last night i was doing slow gestures with my hands. likei n taichi, except i was gazing at the energy around them.

sort of blue indigo haze. and at one point i did a move which felt like i just projected a big load of energy in front of me.

it glowed deep blue for a second and i felt enourmous drain of energy passing down my spine!


I stopped to catch my breath. And notice that in the darkness of the room, I had the impression it got darker for a second.

must have been a "black out" effect from a direct projection of energy. felt very weird.

if i stare at my fingers wehen leting them close to another without touching each another. i can see micro thunders in indigo blue light connecting both fingers, Also felling a sort of pull between each another.