Long but worth it!!!!!
To make a really long story short about 9 yrs ago I tried to take my own life. I took 120 tylenol PM'S and immediately went walking in the woods behind my house with the intent to collapse and die. I Remember the next 20-25 minutes. I started sweating profusely, heart started beating out of chest, and I was becoming disoriented. Next thing I remember is There is a EMT talking to me and they are trying to get me to respond. Only problem is that I'm not seeing this from my vantage point but from about 5-10 feet above me. I saw ambulances, police, my neighbors, and family(more on this in a moment) I remember them putting my body on a gurney and putting me in an ambulance. Next thing I remember is that I'm floating up in dark space I see nothing but for some reason I feel calm and no pain. Next I arrive in a place that can only be described as a sky with blues,pinks, orangish colors.(imagine the best sunrise you've ever seen and times it by 10) Theres a city made of building as i would describe to be platinum and white none over 3 or 4 stories tall, I'm floating towards the city and i can't control where i'm going. I arrive at a gate where a man with a white/gray beard looks at me and calmly says no and points down. BTW I'm not religious, nor have I ever been. Next thing I know I'm floating down back through the dark space and I wake up in the hospital. I find out that I was in a coma for 2 days and I had "flatlined" twice. The doctor had even told my uncle that there is little chance he lives and if he does he will have brain damage. After talking to my family I described what I had seen where they had found me. They all confirmed that I was 100% correct in my descriptions pertaining to who was there, where they were postioned, and even what the emt's and police looked like. They said It wasn't possible though because I was completely unconscious. I know this sounds crazy but I swear it is 100% true.