Everyones experiences on salvia are different, with some similarities. I would like to know has any one else had this experiene of meeting her, and are you yourself male or female? It would be nice to talk with other people who have met her...
My experienes of smoking salvia have never been negative.
In my experiences, I have been warped to another dimension. Everyone there tells me how long they have been waiting for me, and they are so glad that I'm finally there. They are these little elves, but they are the fabric of the world. This is not something that I could possibly use words to describe, as I said the experience is taking place in another whole dimension
The most profound thing though is her. She is the queen of this dimension, I do not know if I have "seen" her directly or not, but I am positive her presence fills this dimension, and she is the ruler.
They tell me so many things, but as I drift away they take them any say they can't come back with me :(
Thanks!
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 13194881 Hi OP,
I will start off by thanking you for sharing your experience with us.
You have presented a challenge for me to communicate to you the meaning behind the things you perceived while in this other place we call dimension.
First, as to the queen, it is a curious thing that you cannot know exactly if you've seen her, but nevertheless you're totally aware of her presence filling the dimension.
What I will attempt to convey is that, when the conscious (thinking) mind shuts down, as is the case when on salvia--we are subject to that part of ourselves which does not adhere to logical thought process. Some call this the subconscious mind, but for all intents and purposes, let's just call it the feminine part of our brain, (the right hemisphere). The woman you see is that female part of all creation--it is simply the receptive modality of being, and is represented in magnetism as the negative polarity. When I use the word negative, please understand I am conveying receptivity, and not "badness" of any sort. It simply implies a lack, void, and/or vacuum that draws the positive polarity towards itself.
The nature of this feminine aspect is such that it is the PLACE for all things to eventually come into creation. Think of it as a womb, but personified.
The elves you see are as you put it, "the fabric of the world." In ancient Egypt, these little beings were called "Bez" and they held little axes and were said to have "carved" out all of creation into matter. If you'd like I can go into this a bit more, it is an archetype I am familiar with, however, your post seemed to be more geared towards finding out about the feminine archetype displayed in your experience.
The things they tell you, which you cannot bring back, are your own collective memories and knowledge as a part of ALL existence(s) forever. Essentially, they explain it all--purpose, design, etc. but those explanations cannot adhere to logical thought, therefore when your conscious mind returns to you at the end of the experience, it is all gone. The reason for this is because the subconscious, or feminine mind (which rules the unseen dimension)--does not adhere to logical thought sequencing or Cartesian reality. Everything is displayed immediately through "knowing" and "feeling", ie., it is telepathic and instantaneous. The male part of our brain (left hemisphere) uses verbalization and language to convey meaning, and does not relay information or process it in the same way--this is why you cannot take the information "with" you.
I hope that I have helped you in any small way to better understand your experience, and by extension, yourself. Feel free to ask questions should you have any.
SecondPrecession
