and you will eventually feel normal, just go with the flow day by day. And don't waste you time trying to explain anything to anyone, people will not get it, they cannot get what you experienced.

Dispel all illusions that get between you and God, seek only the truth of every matter and bear with the confusion and changes that come in your mind, body and spirit, they help you to resolve the issues so that there stands nothing between you and God.

Discover Edgar Cayce's interpretation of Revelation for some insight. Remember to not trust anyone, not anyone, only God and yourself, because if everyone did that no one could lead another astray from God.
But you want to know who you are. You are The personality of God but you wear a mask. At any time to uncover the mask repeat, "I am".

I am glad the light has reached you. I hope you do not rebel against looking inward instead of outward any longer. Your mind, it seemed, was not quite distilling the truth of what was happening and instead you got caught up in the marvels of what you were capable of and as applied to the outside world. And to top it off you felt that you could help others, save others, by proving to them that the source of information was coming from more than just "you", and that "you" could not possibly doing that! Most do not understand that, nor can you save them but yourself, and so it is for each one, so do not be upset at all about anything just be thankful.

Love and light to you and to all.

Many search for the "bigger picture" but it is un-seeable, rather it is the smallest picture, the one piece of the puzzle that gives it all sense, meaning, purpose. There is a great divide over that piece - because it is the only one that matters from the whole picture-puzzle.

Proof you are distilling truth. None of this matters, it does not come with us. You retreat into the depth of your being to emerge as the phoenix.

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I'll check back in some time, hope to hear of your progress.
BTW, i am not some magician or occult person or anything like that, just recognize in you what i went through - to some extent.

this really made sense when i replaced the word 'god' with the words 'Barney the Bellowing Bear of Bubbles'!

Ez "Shine on you crazy shiner"

All our love S&M

PS if you decide to do the "camino" leave us a word on bezerk we could maybe hook-up? show you the home of the troubadors and the spirits of the air : ))

Not me OP.

Ez' did send me a note requesting some advice on how to post pics off site, and allow others to view them.

Not sure if he's sorted that out yet.

By all means, anyone interested in contacting him, send me a gmail or hotmail address, and I'll pass it on to him.

As for that poster being the tomb owner. Dont know. My details were passed on to him by the custodian at the cemetary, with a couple of letters I wrote with questions, but he's bever replied, or had any kind of contact.

Be a pity to have this thread stop because Ez' isnt here.

Gotta be more opinions out there as to what it all means.

to read it all some days later

OP it wwould be really nice if you could make another post of everything you have found so people wouldn't need to read 70-80 pages.

I'm Greek, still I don't have a clue what Lambda Omega Phi means but the symbols and equations inside the formulas are part of basic math knowlegde. I have some ideas about the formulas and I need to search it first but it's 3 am here and worried about other stuff atm to think about that. If you have the information of what the formulas may mean pm me or post them here one more time.

Also, did anybody contacted the tomb owner? I wish I would, but I would have to sell my house in order to pay the bills for a call in USA

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Ezrin, if you're lurking... why so many user id's?

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ezrin cast the dragon from heaven:

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ezrin was the goat in I pet Goat II.

Chicago killed the goat in 2003.

now; 2013, ezrin has sucessfully journeyed through the Neter-khertet:

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Kundalini awakening:

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hi guys

the et's are messaging me again:

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read the 'comments' page:

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now; i'm fascinated with this 'Ender's Game' promotional poster:

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note the 'seams' on the back of his 'space suit'...

the overlay "fits" nicely:

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so ezrin must ARISE.

interesting; the comments agree that 'time is running out'.

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interestingly; the 'R' overlaps with Saturn; previously i 'solved' that ezrin is 'R' the right-hand [rose] and/or the r form of chirality:

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That only makes sense in YOUR head.

see:
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actually, what i am doing is ritual magick.

see Edward Talbot:
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does this 'work' in YOUR head?

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answer: to achieve "Christ consciousness/full Kundalini awakening"...

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... one must employ the 'method' developed by Carl Gustav Jung in Liber Novus:
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i discovered the mind is an 'electro-magnetic rodin coil'; consequently 'hemoglobin' is the 'key'

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you must run at least 6 miles daily to achieve/maintain critical-mass.

food is secondary. no alcohol, no junk; eat fresh fruit vegetables.

last one tonight [my DMT is making me dizzy!!!]

feeling 'out-of-body'.

study this one really closely; it is important to you:

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hi Nicolemare.. yes it is me; ezrin.

yes i am cryptic (you decide what it means; its your journey); and, thank you for your concern.

i go where ever my spontanity takes me i don't think it is evil/bad or good/wholesome; it just is.

i am channeling the akashic records; no editorizing by my personality; i just let it flow.

i ran to the Danada Council ring (at Herrick Lake Preserve) [i will post an image of the course ~11 mi]; i ran a figure "S" through the ring; my intent as a "summoning spelll".

it worked. that evening Thomas, Dwight/veiled threat concerning seeing Christ's face (hadn't seen in 1 yr), Francine/Lilith, Alex/Jung were at the Lake.

following morning, Stephan (Brazil), Gerzy (Poland; not seen 1 yr), Michael/Cayce were at Preserve.

all of the above have been insrtumental in my Spiritual Journey

not a co-incidence!!!!!

please do not think i went to a ?dark side?

you might say i transcended duality.

read 'the green snake and the beautiful Lilly" Rudolf steiner.

i advocate panpsychism
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the High Priestess walked with me throughout the Winter.
see Led Zeppelin/Ramble on.

she cleared/opened my heart chakra

its all good

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ezrin

Nicolemare

i agree with this sentiment:

"You are witnessing the dissolution of the Good/Evil dichotomy.
The Singularity is rising."

Quoting: Iamaka Canadian

Thread: There has been a disturbance in the Force

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speaks volumes ^^^^

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found 'faces' in the USofA 'one dollar' bill:

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