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This is blowing my mind right now...

The torus, is only a transitional phase. Like say its the apple cores in the jar. The clean water helps it to transition into vinegar. And what does good vinegar have in it? Something called the mother, a blob. I wonder what the Earth will look like without a torus...
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nice
it has a motive to be shaped as it is doing what it does
it is the expression of the motive that forms it so to be so
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Do you feel you have a bit of a fixation on death?
 Quoting: Seer777


My philosophy certainly does. I could provide quotes. ;)



This is the key sentence and action.


Longing.

What does it mean to emotionally long for someone? Your spouse. Your children. Those who have passed...

Grief often feels like a 'sucking hole' pulling ones self with it, into the darkness.


A BMW, being an affluent car. Your degree, praiseworthy. A moment in time to come together to celebrate your achievements, and he as your father proud and desiring your attention.

He meets you with longing, and which point you get into said affluent car, and leave.
 Quoting: Seer777


Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.

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The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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whoa, this lesson I'm taking right now just said 'synergy is the combination between studying botany and being an herbalist'. It takes a lot of time and effort to wildcraft or gather your own medicines rather than buying the medicines to give out. But that is what makes it more interesting and understanding the how of it.

That is an interesting way to think of synergy, at least to meafro
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whoa, this lesson I'm taking right now just said 'synergy is the combination between studying botany and being an herbalist'. It takes a lot of time and effort to wildcraft or gather your own medicines rather than buying the medicines to give out. But that is what makes it more interesting and understanding the how of it.

That is an interesting way to think of synergy, at least to meafro
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge

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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
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Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...


Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.


If old feelings reignite, which they will, observe them from an objective POV, find where it is REALLY coming from, then let it pass over you like wind.

I am glad to hear of your success at gaining more control over those emotional responses...



How do you do stop a thought?

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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
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Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
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oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
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Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...
 Quoting: Seer777


I understand where you are coming from and why one would assume that to be a rational and logical way to better oneself.

While I have discovered that to dwell on such things is an indulgence.

However, this can be controlled. The result is that I can consciously force my mood to anger under any circumstance, regardless of what the environment might ordinarily dictate.

If I can remain detached enough to know when I am dwelling on dark things and limit such indulgences, the usefulness of 'clinging' to this particular gateway to that well of terrible anger is quite useful.

Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.
 Quoting: Seer777


Yes. I dwell on things I am thankful for too. ;)


How do you do stop a thought?
 Quoting: Seer777


Well, I can stop talking to myself for a period of time if I try. But sooner or later I will begin talking to myself again.

We can pause thought through meditation, but I don't wish to be a monk and meditate away my existence.

So, I use these triggers. I dull them just enough to control them.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
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Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
 Quoting: aether


I didn't think it so. I was just jabbing at you to make sure. ;)
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
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Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
 Quoting: aether


see
without thought that hole in the ground word becomes will
i like it

popping to store to feel odd on our sidewalks tounge
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Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...


Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.


If old feelings reignite, which they will, observe them from an objective POV, find where it is REALLY coming from, then let it pass over you like wind.

I am glad to hear of your success at gaining more control over those emotional responses...



How do you do stop a thought?

:thewind:
 Quoting: Seer777


:solitude:
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All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.

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That sounds wise for the time being.


If I may all that you and your family has been through over the stated time...

For this ----> $$$

Is it worth it?



Like I mentioned to jigsaw, as long as one has shelter and enough to eat, their needs are met.

All else is ostentatious.

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It's never about the money as much as the opportunities.


An ode to trophy wives.
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How do you do stop a thought?
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Well, I can stop talking to myself for a period of time if I try. But sooner or later I will begin talking to myself again.

We can pause thought through meditation, but I don't wish to be a monk and meditate away my existence.

So, I use these triggers. I dull them just enough to control them.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Stopping a thought has little to do with meditation...It can certainly be practiced there however.

It is recognizing the space between emotional stimuli and the proceeding effect of said. How one chooses to react.

That is why I often bring up impulsivity and the often poor result of action due to said. Not always of course.

It is choice.

Every time.

:)


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All else is ostentatious.


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It's never about the money as much as the opportunities.


An ode to trophy wives.
 Quoting: Dionysian Fullaflattus


Yes.

And the envy it breeds. Amongst other things.

Seems to me money is more a curse than a blessing.

Having not enough '$' to fill ones stomach, turns the volume up on what is really important.




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Good morning.

:)
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Morning Everyone...:)

Common voices...
grouphug


What a beautiful day. Just chillin then later...will make an awesome dinner. Already it's only 11:25 and I am floating... chuckle

hf
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Morning Everyone...:)

Common voices...
grouphug


What a beautiful day. Just chillin then later...will make an awesome dinner. Already it's only 11:25 and I am floating... chuckle

hf
 Quoting: Spirit666


Nice.

You got the bliss? Or the shaken up soda can?

tounge


Good morning.

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bubble be good

hi SS
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Morning Everyone...:)

Common voices...
grouphug


What a beautiful day. Just chillin then later...will make an awesome dinner. Already it's only 11:25 and I am floating... chuckle

hf
 Quoting: Spirit666


Nice.

You got the bliss? Or the shaken up soda can?

tounge


Good morning.

:illuminated1:
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Morning :) No def not shaken up ;) Almost like with no notice...I can go between my self and my spirit. Like watching myself from the outside. kind of hard to explain but Like i said yesterday sometimes I just got to chill out with it...or I could be like this all day and that just does not fly when your a mama and got things to do you can't be floating all over the place lmao...

hf
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bubble be good

hi SS
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Bliss be better...

wink


Heya Nico.

BubbleReflection

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Loops are magnifying lensscratching
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Morning :) No def not shaken up ;) Almost like with no notice...I can go between my self and my spirit. Like watching myself from the outside. kind of hard to explain but Like i said yesterday sometimes I just got to chill out with it...or I could be like this all day and that just does not fly when your a mama and got things to do you can't be floating all over the place lmao...

hf
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I hear ya...

...


Ever lose all sensation of time, space, and body? Only sensation with stark awareness?

It's lovely there.


Then, just add the bounce.

:)
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morning seer, spirit.

Carnival times are upon us. May beer be to my body as a purifying wine.

cheers
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Morning :) No def not shaken up ;) Almost like with no notice...I can go between my self and my spirit. Like watching myself from the outside. kind of hard to explain but Like i said yesterday sometimes I just got to chill out with it...or I could be like this all day and that just does not fly when your a mama and got things to do you can't be floating all over the place lmao...

hf
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I hear ya...

...


Ever lose all sensation of time, space, and body? Only sensation with stark awareness?

It's lovely there.


Then, just add the bounce.

:)
 Quoting: Seer777


yes I have and yes it is...the bounce? I add the music :D lol

hf
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morning seer, spirit.

Carnival times are upon us. May beer be to my body as a purifying wine.

cheers
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Morning 1908247! Carnival times?! hmmmm....

cheers

hf
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morning seer, spirit.

Carnival times are upon us. May beer be to my body as a purifying wine.

cheers
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How exciting...

Enjoy Carnival Nico...Attempt to not drink so much as to lose control of yourself or your bearings.


peacockprincess

cheers
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Ever lose all sensation of time, space, and body? Only sensation with stark awareness?

It's lovely there.


Then, just add the bounce.

:)
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yes I have and yes it is...the bounce? I add the music :D lol

hf
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Yes.


This...

WaveLength


Which feels like this...

illuminated2

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Ever lose all sensation of time, space, and body? Only sensation with stark awareness?

It's lovely there.


Then, just add the bounce.

:)
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yes I have and yes it is...the bounce? I add the music :D lol

hf
 Quoting: Spirit666


Yes.


This...

:WaveLength:


Which feels like this...

:illuminated2:

:)
 Quoting: Seer777


That feels right...that second picture makes me think of the frequencies of music when I get into it lol

hf
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A BMW, being an affluent car. Your degree, praiseworthy. A moment in time to come together to celebrate your achievements, and he as your father proud and desiring your attention.

He meets you with longing, and which point you get into said affluent car, and leave.
 Quoting: Seer777


Seer, just thought I'd mention that I had just recently sold that car. My wife couldn't drive a stick and since I had quit my job, we needed a more economical car for her to commute to work.

We got her a economy type car and I drive the truck now. I think the BMW was there in the dream because it also represented something I lost.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.


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