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Jonny Blaze

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Unfortunately, my motivation was derived solely from my desire to impress my Dad.

I worked for Parker Drilling because I wanted to earn the money for the engagement ring for my wife. I didn't want my Dad to pay for it.

I took that job in Alaska because I wanted to show pops that I was capable of supporting myself and my wife and any children that we would have.

My pops absolutely loved my wife and always took her side in an argument, which I found amusing.

After Pops died, and the rest of my family revealed to me what they really thought about me. Especially after I told them I hadn't taken any meds for 8 years and my current Doctor said my condition was apparently in 'remission'. After I revealed that, my sister went on a rampage and my Mom treated me like I had the plauge.

My mom and sis both called up my wife, disrespected her and insulted her when she assured them that I was fine and my doctor said I was doing great.

Such a shame that they never thought of my wife the way my Dad did. He went out of his way to treat her with respect. He liked that she was raised on a dairy farm and worked her way through school to get a degree in Geology. I think he really connected with that...he was brought up in a rural and relatively poor setting as well.

I am fortunate that I have my wife and her large family to fall back on. They are so unlike my family. Everyone is cool to everyone. Lots of joking and occasional mischievousness. Twenty something people who are all related genuinely having a good time is really sort of a miracle.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.

 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


That sounds wise for the time being.


If I may all that you and your family has been through over the stated time...

For this ----> $$$

Is it worth it?



Like I mentioned to jigsaw, as long as one has shelter and enough to eat, their needs are met.

All else is ostentatious.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Good morning



- ? Nus.

-You Hold Witness I Witness

As if he could, by himself, say:
_Alive, therefore life itself.
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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

hugs
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.

My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Good morning



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good morning nico

nice song
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I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.

My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


I will interpret your dream for you if you will like. However, it may be a bit painful what it means.

Also, *sniff* that is beautiful. He loves her very much.

...
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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Yeah. I need to confront my father. The only problem is that he is dead and I am alive.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


You can speak with him at this current moment. In your Mind or out loud. Whichever makes you more comfortable. Call him to you by imagining him in as much detail as you can. Including his voice.


Tell him exactly what you would say if he was standing before you.

Look for his response over the coming days or in dreams.

They are often accompanied by an out-of-place scent.

Hope this helps.

hugs
 Quoting: Seer777


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Perhaps I am not ready because I am currently using all that unresolved pent up emotion as an arsenal in my personal struggle with death.

Perhaps, deep down, I feel like things happened the way they happened. It's all just personal power. My personal power gave me a well of emotion to draw on instead of money.

It could be a waste to use it for anything other than my personal unavoidable encounter with death.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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I will interpret your dream for you if you will like. However, it may be a bit painful what it means.

Also, *sniff* that is beautiful. He loves her very much.

...
 Quoting: Seer777


Yes, he does.

Do it. Whatever pain that is felt will be consumed by my blaze.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Opinion is divided among adherents of terrestrial pole reversal theory as to how it happened in the past, and whether it occurred simultaneously with magnetic reversals, or independently. There seems to be evidence to support both conclusions.

By examining excavated pottery shards and core samples from rock and submarine mountain ranges, 171 reversals of the Earth's magnetic poles have been documented. Based on the evidence from geological core samples, the end of the last known reversal period has been calculated to have occurred 12,400 years ago. And a brief anomaly has been dated around 860 B.C. - the time of the great cosmic upheavals described in detail in Velikovsky's 'World in Collision'. It is confusing to scientists that the great majority of rocks with inverted magnetic polarity are charged up to one hundred times more strongly that could have been produced by terrestrial magnetism. There is speculation that the Earth at one time revolved faster and generated a stronger protective magnetic field. During the past 1,800 years, this field is estimated to have fallen to less than two-thirds of its original strength.
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This is blowing my mind right now...

The torus, is only a transitional phase. Like say its the apple cores in the jar. The clean water helps it to transition into vinegar. And what does good vinegar have in it? Something called the mother, a blob. I wonder what the Earth will look like without a torus...
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The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Perhaps I am not ready because I am currently using all that unresolved pent up emotion as an arsenal in my personal struggle with death.

Perhaps, deep down, I feel like things happened the way they happened. It's all just personal power. My personal power gave me a well of emotion to draw on instead of money.

It could be a waste to use it for anything other than my personal unavoidable encounter with death.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Do you feel you have a bit of a fixation on death?


I'm not sure I am ready to open that door quite yet. I may be ready soon and when I am I will do exactly what you just described.

Since he has died, I have had two dreams that he was in. I can only remember the first one. I was in my side yard at my childhood home in Texarkana where I lived for the first 19 years of my life.

It was dark. I was at the back of the side yard right on the edge of the miles of woods that lie behind it. I started to go into the woods and explore as I used to do as a kid...everything got darker so I turned around.

I went back to where the driveway enters the garage. The BMW he bought me as a present for graduating in college when I got my first degree in Petroleum Engineering in 2000 was there. He was there.

He looked at me with a really concerned face. I could feel this deep emotion of longing. I got in the car and drove away.


My wife also said she heard him speak to her at night a few years ago. She said he told her to stay with me. He told her that I needed her.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


This is the key sentence and action.


Longing.

What does it mean to emotionally long for someone? Your spouse. Your children. Those who have passed...

Grief often feels like a 'sucking hole' pulling ones self with it, into the darkness.


A BMW, being an affluent car. Your degree, praiseworthy. A moment in time to come together to celebrate your achievements, and he as your father proud and desiring your attention.

He meets you with longing, and which point you get into said affluent car, and leave.


It reminds me A LOT of this song...



...


hugs

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This is blowing my mind right now...

The torus, is only a transitional phase. Like say its the apple cores in the jar. The clean water helps it to transition into vinegar. And what does good vinegar have in it? Something called the mother, a blob. I wonder what the Earth will look like without a torus...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32430667


nice
it has a motive to be shaped as it is doing what it does
it is the expression of the motive that forms it so to be so
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Do you feel you have a bit of a fixation on death?
 Quoting: Seer777


My philosophy certainly does. I could provide quotes. ;)



This is the key sentence and action.


Longing.

What does it mean to emotionally long for someone? Your spouse. Your children. Those who have passed...

Grief often feels like a 'sucking hole' pulling ones self with it, into the darkness.


A BMW, being an affluent car. Your degree, praiseworthy. A moment in time to come together to celebrate your achievements, and he as your father proud and desiring your attention.

He meets you with longing, and which point you get into said affluent car, and leave.
 Quoting: Seer777


Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.

Last Edited by Jonny Blaze on 02/07/2013 10:34 AM
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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whoa, this lesson I'm taking right now just said 'synergy is the combination between studying botany and being an herbalist'. It takes a lot of time and effort to wildcraft or gather your own medicines rather than buying the medicines to give out. But that is what makes it more interesting and understanding the how of it.

That is an interesting way to think of synergy, at least to meafro
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whoa, this lesson I'm taking right now just said 'synergy is the combination between studying botany and being an herbalist'. It takes a lot of time and effort to wildcraft or gather your own medicines rather than buying the medicines to give out. But that is what makes it more interesting and understanding the how of it.

That is an interesting way to think of synergy, at least to meafro
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge

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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
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Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...


Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.


If old feelings reignite, which they will, observe them from an objective POV, find where it is REALLY coming from, then let it pass over you like wind.

I am glad to hear of your success at gaining more control over those emotional responses...



How do you do stop a thought?

thewind
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
 Quoting: aether


Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
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Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...
 Quoting: Seer777


I understand where you are coming from and why one would assume that to be a rational and logical way to better oneself.

While I have discovered that to dwell on such things is an indulgence.

However, this can be controlled. The result is that I can consciously force my mood to anger under any circumstance, regardless of what the environment might ordinarily dictate.

If I can remain detached enough to know when I am dwelling on dark things and limit such indulgences, the usefulness of 'clinging' to this particular gateway to that well of terrible anger is quite useful.

Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.
 Quoting: Seer777


Yes. I dwell on things I am thankful for too. ;)


How do you do stop a thought?
 Quoting: Seer777


Well, I can stop talking to myself for a period of time if I try. But sooner or later I will begin talking to myself again.

We can pause thought through meditation, but I don't wish to be a monk and meditate away my existence.

So, I use these triggers. I dull them just enough to control them.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
 Quoting: aether


Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
 Quoting: aether


I didn't think it so. I was just jabbing at you to make sure. ;)
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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a short reminder why what we discuss and experience on this thread can cause some people to feel emotionally edgy
maybe tounge
 Quoting: aether


Yeah, some of us need to keep a tighter lid on those pesky emotions. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


oh
you and all others on this thread was not in my thought when i posted that
what was in my thought was i think we are all doing pretty will in societies that educationally tell we on this thread must be delusional tounge
 Quoting: aether


see
without thought that hole in the ground word becomes will
i like it

popping to store to feel odd on our sidewalks tounge
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Yes. I'm not sure exactly when the dream occurred. I believe it happened after my Mom refused to match the funds I had saved and then claimed that she was the one who offered to match my funds, but I said no.

My sis had ruined my professional reputation, then admitted calling up a total stranger to her, my old co-worker, while my mom took her side and called my wife a liar. My Mom acted like my father would have disowned me for lying about my private medical situation and for making my own judgments about how to treat my 'condition', etc etc

I believe this was the time period that I had the dream. I felt that he desperately wanted me to stay there in that place for a little while. I was so angry.

Anger almost consumed me, I will admit. It took me some time and a shrink to express all this too. It took a professional opinion with no bias to look me in the eye and tell me that in her opinion A) I don't have a mood disorder. B) I did nothing wrong. C) The way I feel is justified and she was surprised that I was dealing with all of it so well.

That and time has brought me to a point where I feel like I have regained control over my hatred, bitterness, resentment, and anger.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Have you considered to put down all that? Have you asked yourself why you choose to carry it?

'Let it go' rings true here. And by let it go I mean ALL of IT.

All that up there, and that you want to say...

Pain pushes one to either rise or fold.
'Stepping stones'


Free yourSelf from its grasp. Do not allow it to rule you or your thoughts.

And especially your actions. It is in the past and there it will stay. One can not change the past, as far as I know...


Find that which you are thankful for and focus on that.

Make it priority.


If old feelings reignite, which they will, observe them from an objective POV, find where it is REALLY coming from, then let it pass over you like wind.

I am glad to hear of your success at gaining more control over those emotional responses...



How do you do stop a thought?

:thewind:
 Quoting: Seer777


:solitude:
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All I can do is walk away and laugh about it.

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That sounds wise for the time being.


If I may all that you and your family has been through over the stated time...

For this ----> $$$

Is it worth it?



Like I mentioned to jigsaw, as long as one has shelter and enough to eat, their needs are met.

All else is ostentatious.

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 Quoting: Seer777


It's never about the money as much as the opportunities.


An ode to trophy wives.
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How do you do stop a thought?
 Quoting: Seer777


Well, I can stop talking to myself for a period of time if I try. But sooner or later I will begin talking to myself again.

We can pause thought through meditation, but I don't wish to be a monk and meditate away my existence.

So, I use these triggers. I dull them just enough to control them.
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze


Stopping a thought has little to do with meditation...It can certainly be practiced there however.

It is recognizing the space between emotional stimuli and the proceeding effect of said. How one chooses to react.

That is why I often bring up impulsivity and the often poor result of action due to said. Not always of course.

It is choice.

Every time.

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All else is ostentatious.


 Quoting: Seer777


It's never about the money as much as the opportunities.


An ode to trophy wives.
 Quoting: Dionysian Fullaflattus


Yes.

And the envy it breeds. Amongst other things.

Seems to me money is more a curse than a blessing.

Having not enough '$' to fill ones stomach, turns the volume up on what is really important.




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Morning Everyone...:)

Common voices...
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What a beautiful day. Just chillin then later...will make an awesome dinner. Already it's only 11:25 and I am floating... chuckle

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Morning Everyone...:)

Common voices...
grouphug


What a beautiful day. Just chillin then later...will make an awesome dinner. Already it's only 11:25 and I am floating... chuckle

hf
 Quoting: Spirit666


Nice.

You got the bliss? Or the shaken up soda can?

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Good morning.

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