This is how I see our existance. The why, what, how... It is us, we are one, we are everything.

I believe everything that ever was and ever will be... started from something.. in the end, everything will seize to exist. Except for ONE thing. The thing that has always been there and always will be... it is 'everything' it is what some may say is God. It is us, it is you, it is me, it is the physical, it is the un-imaginable, knowledge and creation, time does not exist as everything does exist at the same time, everything is now, is then, and forever will be... you eventually get put back together, the pieces that is you, is me, is everything, but does not die. If what makes us seized to exist, then we would never exist to begin with...

How can ultimate consciousness, knowledge and power ever be stable? It's like being alone with no one to tell the most un-imaginable things are possible. Its like frustration, an unstable atom. It gives in, it collides, with/within itself so to speak and explodes in a 'want' to experience it once again... Big bang, or even string theory because 'source' is stripped down to nothing, is slowly starts vibrating and stringing itself together within a vast space of nothingness - dark matter - anti matter. It can do this all at once in a single moment but it can be nothing at the same time, time is just a perspective of us perceiving everything at that moment, time is merely an illusion, limited by the speed we can comprehend and understand ourself....
Hence, if we knew and understood everything time would seize to exist and we would be source/self/consciousness/god for that moment. Like an elastic band, the universe will stretch out, or energy will come to a point, where, it will start contracting, and ultimately become one again, we still have so much to experience.

The law of attraction, the 'law' - Einsteins theory of relativity, it all makes sense for us not to skip through time and see things we are not ready for, in due time, we will be happy, and fulfilled, whole, and not striving to be the winner. We are all winners, of our own personal lottery, as we are a living soul. Embrace what you have, whether it be alot, or pain, cherish every moment you have given yourself, it's for greater purpose, it's for self exploration to experience, and gain knowledge. This laws we have put in on our own, it what makes us find our way home, no one but ourself is capable of changing what we've ultimately made. It's what makes us piece everything back together. It is inevitable. It's how we chose to be, to be unpredictable and have freewill, without knowing, so that someday we may become what we have always been and always knew... without always knowing.

To love we must feel hate, to appreciate something we must experience loss, to feel joy we must feel pain, to remember... we must forget.

Peace my friends.
Love

This has been an amazing reading for me... I'm 19 and im starting to be aware of things like that and are creating a new positive perspective of life in me so i really apreciate the fact that there are people whos expierencing the same awakening.... Greatings from argentina... I love you

Also thanks to all those with positive karma. It helps pin this thread and makes me feel the more people who can see this thread is a good source for thruth or just a starting point in awakening to the conscious reality. So thank you all.

I wish I had time. Maybe if things go right I might start this year, it is a huge goal and something I'm just nervous about. I think it's because I was never any good in English nor did I pass high school. I think somethings happening to me, the past few years has gone from being lazy smoking pot and being your normal sheep teenage to literally at some point clicking over, to a differant frequency or channel. Im not myself. I seem to strive for knowledge, non stop! Its a little over whelming.

Love your thoughts on this and I am so amazed that you came to this at such a young age. I've always wondered about why we are here and the grand purpose of it all. I'm not one of those people that have mystical experiences, etc., but I yearn for more, but live in mundane reality. Wishing for answers from God or the other side, but it's been a very rare occurence in my life. I can't be hypnotized, I'm not psychic, I've never seen a ghost, a UFO or anything out there.

At one point in my twenties, I was trying to learn how to lucid dream and I did end up succeeding with 2 or 3. I remember, that as soon as I realized I was lucid, the first thing I wanted to do was travel straight to God and ask him the big question that I'd been wondering all of my life. "Why am I here?" I traveled and traveled and never could reach him and I was getting worried that I'd wake up before I could ask, so I decided to ask the question right there in the cloud filled sky, "Why am I here." I got the immediate response back, "To learn." Then I woke up.

That's the first thing I thought of while reading your post, so I believe there's a lot of truth in what you're feeling about our existence. I just wish I would've gotten a more elaborate explanation rather than the short answer, "to learn." when I had my dream.

I had a similar dream, although I thought it was a volcano erupting... but was far in the distance and eventually I was engulfed by a wave of fire... I felt it burn...as I shouted "I love my family, my friends, my enemies", knowing this was the moment that I would die and either erased from existence or be fulfilled with the answers to questions I could not answer until after death. Then I felt myself rise out of my body... and thought there is really something else after life... It was very peaceful, and I just took it all in, i wasn't anywhere really, I was just in a dreamy state surrounded by white light.... I heard "it is not your time, don't be afraid, you possess knowledge now..." i think... it was 2 months or so ago

Are you me OP??? I have believed the exact same things you just stated in your original post for about 2 years now..
I didn't graduate from high school either, and I spent most of my teenage years smoking pot, and getting drunk with my friends. I also have a non stop thirst for knowledge. I read all day everyday, and I also wish to write a book sometime soon..
Anyways, sorry if this was irrelevant I just wanted to share with you that you aren't alone! :D

I know we are not alone, in essence we are each other. Really.

I'd like to hear more of what you've experienced... sounds similar to myself. I kind of always look to find someone that knows what I really want to say... although I cannot express.

It's hard sometimes.

"People will go up to someone with knowledge that has acquired an entire life time of intentive awareness to their experience, detailed and disciplined effort to extract meaning from your life. They ask you a simple question and expect you somehow to be able to transfer a lifetime understanding in two or three paragraphs."

Frustrated. As if something is holding me silent. As if I'm not smart enough to express what I know into terms that are intellectual enough to not sound crazy for someone to actually consider thinking about.

Do you think ultimately It could be a collision of ego and ... Whats the word I'm looking for... like good intent. The reason I ask, if we learn through our experiences, are we also trying to abolish the ego? Free will must exist in every aspect, good and evil, decisions, a positive and negative to all of what has been created. For example, when we become 'one' again do you think we are always in the same position (state) or do we alter depending on the amount of say good vs. evil we have experienced. Since everything is possible, in one situation we are evil, and in another we are in a good state... Do you see where I'm going? Are we gambling our existance so to speak? Otherwise if that doesn't make sense I'll stick to everything = everything, so we must always be an unstable yet 'neutral' self state.

Your ego is essential to who you are.. It is what keeps you feeling like you are yourself, like you are not one with the world.. Thats why when you do hallucinogens you feel like you are one with everything, because you undergo partial ego death...

I think directly on the other side of the ego is source.. When we get back there we will be like, "O yeah!!! I remember this!"
Lol.. hope that helped a little!

anyone who understands what you're saying doesn't need to read it.

Anyone who needs to read it won't understand what you're saying xx

I believe everything that ever was and ever will be... started from something.. in the end, everything will seize to exist. Except for ONE thing. The thing that has always been there and always will be... it is 'everything' it is what some may say is God. It is us, it is you, it is me, it is the physical, it is the un-imaginable, knowledge and creation, time does not exist as everything does exist at the same time, everything is now, is then, and forever will be... you eventually get put back together, the pieces that is you, is me, is everything, but does not die. If what makes us seized to exist, then we would never exist to begin with...

How can ultimate consciousness, knowledge and power ever be stable? It's like being alone with no one to tell the most un-imaginable things are possible. Its like frustration, an unstable atom. It gives in, it collides, with/within itself so to speak and explodes in a 'want' to experience it once again... Big bang, or even string theory because 'source' is stripped down to nothing, is slowly starts vibrating and stringing itself together within a vast space of nothingness - dark matter - anti matter. It can do this all at once in a single moment but it can be nothing at the same time, time is just a perspective of us perceiving everything at that moment, time is merely an illusion, limited by the speed we can comprehend and understand ourself....
Hence, if we knew and understood everything time would seize to exist and we would be source/self/consciousness/god for that moment. Like an elastic band, the universe will stretch out, or energy will come to a point, where, it will start contracting, and ultimately become one again, we still have so much to experience.

The law of attraction, the 'law' - Einsteins theory of relativity, it all makes sense for us not to skip through time and see things we are not ready for, in due time, we will be happy, and fulfilled, whole, and not striving to be the winner. We are all winners, of our own personal lottery, as we are a living soul. Embrace what you have, whether it be alot, or pain, cherish every moment you have given yourself, it's for greater purpose, it's for self exploration to experience, and gain knowledge. This laws we have put in on our own, it what makes us find our way home, no one but ourself is capable of changing what we've ultimately made. It's what makes us piece everything back together. It is inevitable. It's how we chose to be, to be unpredictable and have freewill, without knowing, so that someday we may become what we have always been and always knew... without always knowing.

To love we must feel hate, to appreciate something we must experience loss, to feel joy we must feel pain, to remember... we must forget.

Peace my friends.
Love

For my entire life I have known that I exist in something I cannot see or understand. I spent years researching and often thought that phrases like "All the answers can be found within" were just copouts. How wrong I believe I was.

The answer to why the "World" is like it is can be found through research. The answers to why we are here and what "here" actually is can only be found from within. The answers are too big to be understood with just words.

From my viewpoint (rightly or wrongly) I now see how it all comes together but putting it into words is too difficult. It makes no sense with just words. It requires an instant overview of everything mixed with feelings, emotions, resonating cells and connections with all things. You cannot do that with just words.

Quantum physics and especially quantum entanglement is starting to make sense of how all things are connected and how they operate outside of time and space. It is the closest science to scratch the surface of it all.

Distance is the real time. Our cells can connect over huge distances without needing time. The "now" is the only real time that exists.

It is amazing how often the same lesson is repeated. You often hear people saying that their life repeats but once you analise this you realise it isn't life that repeats but the lesson waiting to be understood is what repeats. Once you understand and learn from the lesson that part of your life ceases to repeat and you move on.

Each of us have our own lessons to learn. Each of us have our own path to follow. When I let go of all knowledge and controls my soul took me to a place of clarity, free of all restrictions. For me it finally then made perfect sense.

Wow awesome thread.
We should all thank pot induced scizophrenia.

Anyone else having "brain storming" experiences where you connect a thousand dots in like 10 seconds?

At first i tried to surpresse these brain storms... but now i seek them

Wow awesome thread.
We should all thank pot induced scizophrenia.

Anyone else having "brain storming" experiences where you connect a thousand dots in like 10 seconds?

At first i tried to surpresse these brain storms... but now i seek them

I believe everything that ever was and ever will be... started from something.. in the end, everything will seize to exist. Except for ONE thing. The thing that has always been there and always will be... it is 'everything' it is what some may say is God. It is us, it is you, it is me, it is the physical, it is the un-imaginable, knowledge and creation, time does not exist as everything does exist at the same time, everything is now, is then, and forever will be... you eventually get put back together, the pieces that is you, is me, is everything, but does not die. If what makes us seized to exist, then we would never exist to begin with...

How can ultimate consciousness, knowledge and power ever be stable? It's like being alone with no one to tell the most un-imaginable things are possible. Its like frustration, an unstable atom. It gives in, it collides, with/within itself so to speak and explodes in a 'want' to experience it once again... Big bang, or even string theory because 'source' is stripped down to nothing, is slowly starts vibrating and stringing itself together within a vast space of nothingness - dark matter - anti matter. It can do this all at once in a single moment but it can be nothing at the same time, time is just a perspective of us perceiving everything at that moment, time is merely an illusion, limited by the speed we can comprehend and understand ourself....
Hence, if we knew and understood everything time would seize to exist and we would be source/self/consciousness/god for that moment. Like an elastic band, the universe will stretch out, or energy will come to a point, where, it will start contracting, and ultimately become one again, we still have so much to experience.

The law of attraction, the 'law' - Einsteins theory of relativity, it all makes sense for us not to skip through time and see things we are not ready for, in due time, we will be happy, and fulfilled, whole, and not striving to be the winner. We are all winners, of our own personal lottery, as we are a living soul. Embrace what you have, whether it be alot, or pain, cherish every moment you have given yourself, it's for greater purpose, it's for self exploration to experience, and gain knowledge. This laws we have put in on our own, it what makes us find our way home, no one but ourself is capable of changing what we've ultimately made. It's what makes us piece everything back together. It is inevitable. It's how we chose to be, to be unpredictable and have freewill, without knowing, so that someday we may become what we have always been and always knew... without always knowing.

To love we must feel hate, to appreciate something we must experience loss, to feel joy we must feel pain, to remember... we must forget.

Peace my friends.
Love