Chaol, for the last few months I have been getting real bad sleep paralysis and I lose no consciousness between dream state/awake state. Its like if I am in a dream I will start to get real tired(in the dream) and the dream state slowly fades away and before I know it my room that I am sleeping in starts to reappear. What is all this about? I also sleep with a blanket over my eyes so I dunno why I am able to see my room upon wake up with a blanket over my eyes.

Also why would my dreams have a physical touch/weight to them? Like if I see a book in my dream I could pick it up and it has physical weight to it, or if a dog comes and jumps on my lap I could feel the weight of the dog just as I would in this life. Whats this all about? Please tell me

One other thing and this has happened to me a few times. I would be in my dream extremely tired(getting ready to go to sleep in my dream) and these punks probably late teens maybe early 20's just go and slam a door and try to startle me and when they do that they laugh. I will hear the door slam in real life and jump up even though it happens in that dream state. Its very weird.

Also whats this circular white/liquid type of light that I sometimes see at the ceiling upon wake up?