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Seer777
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?


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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Not me

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damned Egads!
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I like this song.

Thank you.

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How bout this, cause the numbers are GREAT

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Sensory Meridian Response hypothesis of Holy C Archetype power transference


hmm

The idea being that ASMR can be seen as several 'different' things, depending on point of view, but the fact remains that it is a sensation of directed obsession/attention.

I am thus proposing that perhaps the ASMR response can be categorized among other spiritual topics like KundalinI.
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
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In psychology it is called 'Anhedonia'

There are remedies, indeed...

Anhedonia has always been my greatest foe....



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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you passive suicidal Sept?

Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings
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~Seneca
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In psychology it is called 'Anhedonia'

There are remedies, indeed...

Anhedonia has always been my greatest foe....
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[link to en.wikipedia.org]

Perhaps, but I do enjoy certain things. They end up becoming my 'drug'. Sex. Surfing. Reading. Sex. Studying. Sex.

I wish my wife loved sex as much as I do.

lol
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you passive suicidal Sept?

Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings
 Quoting: Seer777




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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


(?)

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Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
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I wish the days would go by faster like they used to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


1. Are you passive suicidal Sept?

2. Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

3. What do you enjoy?


I know what it feel like to not belong 'here'...

I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings:
 Quoting: Seer777


No, I am not suicidal at all. Nothing like that. Am I scared of death? No.

Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
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Are you in a hurry?

Or just bored?


Perhaps you should seek a new birth if you are unhappy with your profession.

And yes, I know that is easier said, than done.



Be careful what you wish for Sept. Do you see how your 'wish' could come true?

In a different sense?

[link to www.youtube.com]
[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Seer777


It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


(?)

[link to www.youtube.com]
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Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Actually Mr. Chad.
I don't care, it's just a simple post in humor.
Laugh AT yourself, then move on.

You've no benefit personally to me or anyone I know.
It's just in fun.
You do whine alot though, et cetera et cetera
I see lots of peoples lives on here, Mr. Chad's is still pretty damn good to most standards.
Even broke & depressed.
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Dammit. I guess I drug the thread down into the dark place.

It's not as bad as it sounds. I tend to over exaggerate.
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Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.


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1. Are you passive suicidal Sept?

2. Where is 'it' you find yourself happy?

3. What do you enjoy?


I know what it feels like to not belong 'here'...


I think a lot of us do.

AlchemyWings:
 Quoting: Seer777


No, I am not suicidal at all. Nothing like that. Am I scared of death? No.

Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


You thought I was planning on diagnosing you?

You should know me better than that by now.

Indeed.


I know you want to talk about it.

...


Here is an poignant example of what I bolded.

you lost me there marty

what "reality" is to be persevered on behalf of children
 Quoting: aether


Imagination, wonder, and innocence.


hf
 Quoting: Seer777


yes
and if you listen to them they never mention historical beliefs
they tell of a reality which when translated by them, fits our environment
 Quoting: aether


Agreed.

I was a preschool teacher while in college.


I had a very strange experience with a 4 y/o one afternoon.

She was a bit of an outsider compared to the rest of the girls and was inside under one of the tables while I was cleaning up after 'snack'.


She looked up at me and said,

"I don't belong here."

I looked at her a perplexed and said,

"What do you mean, the preschool? Do you not like it here?"

She looked at me very matter of fact and said,

'No, I don't belong on this Planet. I wasn't suppose to come here."

tounge


From the mouths of babes.


Love you aether.

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It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


(?)

[link to www.youtube.com]
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 38007717


Shit, now peeps are probably going to use this information to try and get me all pissed off, like they use to try and do. Ah well. Guess it's out there now.
 Quoting: Septenary Man


Actually Mr. Chad.
I don't care, it's just a simple post in humor.
Laugh AT yourself, then move on.

You've no benefit personally to me or anyone I know.
It's just in fun.
You do whine alot though, et cetera et cetera
I see lots of peoples lives on here, Mr. Chad's is still pretty damn good to most standards.
Even broke & depressed.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 38007717


I agree. I do have a pretty good life. Never said I didn't.

grinning

And I know what you mean about 'just having fun'. No worries.
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Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
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but it seems like you want to share or get it off your chest?
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Seer, I don't want to talk about it. Sorry, but not going to do it. I don't need a diagnosis, or someone to try and figure out these things about me.
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but it seems like you want to share or get it off your chest?
 Quoting: SoLow99


Sure...sometimes I suppose. More subconsciously than consciously, I imagine, as I don't like talking about it, but sometimes it feels like I 'need' to.
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Sure...sometimes I suppose. More subconsciously than consciously, I imagine, as I don't like talking about it, but sometimes it feels like I 'need' to.
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we are not trying to expose you or whatever or think less of you from what you say.
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Sure...sometimes I suppose. More subconsciously than consciously, I imagine, as I don't like talking about it, but sometimes it feels like I 'need' to.
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we are not trying to expose you or whatever or think less of you from what you say.
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SoLow, I know. Whatever it is, it is my burden. I just do not see any value in my discussing it. And, when I do like now, it feels unproductive to me. Perhaps because I live with certain feelings daily, and everything that can be said, I have already told myself.

I don't know. I am as confused to why it is this way, as anyone else. It is not a part of me that I am 'proud' about, and is something I have struggled with since my first memories.
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I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
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the shortest answer you can get is to take those steps in the best way you see possible and not to worrying about how it may effect everything else. i wont talk about it anymore unless you do but goodluck and dont be scared to share.
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I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.
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the shortest answer you can get is to take those steps in the best way you see possible and not to worrying about how it may effect everything else. i wont talk about it anymore unless you do but goodluck and dont be scared to share.
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Thanks SoLow. It is appreciated.

Sept by Sept.

oops, I mean, Step by Step.
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Thanks SoLow. It is appreciated.

Sept by Sept.

oops, I mean, Step by Step.
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i so want to know more! rofl

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way to kill the thread sept lmao
now we can say this is your fault lmao
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Thanks SoLow. It is appreciated.

Sept by Sept.

oops, I mean, Step by Step.
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i so want to know more! rofl

walken:
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Here's some astral travel memories I have, that are more 'real' than my memories of yesterday.

October 7, 2011

Last night, I allowed myself to be led down into some darkness. It was a smooth path of promises to fulfill the dark nature of sexual gratification. You must understand about these places, they are absent of physicality, so the experience radiates the 'feeling' of the places, and you feel these things as if you are submerged physically into the 'feeling' they emanate. I hope I am describing this good enough for understanding.

I was led through dark halls, nightmarish if you want to describe them that way. It is interesting...because, if they knew my intentions, there is no way that they would be escorting me to the destination. As the places have a feeling that emanates, so does every manifestation in these places emanate their 'feelings'. So, I have to guard my 'radiant' energies and thoughts of what will soon occur. How is that accomplished? I cannot describe it accurately. It is impossible for words to describe. It is like holding your breath, with a thousand different tastes on your tongue. And breathing out only the tastes you want others to 'smell'. It is not something someone can tell you how to do, you can only learn it through experiences.

So, I leaked dark sexual interest. This is akin to saying that I feigned a curiosity in how and what the dark sexual interest was going to be manifested once I reached the destination. Feigned may even be wrong. Perhaps I was curious. I suppose there can be curiosity with things found absolutely repulsive in nature.

And so we arrived. Everything seemed twisted. Pain was somehow enjoyable. Ugliness was a site to behold...it was a visual stimulation. The walls were of sweating concrete, the area nearly void of any kind of light. The only way to 'see' things was to be almost right on top of them.

Deformed metal, and wood, and twisted, sweaty bodies of no gender. No faces, just torsos and appendages and limbs. Pain that reached climax...a feeling of being isolated in a lost, vulgar, non-human mind. There was nothing else. No hate, no love, no sorrow, no intelligent thoughts. It was like a malignant disease.

I backed to the 'center' of the area. I stopped leaking...I 'inhaled' myself. It is like I concentrated myself into a tight, powerful, compressed form of energy. A question arose from the 'entity of no form' that guided me to this place...no words...but worry as to what I was doing.

Tighter and tighter, denser and denser...

I focused a release of myself straight down in the floor. It is not like an explosion...it is like a self contained pummeling force aimed as a radius to the floor.

Sweet release with the intent to buckle the stone floor with a radiating pressure wave of destruction.

The stone floor cracked and exploded in a wave radiating out from its center...me.

Massive destruction. Dark shapeless entities rose from the floor...small (almost human size). And, a massive presence baring down on me. I could see it coming, I could feel it coming. RAGE.

I slammed down again with the intent to stop the smaller dark entities. The shock wave blew them away like ashes in the wind. It pummeled the huge form, but didn't stop it. I gathered myself in, waiting for the blow, making sure I was tight so nothing could 'attach' to me. I readied myself to enter back into my body at an instants notice.

We met, and there was a constant barrage of clashing dense energies. I was scared at this point. We kept at it, and I did not recede back into my body, until the exchange slowed down to nothing.

I slowly opened my eyes in bed.

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way to kill the thread sept lmao
now we can say this is your fault lmao
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I know, right!

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