In my final stages of spiritual awakening

I'm tired.

My body feels fine and I've got insomnia, yet this is not what tired I speak of.

I'm a tired soul.

I quickly awakened this year and everything seems like its nothing new and has always been known, but I know how wrong I am because of who I used to be.

I'm sleeping every night by going into a meditative state.

I'm able to control my emotions much easier now. Not entirely, but close.

I want to get in tune with the cosmos. I want to open my third eye all the way.

I've heard of a popping or splitting in the center of the brain with immense pleasure and control.

Is this the start of ascension?