I deal with stress at home too. 4 kids all 10yrs and under. Youngest is 4. I drink a liter of cheap 80 proof tequila every other day.

I have no idea how long I can do this for until my livers gives out but it seems ok for now. Alcoholism in family runs deep, so my liver may be evolved to the point of being a piece of spongy iron, who knows.

I need to get back on the lexapro, which always helps way more than liquor, but I just hate taking it for some reason.

Bottom line though, it's no way to live.