Thanks for your thread OP-guess who-GA. I have always felt like I need to do something since I was very young, but just don't understand/know how to start. I meditate and wake up often with feelings or thoughts that just come to me, that I need to help others. But I do not know in what capacity. It is so frustrating to me, to be so close to knowing what I am supposed to do, but I can't put my finger on it. I have had inklings of being supposed to help others when the world ends LOL WHAT? I mean, like I am supposed to help others from panicking and be the one to stand strong. But I am so far off from being that kind of person. I tend to put my head in the sand like an Ostrich, and freak out a lot. I just freaked out and ranted and raved the other day-I think because of my fear-my poor family :( They think I am hormonal. Also, I have just dropped weight for no reason (was not a hefer-just a little overweight in the middle-3 kids lol)and it keeps dropping-I only want good for you foods. And I walk a lot every morning. Am I like preparing myself for something? I mean, the world is not going to get so bad that we all will have to go live in the woods and hide, will it? That is what I am freaking out about. You can read me if you wish/have time-I don't know what is just my fear and what is really real. Won't this spiritual and government war be over, BEFORE we have to go live in the wilderness? Please let me know if you sense anything or have any insights on this, but it is fine if you have no answer-not meaning to intrude on your generosity. (You have helped me greatly in the past)I am very grateful. Thanks
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Oh and PS-I am no leader of any kind. I don't know why I feel like I have to prepare to save food/water/ no one around takes me seriously.