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But then I'm not afraid of detox, really looking forward to that, and something I find hard to define, today, I just took my C and D, and extras, but its hard to explain, it feels like light, more light, slightly more awareness but this sense of a lamp in my heart of all places, lit up. Clarity, light.
edit to add: don't have alot to go through on the dark night of the soul stuff, I tend to pour out my weaknesses to family, and have gotten counsel meetings and family show up in CME's and only encouragement, to use humor, to stay loving, be gentle with self and all others, when others in the family create upsets, everyone is learning different. When I was upset with my father, who is an annanuki and quite controlling, but like a gypsy he always ends up ahead, as my friend would say, not the typical parent who wants the best for the children. I get quite upset with him, but also strive very much for forgiveness and look all the triggers where it might get heated, and would much rather draw someones light out than their darker side.
But, I now even think things like, there is Not Time, its all at once, so when someone is not on the same level of understanding equality and unconditional love, more programmed in some ways, I have to ask, are they meant to?
For example its nonlinear, and all at once, all those lessons, incarnations, learning, timelines, even our progression to Beyond. Why do I pressume someone else is doing the same thing I am doing on this one? And on another they're doing probably far better than I could ever hope on the same lessons, and I was probably pretty terrible on another one of those timelines, and needed a swift kick in the behind back then.
So I've already been dealing with the things that might dislodge and been given so much encouragement to the point of tears running down my face during CME's wishing everyone could have that boost, and wanting everyone to get that Love shine.
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