This is lame. Enlightenment is good, but enlightenment that detaches you from reality is a trap. Choal owns you because you so desperately want to be special and elite. When all he is doing is getting you to do something akin to masterbation. You are junkies and e is your dealer. Choal is your Christ and Christ is Choal.

Understanding the meta is worthless if you can entwine it with reality. They are one and the same. Anyone that tries to get you to diverge to one over the other is a snake.