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What changed? Did you feel that a little while ago?

 
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Angels, I thought I would post this. Seems like many of us go through these things. Just hard to express, I imagine. This was an e-mail to aether when I was...shit, I don't know. I was learning and experiencing things that were changing me. Not in a small way, but the biggest of ways. I was literally changing my soul. Anyway, thought I would share. I posted it in an old thread of mine.

Oh, and this lasted for about 2 years. Maybe a little less. I finally broke through, about 3 months ago. This was written sometime in mid 2010.

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I dont know if I can do this anymore...I am at a lost point...I thought about the other side...how close it is to just leave this place...wifey and i cannot handle the dynamics of experience...the first thing i will lose is the experiences, if it means i break up the family. I will shut off to everything, before I shut off my family...you understand what i just went through with the comments i just made...I cannot balance the dynamics and pressures that this life is throwing at me...there MUST be a break in the sequence I have been living...or I am done...fuck man, I hurt...
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 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


oh SOS I felt the power of your words from that email. I am really glad you shared this with me cause well that's how I am feeling change or stay this way...I have to do it. It is a scarey feeling cause it feels like I am like right on the edge. One wrong move and I will fall...so I am being really careful with what I say and do regarding that subject.

So your doing a lot better now I hope...what got your through honey? Did you get that break in the sequence?

hugs

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~


I created a break in the sequence. I never 'found' it, so I just broke it.

I can't tell you exactly makes the break manifest. I came to the conclusion that:

A. I knew that it was going to take a lot of time to get out of it.

B. No one was going to help me. Not even those that are closest to me.

C. Patience within the pain sucks, but is necessary.

D. Sometimes, I just got to let go of knowing. I came to understand that there are many, many things about my experiences that I may never know the answer to. And that, in order to ensure the complete breaking of the sequence, I must be OK with that.
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I see that sounds right...no one can do it but you. It does suck but I have to agree with you about being necessary.

I haven't been on much the past few days...mostly because I'm trying to take more time to myself for reflection...but even after doing this I am still at the same place. I guess I just have to jump in and conquer any fears like you said say fuck it...easier said than done though. I hope your Sunday is going well SOS. hugs talk to you later :)

hf
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when what makes us be
forces us to see
emotion arises strange
not our normal range


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Well Aether you hit the nail on the head for what I am feeling today as well...

hf
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
"Imagine no possessions"

"As Above, So Below"

)O(
Rach
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


ohyeah

Which side, love?

wink


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~Seneca
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


ohyeah

Which side, love?

wink


hf
 Quoting: Seer777



The left side, more towards the back.
"Imagine no possessions"

"As Above, So Below"

)O(
Rach
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Wrote this figured it fit here good ... wrote it to the melody for the readers



As I Came to a stream /
For a little / while /
I needed a / drink /
to refill / my dreams /

A nice piece of shade /
A little piece of land /
Only you / I can save /
Let me in / your fence /

So Give me / your hand /
another /
daytime comes /

and At night / I / go on /

the evenings /
filled /
with cigar /
smoke /
liquor and /
whores /
feudal /
land lords /

but the drink is empty /
and the bottles still /
pouring /



distill my feelings /
make me sing /
contemplate /
my ingenuity /

the fire still burns /
its all around me /
learn about / divinity /
in an arctic /
freeze /

Heart would you /
beat /
me a little /
senseless /

the Veins /
they pump /
my soul /

So Far / Away /
from our / home /
crystal / lake
Start to / make /

sense i gotta go /
so far / away from near /

sense we gotta go /
so far away from were //

since they gotta go /
its closing time here /

since you oughtta know /
their running in fear
Can be found in your heart ...
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
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Wrote this figured it fit here good ... wrote it to the melody for the readers



As I Came to a stream /
For a little / while /
I needed a / drink /
to refill / my dreams /

A nice piece of shade /
A little piece of land /
Only you / I can save /
Let me in / your fence /

So Give me / your hand /
another /
daytime comes /

and At night / I / go on /

the evenings /
filled /
with cigar /
smoke /
liquor and /
whores /
feudal /
land lords /

but the drink is empty /
and the bottles still /
pouring /



distill my feelings /
make me sing /
contemplate /
my ingenuity /

the fire still burns /
its all around me /
learn about / divinity /
in an arctic /
freeze /

Heart would you /
beat /
me a little /
senseless /

the Veins /
they pump /
my soul /

So Far / Away /
from our / home /
crystal / lake
Start to / make /

sense i gotta go /
so far / away from near /

sense we gotta go /
so far away from were //

since they gotta go /
its closing time here /

since you oughtta know /
their running in fear
 Quoting: TheLordsEnabler


Damn! Nice! I am gonna read it with the music playing now :D

hf
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[link to www.youtube.com]

I see life like a mirror
And I see life so much clearer

We move so quickly
Who knows where the time goes
Where does this road lead?
No one knows, no one knows

Listen to the single heart beating
Rhythm for an ever-changing song

I see life with surprise
And I see life, oh, in your eyes

Take all your troubles
Put them in a common file
Light a fire with reason
Watch it rise, watch it rise

Listen to the single voice singing
Lifted in an ever-growing song

I see life without anger

I see life all together
I see life go on forever

Life goes on forever
Life goes on
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
"Imagine no possessions"

"As Above, So Below"

)O(
Rach
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Like pins and needles or went numb?
The Self-Annointed Golden Elohim; Israel's Foresaken.
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Last Edited by Swinging on Spirals on 06/26/2012 07:12 PM
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant?

That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair.

That is what it feels like.

Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often.

Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'.

They love you.

If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above.

hugs
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant?

That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair.

That is what it feels like.

Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often.

Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'.

They love you.

If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe.
I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say.
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant?

That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair.

That is what it feels like.

Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often.

Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'.

They love you.

If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


You know I almost forgot but I had a similar experience a couple of days ago, I contacted my grandma anne made my whole head tingly.
The Self-Annointed Golden Elohim; Israel's Foresaken.
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ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe.
I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say.
 Quoting: Michael_


Yes. Being still will increase it dramatically.

Focus on breath and when you DO feel it, don't freak out.

Many are pre-programed to have fear of the 'paranormal' or 'supernatural' due to religion and cultural media.


That is just the beginning.

There is so much more.

hf
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Did it move around a bit? Feel really tingly but also pleasant?

That is just energy, most likely one of your angels or a deceased relative touched you or stroked your hair.

That is what it feels like.

Being that you are raising your vibration and becoming use to an increase in energy this will happen more and more often.

Don't be creeped out by out. They are around us all the time and would like NOTHING more than to be 'noticed'.

They love you.

If it scares you they will stay away for the same reason stated above.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


Aww, now I feel bad. It did scare me. I thought I was having a stroke or something was wrong with my brain.

Thank you :)
"Imagine no possessions"

"As Above, So Below"

)O(
Rach
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 Quoting: aether


You hearing those echos loud and clear today Aether? I know I am. deep song honey... abduct

hf
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ah I have that feeling, like someone is gently stroking your chin, and sometimes my nose, that tickles alot hehe.
I get it alot before falling a sleep or trying to meditate, it feels distracting, but not unpleasant I would say.
 Quoting: Michael_


Yes. Being still will increase it dramatically.

Focus on breath and when you DO feel it, don't freak out.

Many are pre-programed to have fear of the 'paranormal' or 'supernatural' due to religion and cultural media.


That is just the beginning.

There is so much more.

hf
 Quoting: Seer777


Nope I don't, im not scared at all, it really is a more annoying tickling sensation, more than being scary hehe.
I find, if you lay down, relax deeply, focusing on making your body relaxed, almost like self hypnosis, this feeling occurs all the time, making it very hard to maintain the state, since it tickles so much in the face.

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Hey everyone :). Has anyone ever had a part of their head fall asleep? Strange, lol.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


No...can't say I have had that happen honey...

hf
 Quoting: ~Angels~



lol, happened the other night. I don't know how else to describe it.
 Quoting: IndigoSerenity76


Like pins and needles or went numb?
 Quoting: HilosPP



Like, went completely numb, then felt like pins and needles when it was waking up, I guess?
"Imagine no possessions"

"As Above, So Below"

)O(
Rach
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Your sensations are not uncommon...

once you plug in, they will become

increasingly apparent.

Welcome.



Intention means everything.

Ride gracefully.
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Your sensations are not uncommon...

once you plug in, they will become

increasingly apparent.

Welcome.



Intention means everything.

Ride gracefully.


 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11578975


Love this.

long stem
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
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[link to www.youtube.com]

I see life like a mirror
And I see life so much clearer

We move so quickly
Who knows where the time goes
Where does this road lead?
No one knows, no one knows

Listen to the single heart beating
Rhythm for an ever-changing song

I see life with surprise
And I see life, oh, in your eyes

Take all your troubles
Put them in a common file
Light a fire with reason
Watch it rise, watch it rise

Listen to the single voice singing
Lifted in an ever-growing song

I see life without anger

I see life all together
I see life go on forever

Life goes on forever
Life goes on
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


Thank you SOS hugs



Oh great spirit, who made all races, look kindly upon the whole human family and take away the arrogance and hatred which separates us from our brothers....

hf
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 Quoting: aether


hi Aether! :)

hf
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Your sensations are not uncommon...

once you plug in, they will become

increasingly apparent.

Welcome.



Intention means everything.

Ride gracefully.
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Damn...good song!

Thank you for your kind words ac...I understand and my intention is only for the truth. We deserve that much but I will not go forward in negativity...that would solve nothing... abduct

hugs

hf
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"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.

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