Oh forgot to answer the bit about when you were mentioning 'the dark arts' wasn't skirting the issue. :)

Truthaddict, I'm glad you brought this up. Believe me, although I research this and put pieces of the puzzle together, well from my perspective at least (which is not to say I'm 100% right all the time) I am looking at it from the perspective of learning who they are, i.e. profiling the two sides so to speak because if we don't know everything about the other side then we don't know the various tools and symbols they use to manipulate us, you know what I mean? There's nothing I abhor more in this world as ingrained lies, deceit, I mean some of the things I've found out; when I first did I would sit literally in shock, for half an hour, once everything clicked, shocked at the depravity that clearly goes on. But then you suck it up, c'est la vie as they say. Once you're on again I'll talk to you more!

talk soon!