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I don't know if it is my feeling, or yours that I am feeling, aether. Not that it matters which, really.

But, I feel like I clashed with something yesterday. Like my thoughts were 'making things up', but I thought I was right, so it didn't feel like I was making them up at the time.

It appears I am wanting to be a perfectionist on expression, lol.

Dion, I think you felt this from me as well.

But, last night, when I said I needed to 'reconcile', the reason why was because my thoughts felt disjointed afterwards.

The reason I bring this up is the emotional aspect of all this. It also seems to relate to your post that I just gave a thumbs up to.
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I don't know if it is my feeling, or yours that I am feeling, aether. Not that it matters which, really.

But, I feel like I clashed with something yesterday. Like my thoughts were 'making things up', but I thought I was right, so it didn't feel like I was making them up at the time.

It appears I am wanting to be a perfectionist on expression, lol.

Dion, I think you felt this from me as well.

But, last night, when I said I needed to 'reconcile', the reason why was because my thoughts felt disjointed afterwards.

The reason I bring this up is the emotional aspect of all this. It also seems to relate to your post that I just gave a thumbs up to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


yes you went mechanical (probabilities) and experienced an emotional response from that you attempted to superimpose mechanical upon because you have to date established an emotional relationship thus the response was instant
the mechanically minded by nature tend not to notice even if it material blows up in their face and maims them
they will put it down to an error in the maths tounge

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Hey Jonny, this is Fancy, family is one of the hardest things in life. All you can do is be true to yourself. My family almost disowned me after I left their religion. Their fear of me going to hell was greater than their loving me for who I was searching to be. It took years and years.
Just living your life, your path, it teaches them and maybe they will come around and maybe they won't. All that matters is being true to yourself.hf
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Good morning everyone.

Hope you all slept well.


Shake the microphone...


:)
 Quoting: Seer777


morning seer
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Good morning JB.


Sounds as if money has done significant damage to your familial relations.

One of my 'in-laws' grew up wealthy. The battles which has commence over their inheritance, has completely torn the family apart with some having not spoken in years and animosity still fresh.

Some received much, while others received very little. The imbalance births feeling of jealousy between the siblings. Sad.


Having never been graced with a windfall myself, I can still imagine the allure of easy money.

I believe it's when a sense of entitlement comes into play as well, we have the long drawn out battles between family members.

Or perhaps the one who decides where it goes, just has little concern for rift money can cause.

I hope things get better in the future in this regard.

:)

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sorry about the second rant, aether.

What was it you were saying about doing the same thing over and over again? ;)
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Hey Jonny, this is Fancy, family is one of the hardest things in life. All you can do is be true to yourself. My family almost disowned me after I left their religion. Their fear of me going to hell was greater than their loving me for who I was searching to be. It took years and years.
Just living your life, your path, it teaches them and maybe they will come around and maybe they won't. All that matters is being true to yourself.hf
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whoa

good morning
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I don't know if it is my feeling, or yours that I am feeling, aether. Not that it matters which, really.

But, I feel like I clashed with something yesterday. Like my thoughts were 'making things up', but I thought I was right, so it didn't feel like I was making them up at the time.

It appears I am wanting to be a perfectionist on expression, lol.

Dion, I think you felt this from me as well.

But, last night, when I said I needed to 'reconcile', the reason why was because my thoughts felt disjointed afterwards.

The reason I bring this up is the emotional aspect of all this. It also seems to relate to your post that I just gave a thumbs up to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Even in pure stochastic attributes we are coming into a time of confluence and divergence. People are being asked to believe in a system that has less place for them and even less longtitudinal 'reality'.


Everyone feels this, but how they perceive or echo it depends on their awareness.
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I don't know if it is my feeling, or yours that I am feeling, aether. Not that it matters which, really.

But, I feel like I clashed with something yesterday. Like my thoughts were 'making things up', but I thought I was right, so it didn't feel like I was making them up at the time.

It appears I am wanting to be a perfectionist on expression, lol.

Dion, I think you felt this from me as well.

But, last night, when I said I needed to 'reconcile', the reason why was because my thoughts felt disjointed afterwards.

The reason I bring this up is the emotional aspect of all this. It also seems to relate to your post that I just gave a thumbs up to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


yes you went mechanical (probabilities) and experienced an emotional response from that you attempted to superimpose mechanical upon because you have to date established an emotional relationship thus the response was instant
the mechanically minded by nature tend not to notice even if it material blows up in their face and maims them
they will put it down to an error in the maths tounge
 Quoting: aether


That feels correct.

Thanks
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sorry about the second rant, aether.

What was it you were saying about doing the same thing over and over again? ;)
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it`s nice you feel you can and do tell it

is my sensation tounge
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Good morning everyone.

Hope you all slept well.


Shake the microphone...


:)
 Quoting: Seer777


good morning
that is a Que for a song i do not want to resist playing


 Quoting: aether


:)

It was the last thing I heard before I woke up.
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
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I just had an extremely strong surge of a feeling that something is going to occur today. Something global.
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you know i went to bed last night a bit "weary" and i enjoyed an uneven sleep of near wake up a few times
then my phone rang and i answered to discover pain in my throat
and to clear it by cough was even more painful
it did not last long but i have definitively caught something similar i possessed last week an got rid of
feels like i am sharing my body with something else that is enjoying feeding of my body while i live
i don`t mind cos it feels natural and what can it eat i need, nothing
so i will let it stay a day or two is my feeling
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Good morning everyone.

Hope you all slept well.


Shake the microphone...


:)
 Quoting: Seer777


good morning
that is a Que for a song i do not want to resist playing


 Quoting: aether


:)

It was the last thing I heard before I woke up.
 Quoting: Seer777


keep talking is your message, mine is me slow down talking tounge

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i like it /z\ tounge
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Good morning everyone.

Hope you all slept well.


Shake the microphone...


:)
 Quoting: Seer777


morning seer
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Good morning JB.


Sounds as if money has done significant damage to your familial relations.

One of my 'in-laws' grew up wealthy. The battles which has commence over their inheritance, has completely torn the family apart with some having not spoken in years and animosity still fresh.

Some received much, while other received very little. The imbalance births feeling of jealousy between the siblings. Sad.


Having never been graced with a windfall myself, I can still imagine the allure of easy money.

I believe it's when a sense of entitlement comes into play as well, we have the long drawn out battles between family members.

Or perhaps the one who decides where it goes, just has little concern for rift money can cause.

I hope things get better in the future in this regard.

:)
 Quoting: Seer777


Thanks seer. That means a lot. I really appreciate it.

Entitlement definitely plays a role, I have to own that. But I think my anger is derived from what my Dad said to me over and over again all throughout my life.

He said he will always give to his children equally. Always. Without fail.

Towards the end of his life, he was always talking about how he was going to teach me to invest. He said it often and implied that at some point I would be helping him manage the families money.

He did so, I believe, because he knew I was fair minded and was capable of learning everything he had learned about it. My mom at the time showed no interest in managing the money.

He died unexpectedly, and just after his death I pushed for all the money to go to my Mom. I didn't even read the new will he had drawn up. The new will was found to be non-probate able because he only had one witness that signed it.

I pushed Mom to learn how to manage her own money while my sister pushed my mom to hand over the controls of the entire estate to her good friend who managed money for a living.

As it turns out, my Mom's mom agreed with me (of course...only a fucking lunatic would agree with my sister) and as a result my Mom taught herself how to invest during the year 2010. Then her mom died later that year. I had already mentioned my business idea to her and at first she was tepidly supportive.

Then grandma died and she became extremely negative, controlling, and greedy. And my brother and sister were both lined up at the money trough.

Had I known how unfair my Mom would have turned out to be, how against Dad's wishes she has acted, I would have demanded to see that will and would have gotten all that I could at the time.

My fault is that I was stupid enough to support her and believe that she was like my Dad...consistent and fair.

Something has always bothered me about the way my father died. It was sudden and unexpected and the more I think about it...the more suspicious I am about the circumstances of his death. His grave hasn't had a tombstone on it for 3 years and my mom still uses my dad's old email address.

Lot's of strange shit and unanswered questions. All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.

 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


That sounds wise for the time being.


If I may all that you and your family has been through over the stated time...

For this ----> $$$

Is it worth it?



Like I mentioned to jigsaw, as long as one has shelter and enough to eat, their needs are met.

All else is ostentatious.

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Unfortunately, my motivation was derived solely from my desire to impress my Dad.

I worked for Parker Drilling because I wanted to earn the money for the engagement ring for my wife. I didn't want my Dad to pay for it.

I took that job in Alaska because I wanted to show pops that I was capable of supporting myself and my wife and any children that we would have.

My pops absolutely loved my wife and always took her side in an argument, which I found amusing.

After Pops died, and the rest of my family revealed to me what they really thought about me. Especially after I told them I hadn't taken any meds for 8 years and my current Doctor said my condition was apparently in 'remission'. After I revealed that, my sister went on a rampage and my Mom treated me like I had the plauge.

My mom and sis both called up my wife, disrespected her and insulted her when she assured them that I was fine and my doctor said I was doing great.

Such a shame that they never thought of my wife the way my Dad did. He went out of his way to treat her with respect. He liked that she was raised on a dairy farm and worked her way through school to get a degree in Geology. I think he really connected with that...he was brought up in a rural and relatively poor setting as well.

I am fortunate that I have my wife and her large family to fall back on. They are so unlike my family. Everyone is cool to everyone. Lots of joking and occasional mischievousness. Twenty something people who are all related genuinely having a good time is really sort of a miracle.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.

 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


That sounds wise for the time being.


If I may all that you and your family has been through over the stated time...

For this ----> $$$

Is it worth it?



Like I mentioned to jigsaw, as long as one has shelter and enough to eat, their needs are met.

All else is ostentatious.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Good morning



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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.

My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Good morning



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good morning nico

nice song
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I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.

My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


I will interpret your dream for you if you will like. However, it may be a bit painful what it means.

Also, *sniff* that is beautiful. He loves her very much.

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Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Perhaps I am not ready because I am currently using all that unresolved pent up emotion as an arsenal in my personal struggle with death.

Perhaps, deep down, I feel like things happened the way they happened. It's all just personal power. My personal power gave me a well of emotion to draw on instead of money.

It could be a waste to use it for anything other than my personal unavoidable encounter with death.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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I will interpret your dream for you if you will like. However, it may be a bit painful what it means.

Also, *sniff* that is beautiful. He loves her very much.

...
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Yes, he does.

Do it. Whatever pain that is felt will be consumed by my blaze.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Opinion is divided among adherents of terrestrial pole reversal theory as to how it happened in the past, and whether it occurred simultaneously with magnetic reversals, or independently. There seems to be evidence to support both conclusions.

By examining excavated pottery shards and core samples from rock and submarine mountain ranges, 171 reversals of the Earth's magnetic poles have been documented. Based on the evidence from geological core samples, the end of the last known reversal period has been calculated to have occurred 12,400 years ago. And a brief anomaly has been dated around 860 B.C. - the time of the great cosmic upheavals described in detail in Velikovsky's 'World in Collision'. It is confusing to scientists that the great majority of rocks with inverted magnetic polarity are charged up to one hundred times more strongly that could have been produced by terrestrial magnetism. There is speculation that the Earth at one time revolved faster and generated a stronger protective magnetic field. During the past 1,800 years, this field is estimated to have fallen to less than two-thirds of its original strength.
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This is blowing my mind right now...

The torus, is only a transitional phase. Like say its the apple cores in the jar. The clean water helps it to transition into vinegar. And what does good vinegar have in it? Something called the mother, a blob. I wonder what the Earth will look like without a torus...
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The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Perhaps I am not ready because I am currently using all that unresolved pent up emotion as an arsenal in my personal struggle with death.

Perhaps, deep down, I feel like things happened the way they happened. It's all just personal power. My personal power gave me a well of emotion to draw on instead of money.

It could be a waste to use it for anything other than my personal unavoidable encounter with death.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Do you feel you have a bit of a fixation on death?


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.


My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


This is the key sentence and action.


Longing.

What does it mean to emotionally long for someone? Your spouse. Your children. Those who have passed...

Grief often feels like a 'sucking hole' pulling ones self with it, into the darkness.


A BMW, being an affluent car. Your degree, praiseworthy. A moment in time to come together to celebrate your achievements, and he as your father proud and desiring your attention.

He meets you with longing, and which point you get into said affluent car, and leave.


It reminds me A LOT of this song...



...


hugs

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