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Did I go too far?

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What you? Surely, not.
The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank."

The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects.

The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard.
The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass.
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"Whats the reality of this?

Where would one go to find like minded people, and learn, without the constant attempts to influence and control?"
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The world is your teacher, and beyond.
No need to go anywhere at all.
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All of physics is models. The models help to make sense of things. The EU is a model as well. Describing physics models using mathematics allows those of who understand it to make predictions. Spin is just another quantum number that for historical reasons having to do with the semi-classical Bohr atom was likened to a spinning electron just as the orbital quantum numbers (n,l) were likened to quantized planetary orbits. Spin is a quantum number representing a conserved quantity that differentiates the properties of electrons, protons, neutrons, muons (heavy electrons), etc. that obey Pauli exclusion & can be Fermi degenerate (all observed in the lab) from the properties of other types of particles such as He-4, pi mesons, photons, etc that are not Pauli exclusionary & form Bose-Einstein condensates (again all worked with in the lab), which are given integral spin numbers. I suppose they could rename it quantum number 3, I.e. qn #3, as the 5th dimension in string space is just called d5.

Please don't be so patronizing with comments about "received wisdom". I've been a professional physicist for 45 years doing experimental work, theoretical work, & computational work in all four phases of matter. Like many professionals I don't take anything at face value. In physics I work through & think about what I read. I think that your EU perspective is worth thinking about & exploring rather than merely writing it off. There is some validity to it. Please give me the same intellectual courtesy. It's about exploring ideas & not about trying to score points. No one is watching, no one is keeping score, & one cares.
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update insight into the complexity and emotions of the complex today tounge
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I wish
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I was going to mention this yesterday. I have again noticed a marked increase in the amount of 'wishing' of late...

Echo...

Did that laptop bit not feel like forever ago? Or is that just me?

<---T I M E S T R E T C H --->

For me at least.


Did you listen to this song last night? I found it quite profound at the time. As I hadn't listen to it until after I posted it.

I haven't lucid dreamed since that night...


My dreams have come back of late. Spirit has been in my dreams the last two nights.

I was speaking to her on the haphazard 'wishing'...I had seen utilized many times the day before.

I woke with the lyrics

Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it all...

On my lips.


Apparently it comes from this song...

I just looked it up.


[link to www.youtube.com]


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too reside upon the green dragon,,

a ley line never imaj-ined,,

much love,,
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I have been thinking of the djinn continually of late...


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whoa
i wished just a while ago and i don`t say wish by nature

i thought

hmm
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i learned from buffy that wishing is bad.
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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There is a silent "but" after most wishes.

"I wish the day went faster" (but it is slower than ever)

Wishing implies lack.

Universe always says YES.
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"Whats the reality of this?

Where would one go to find like minded people, and learn, without the constant attempts to influence and control?"
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 25196431



The world is your teacher, and beyond.
No need to go anywhere at all.
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where did that op go
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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This should help.

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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?


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Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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[link to www.youtube.com (secure)] twirl twirl
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godzilla godzilla
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Not me

[link to www.gematrix.org]

damned Egads!
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twirl twirl
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I like this song.

Thank you.

:)


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How bout this, cause the numbers are GREAT

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Sensory Meridian Response hypothesis of Holy C Archetype power transference


hmm

The idea being that ASMR can be seen as several 'different' things, depending on point of view, but the fact remains that it is a sensation of directed obsession/attention.

I am thus proposing that perhaps the ASMR response can be categorized among other spiritual topics like KundalinI.
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
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It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
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SunsetRays
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howlingwolf
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In psychology it is called 'Anhedonia'

There are remedies, indeed...

Anhedonia has always been my greatest foe....



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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
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(?)

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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you passive suicidal Sept?

Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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In psychology it is called 'Anhedonia'

There are remedies, indeed...

Anhedonia has always been my greatest foe....
[link to youtu.be]

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[link to en.wikipedia.org]

Perhaps, but I do enjoy certain things. They end up becoming my 'drug'. Sex. Surfing. Reading. Sex. Studying. Sex.

I wish my wife loved sex as much as I do.

lol
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you passive suicidal Sept?

Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


(?)

[link to www.youtube.com]
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Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


1. Are you passive suicidal Sept?

2. Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

3. What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings:
 Quoting: Seer777


No, I am not suicidal at all. Nothing like that. Am I scared of death? No.

Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


(?)

[link to www.youtube.com]
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Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Actually Mr. Chad.
I don't care, it's just a simple post in humor.
Laugh AT yourself, then move on.

You've no benefit personally to me or anyone I know.
It's just in fun.
You do whine alot though, et cetera et cetera
I see lots of peoples lives on here, Mr. Chad's is still pretty damn good to most standards.
Even broke & depressed.
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Dammit. I guess I drug the thread down into the dark place.

It's not as bad as it sounds. I tend to over exaggerate.
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 Quoting: Septenary Man


1. Are you passive suicidal Sept?

2. Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

3. What do you enjoy?


I know what it feels like to not belong 'here'...


I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings:
 Quoting: Seer777


No, I am not suicidal at all. Nothing like that. Am I scared of death? No.

Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


You thought I was planning on diagnosing you?

You should know me better than that by now.

Indeed.


I know you want to talk about it.

...


Here is an poignant example of what I bolded.

you lost me there marty

what "reality" is to be persevered on behalf of children
 Quoting: aether


Imagination, wonder, and innocence.


hf
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yes
and if you listen to them they never mention historical beliefs
they tell of a reality which when translated by them, fits our environment
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Agreed.

I was a preschool teacher while in college.


I had a very strange experience with a 4 y/o one afternoon.

She was a bit of an outsider compared to the rest of the girls and was inside under one of the tables while I was cleaning up after 'snack'.


She looked up at me and said,

"I don't belong here."

I looked at her a perplexed and said,

"What do you mean, the preschool? Do you not like it here?"

She looked at me very matter of fact and said,

'No, I don't belong on this Planet. I wasn't suppose to come here."

tounge


From the mouths of babes.


Love you aether.

hugs
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It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


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Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Actually Mr. Chad.
I don't care, it's just a simple post in humor.
Laugh AT yourself, then move on.

You've no benefit personally to me or anyone I know.
It's just in fun.
You do whine alot though, et cetera et cetera
I see lots of peoples lives on here, Mr. Chad's is still pretty damn good to most standards.
Even broke & depressed.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 38007717


I agree. I do have a pretty good life. Never said I didn't.

grinning

And I know what you mean about 'just having fun'. No worries.
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Re: X Marks the Spot
Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


but it seems like you want to share or get it off your chest?