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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/03/2013 10:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i do Quoting: aether it was prompted by seer some weeks ago and it seems your dad takes the opportunity cos he has an emotional problem with your emotional stance on some topics that arise at times feels like a stand off to me where he turns away cos the emotions from you force him to not because he does not love you he does not like where it may lead to between you 2 men tricky topic There are things that have happened since his death that go against things he raised me to believe. If you can communicate with him, he should know that I will not sacrifice the purity of his promises and his sense of morality/fairness in order to 'get along'. Also...if you decided to communicate with him again...please let him know that I am doing what I am doing for me. I will not condone my own mother speaking ill of him while she lives so comfortably by the fruits of his labor. Nor will I condone her using the fruits of his labor to buy affection from those who turned their back on him when he was alive. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/03/2013 10:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i do Quoting: aether it was prompted by seer some weeks ago and it seems your dad takes the opportunity cos he has an emotional problem with your emotional stance on some topics that arise at times feels like a stand off to me where he turns away cos the emotions from you force him to not because he does not love you he does not like where it may lead to between you 2 men tricky topic There are things that have happened since his death that go against things he raised me to believe. If you can communicate with him, he should know that I will not sacrifice the purity of his promises and his sense of morality/fairness in order to 'get along'. Also...if you decided to communicate with him again...please let him know that I am doing what I am doing for me. I will not condone my own mother speaking ill of him while she lives so comfortably by the fruits of his labor. Nor will I condone her using the fruits of his labor to buy affection from those who turned their back on him when he was alive. yes he got now feels good |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/03/2013 11:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I couldn't have done so without your assistance, aether. As always, I am grateful. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31036731 Canada 05/03/2013 11:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Silence and repositioning. I had my first dream in a long time last night. I was walking through an empty supermarket looking at the shoppers close up. They couldn't see me, but felt me as a chill. Oftentimes, what we mask wanting is what manifests. There is awareness of awareness and there is the reflection of desire. Toute suite |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31036731 Canada 05/03/2013 11:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ArunaLuna The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31036731 Canada 05/03/2013 11:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Septenary Man But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. In laymans terms: Do you surf the wave or does the wave surf you. Recognizing the polyp of repetition does not make it your cancer. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 819998 United States 05/03/2013 11:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That's what happens to a lot of people when they are hanging on to preconceived notions of what it could be... Demons, aliens, religious figures, historical dead people...I mean our imaginations fill in blanks for us based on our programming...so it's important first to understand yourself, what makes you tick, what you fear, what makes you love, what drives your motive...so that you can accurately assess emotion in combination with reading your environment, figuring out your incoming info as opposed to other people's "noise" or environmental "noise" that may not contain actual meaning for you... Sorry I'm at work and kinda rushing thru this post... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Silence and repositioning. I had my first dream in a long time last night. I was walking through an empty supermarket looking at the shoppers close up. They couldn't see me, but felt me as a chill. Oftentimes, what we mask wanting is what manifests. I am seeing things a little clearer on this almost abstract line of thought. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 11:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? Quoting: Septenary Man But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Silence and repositioning. I had my first dream in a long time last night. I was walking through an empty supermarket looking at the shoppers close up. They couldn't see me, but felt me as a chill. Oftentimes, what we mask wanting is what manifests. There is awareness of awareness and there is the reflection of desire. Toute suite Speaking of...I was just thinking yesterday and the day before, how nice it might be for you, to return to dreaming. I have been thinking about it a lot of late. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31036731 Canada 05/03/2013 11:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ArunaLuna The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Silence and repositioning. I had my first dream in a long time last night. I was walking through an empty supermarket looking at the shoppers close up. They couldn't see me, but felt me as a chill. Oftentimes, what we mask wanting is what manifests. I am seeing things a little clearer on this almost abstract line of thought. Excellent, on that note I go to overhaul the lawn tractor or I become the horse. It's a good day to shed the internet. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Septenary Man But, what process makes this occur? Talking about this stuff is one thing. Manifesting this stuff is entirely different. For example, 'connect to all else not you...coherently.' What does that mean? Sit and meditate? But, it seems more like a 'real' manifestation of what you are talking about, because you say it will take all I have to go in, and without fear. I don't get it. Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. Why what? Why did I put it on the back burner? Or why jump back on the horse? It all has to do with your awareness comment, I think. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 31036731 Canada 05/03/2013 11:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ArunaLuna Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. Why what? Why did I put it on the back burner? Or why jump back on the horse? It all has to do with your awareness comment, I think. Fuck trying, Become aware of what is in front of you. plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose Now unleash the corpulent albino within. Boo Radley. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ArunaLuna Understanding how to read your environment, knowing that what you say and do DOES come back to you, you put the intent out and if you're paying enough attention to higher will (for example universal motive-which if ya'll are even a tenth as empathathetic as most claim there is NO question what that is) if your intent is in alignment you WILL see real effects mirrored back to you... OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. In laymans terms: Do you surf the wave or does the wave surf you. Recognizing the polyp of repetition does not make it your cancer. It is both. You flounder on the wave, eventually the wave leaves you behind. Ride it smoothly, with deftness and conscious intent, and it doesn't leave you behind. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Septenary Man OK, I'm following you so far. I have put most of this stuff on the back burner recently, not trying to manifest anything, just kind of letting go. Perhaps it's time to jump back on the horse. Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. Why what? Why did I put it on the back burner? Or why jump back on the horse? It all has to do with your awareness comment, I think. Fuck trying, Become aware of what is in front of you. plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose Now unleash the corpulent albino within. Boo Radley. :buseythumb: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 38848264 United States 05/03/2013 11:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The personal connection you have with your all else. It's the individual connection/communication that you have with "god" or everything that is not you...coherently. Going in to it will all you have and without fear. In spite of those who it wigs out... Kudos to those who come through it all still intact,original true self |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/03/2013 11:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Little Ghost, Little Ghost... [link to www.youtube.com] The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 11:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31036731 In laymans terms: Do you surf the wave or does the wave surf you. Recognizing the polyp of repetition does not make it your cancer. It is both. You flounder on the wave, eventually the wave leaves you behind. Ride it smoothly, with deftness and conscious intent, and it doesn't leave you behind. Well said... On the other hand, 'surf' it without skill and one may be 'crushed' under the weight. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 11:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Why? manifestation and imposition of will are not the same thing. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31036731 In laymans terms: Do you surf the wave or does the wave surf you. Recognizing the polyp of repetition does not make it your cancer. It is both. You flounder on the wave, eventually the wave leaves you behind. Ride it smoothly, with deftness and conscious intent, and it doesn't leave you behind. Well said... On the other hand, 'surf' it without skill and one may be 'crushed' under the weight. :Insane...: :teahupoo2: |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 11:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is both. You flounder on the wave, eventually the wave leaves you behind. Ride it smoothly, with deftness and conscious intent, and it doesn't leave you behind. Quoting: Septenary Man Well said... On the other hand, 'surf' it without skill and one may be 'crushed' under the weight. :teahupoo2: I say that because I know you are deft at said. My example may be best perceived by remembering one of your more difficult 'experiences' you had while astral traveling/lucid dreaming. Imagine having been faced with those experiences, without the proper tools...you had gained previously in your 'travels'. Do you think the 'result' would have been the same? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 12:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is both. You flounder on the wave, eventually the wave leaves you behind. Ride it smoothly, with deftness and conscious intent, and it doesn't leave you behind. Quoting: Septenary Man Well said... On the other hand, 'surf' it without skill and one may be 'crushed' under the weight. :Insane...: :teahupoo2: I say that because I know you are deft at said. My example may be best perceived by remembering one of your more difficult 'experiences' you had while astral traveling/lucid dreaming. Imagine having been faced with those experiences, without the proper tools...you had gained previously in your 'travels'. Do you think the 'result' would have been the same? I completely agree with you. I often wonder about my experiences, and how it would effect others if they were to experience them. I look at all the schitzo's and people who have been to mental hospitals on GLP, and think that maybe that's what happens. Things that I have experienced as my own reality...well...I have spoken to my sister about some of them, and a little with my wife. My sister said she doesn't know how I could have...what did she say? um... She said I don't know how you can go through what you do. Said she wouldn't be able to go through it, period. I brought some stuff up a long time ago, and people couldn't understand how I could get up in the morning and go to work like it's no big deal, with experiences that occurred to me during that past night. I don't know what to say when people say that stuff to me, so I stopped talking about it. My wife told me twice, that if she knew that I would go through the stuff I go through, she would have never married me. That's how bad it effected her. My experiences scare the living hell out of people. So, looking vicariously through them, I can tell you the results would not even be close to being the same. That is why I have put off jumping back on the horse. Not out of any fear, but out of having a little respite from it all. Getting properly grounded again. Which hasn't worked, btw. Well, it has to an extent. No one will ever know how difficult it all is, I imagine. I don't want them to because that would mean they would have to have had similar experiences. I don't wish that on anyone. Stupid rambling. I hate talking like this, but at the same time, it would be so nice to get it all off my chest. Never going to happen in truth. Step by Step |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 12:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The Chinese ground up plastic and placed it in their own babies formula. Quoting: Seer777 What is that? Rat meat sold as lamb in latest China food scandal Chinese police have broken up a criminal ring accused of taking meat from rats and foxes and selling it as lamb in the country's latest food safety scandal. [link to finance.yahoo.com] Mmm...that's good eatin. lol. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I say that because I know you are deft at said. Quoting: Seer777 My example may be best perceived by remembering one of your more difficult 'experiences' you had while astral traveling/lucid dreaming. Imagine having been faced with those experiences, without the proper tools...you had gained previously in your 'travels'. Do you think the 'result' would have been the same? I completely agree with you. I often wonder about my experiences, and how it would effect others if they were to experience them. I look at all the schitzo's and people who have been to mental hospitals on GLP, and think that maybe that's what happens. Things that I have experienced as my own reality...well...I have spoken to my sister about some of them, and a little with my wife. My sister said she doesn't know how I could have...what did she say? um... She said I don't know how you can go through what you do. Said she wouldn't be able to go through it, period. I brought some stuff up a long time ago, and people couldn't understand how I could get up in the morning and go to work like it's no big deal, with experiences that occurred to me during that past night. I don't know what to say when people say that stuff to me, so I stopped talking about it. My wife told me twice, that if she knew that I would go through the stuff I go through, she would have never married me. That's how bad it effected her. My experiences scare the living hell out of people. So, looking vicariously through them, I can tell you the results would not even be close to being the same. That is why I have put off jumping back on the horse. Not out of any fear, but out of having a little respite from it all. Getting properly grounded again. Which hasn't worked, btw. Well, it has to an extent. No one will ever know how difficult it all is, I imagine. I don't want them to because that would mean they would have to have had similar experiences. I don't wish that on anyone. Stupid rambling. I hate talking like this, but at the same time, it would be so nice to get it all off my chest. Never going to happen in truth. Step by Step Yes. I will not speak of what I have 'been through' either. Some of it will remained locked. That is why I felt that quote on your 'schizophrenic thread' was so poignant... Here is a quote that may throw light on the subject. Quoting: Gali Quote from Chapter 5 of “Secret Forces that Change the World” by Frank Bowman. Page 172 It is hoped earnestly that those persons reaching on into new stages of evolvement will assure themselves definitely before accepting false teachings or false guidance in spiritual matters, especially in the development of spiritual faculties, as the inevitable results of insanity, degeneracy, and death must follow the ignorant disturbance of Nature’s life processes. Guard your spiritual well being more meticulously than you would guard your physical treasures. When each of us is ready for further spiritual growth, Nature supplies it. The whole problem is to get ready. It will come as a natural gift, and if it does not come in that way, you are not ready for it. To those who would seek to open the door irrationally, presumptuously, thoughtlessly, needlessly, heedlessly, may I say, once that door is opened the wrong way, once that door has been broken from its hinges, once the lock has been destroyed, the whole world of vicious life which swarms about this planet stands unobstructed before the gaze of the hapless victim. The door can never be closed. This is the eye which does not sleep. It is the eye which never closes. It is the all-seeing eye. The sights which must inevitably intrude upon it produce what is known as delusional insanity. Such persons will find themselves in a world they can neither combat nor control, confronted with vicious entities and agencies they have never dreamed existed. If they may discover anything in these writings giving them the secret key, let them remember they have been cautioned of the effects, and that these effects are upon their own shoulders in their own destiny. [link to www.youtube.com] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/03/2013 12:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Have you ever been so terrified by your experiences that you reached the very edge sanity and looked down inside? I think you have. Skirting around the edge of the Abyss, one may find themselves occasionally off balance and teetering on the brink of 'falling in'. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/03/2013 12:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Have you ever been so terrified by your experiences that you reached the very edge sanity and looked down inside? I think you have. Skirting around the edge of the Abyss, one may find themselves occasionally off balance and teetering on the brink of 'falling in'. :BentGracefully: I have never felt like I was losing my sanity, or even come to its edge. I don't understand the definition of Abyss. I've felt hell before. It is a feeling of not having a relationship with anything. It is not 'floating' in blackness with nothing around. It is not tridents and demons. It is not pain. It is not love. It is an indescribable feeling, and is profound in its lack of anything. The feeling of having no relationship with anything creates an infinite hopelessness, a moment of forever that lasts eternally until the moment of a blink, and it all rushes back in. It is like the ultimate paradox that 'feels' inescapable, as there is nothing to escape to. |