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Good morning, guys. I just got done with a weekend of being a little sick. Feel much better this morning.

I need to do a reset with small aspects of my life. What is this constant need for 'inner' work to be done? When all around me, it is far removed from other people. Or, maybe they do feel that urge as well, yet, like me, are too lazy to make anything of it.

Well, that is kind of right and wrong. Most people think about working on the outer, not the inner. Where, for me it is both with a larger emphasis on the inner. But this drive consumes my thoughts. I need a shift in reality. A shift. But, what is strange, is when I create and manifest that shift, the feeling of that constant need of inner work remains. It does not bring a relief to thinking about a career. Or monetary gain. It does not bring relief or a push towards finishing my writings. It does nothing of the outside aspects of self, so it makes me wonder sometimes why I am so consumed with it.

Then, it leads me down paths of drinking or whatever to forget the nagging. Step by step, and another day goes by. Another week. Another year. One foot in front of the other.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


good morning
yes, being sensitive to new information prompts a new environment experience but because the information/emotion/energy within the emotional experience (life) is new there exists no corresponding social structure of similar design thus sensation to your environmental experience
thus by default there are few people experiencing a similar emotional experience (life) to you
as example, the topics we discuss on this thread do not fit a historical belief system humanity possess within it`s records that matches how we express what we know nor is their a current belief upon gaia to match our environmental experiences (life) either
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I like how you are able to do this, aether.

You are hitting it dead on, and it is something that is difficult for myself to come to conclusions on.

It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.
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Good morning, guys. I just got done with a weekend of being a little sick. Feel much better this morning.

I need to do a reset with small aspects of my life. What is this constant need for 'inner' work to be done? When all around me, it is far removed from other people. Or, maybe they do feel that urge as well, yet, like me, are too lazy to make anything of it.

Well, that is kind of right and wrong. Most people think about working on the outer, not the inner. Where, for me it is both with a larger emphasis on the inner. But this drive consumes my thoughts. I need a shift in reality. A shift. But, what is strange, is when I create and manifest that shift, the feeling of that constant need of inner work remains. It does not bring a relief to thinking about a career. Or monetary gain. It does not bring relief or a push towards finishing my writings. It does nothing of the outside aspects of self, so it makes me wonder sometimes why I am so consumed with it.

Then, it leads me down paths of drinking or whatever to forget the nagging. Step by step, and another day goes by. Another week. Another year. One foot in front of the other.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


This is how I feel a lot of the time too, a cry out for inner work, yet the frustration of a lack of expressional outlet seems to hinder, drink and weed become my buddy for a month or two, then I clean house again, hoping that this time I will achieve the inner rest my self seems to crave, and the cycle continues, I may take one step back, but I had previously taken two forward, so it is a forward momentum, just slowed via my lack of outlet.

Anger and frustration rise up inside me at these times and I become a bastard to live with.

I have actually just got past one of those times and am in the beginning of the cycle, were it is all good and optimism is at a high :)
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Morning everyone hf

drifted off yesterday into dreamland, haven't felt that blissed out for a long time, it was wonderfully lovely.

Hope you all have a beautiful day

blwkss
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lovely cheer
 Quoting: aether


Me too and yes it was.

:)


Good morning everyone.

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I here you James. I've gotten past a lot of the frustration aspects of it.

I just had a light go on in my head though. I need a creative outlet. That is the one thing that resonates with this process, and is exactly what I described above, at least in my thoughts.

Creativity: It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.

That is how I need to balance my inner turmoil, through creativity. I need not worry if something is correct, or incorrect, I just need to create.

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Morning Seer.
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Dion's been telling this from the beginning.
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Morning Seer.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Morning Sept.


KeeptheWonder

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I here you James. I've gotten past a lot of the frustration aspects of it.

I just had a light go on in my head though. I need a creative outlet. That is the one thing that resonates with this process, and is exactly what I described above, at least in my thoughts.

Creativity: It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.

That is how I need to balance my inner turmoil, through creativity. I need not worry if something is correct, or incorrect, I just need to create.

rockon
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


I was reading something yesterday, (slips my mind exactly what) it was about the tools of man, and how a knife is not to destroy but to create via carving, we do not cut bits away, we define the shape we aim to create.

morning mysticmeg hi
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07/29/2013 09:47 AM

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I like how you are able to do this, aether.

You are hitting it dead on, and it is something that is difficult for myself to come to conclusions on.

It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


with that in mind /z\ you may notice that what you don`t like about eternity is the notion all locations are the same experience as this location current experience in gaia`s many locational experiences
we say many locational experiences because we have discovered the environment on gaia has altered quite often and the emotional experience (life) of those upon gaia at the times of alteration was different to
thus common sense says no two locations are the same and no single location remains the same
at that point we may say that emotional experience (life) within eternity is eternally varied sensitive to location and environment conditions of location

does that not form an interesting notion to be always experiencing within
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Morning everyone hf

drifted off yesterday into dreamland, haven't felt that blissed out for a long time, it was wonderfully lovely.

Hope you all have a beautiful day

blwkss
 Quoting: songwaves 44237686


lovely cheer
 Quoting: aether


Me too and yes it was.

:)


Good morning everyone.

coffee4
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good morning
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07/29/2013 09:50 AM

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I here you James. I've gotten past a lot of the frustration aspects of it.

I just had a light go on in my head though. I need a creative outlet. That is the one thing that resonates with this process, and is exactly what I described above, at least in my thoughts.

Creativity: It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.

That is how I need to balance my inner turmoil, through creativity. I need not worry if something is correct, or incorrect, I just need to create.

rockon
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


I was reading something yesterday, (slips my mind exactly what) it was about the tools of man, and how a knife is not to destroy but to create via carving, we do not cut bits away, we define the shape we aim to create.

morning mysticmeg hi
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that is a clever notion

good morning
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I like how you are able to do this, aether.

You are hitting it dead on, and it is something that is difficult for myself to come to conclusions on.

It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


with that in mind /z\ you may notice that what you don`t like about eternity is the notion all locations are the same experience as this location current experience in gaia`s many locational experiences
we say many locational experiences because we have discovered the environment on gaia has altered quite often and the emotional experience (life) of those upon gaia at the times of alteration was different to
thus common sense says no two locations are the same and no single location remains the same
at that point we may say that emotional experience (life) within eternity is eternally varied sensitive to location and environment conditions of location

does that not form an interesting notion to be always experiencing within
 Quoting: aether


Yes, it does. It reminds me in a way, my want to travel so much when I was younger. Even now. I have been writing my fantasy novel, and one of the main points of the story was that certain places were 'alive'. They have their own personality and feel. And, these personalities are waking up, and manifesting into the material.
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Felt like something energetically hit earlier, a real wave of sadness ... got that feeling myself ... will it ever end! (was fine before that) tend to suffer alot when attached to outcomes rather than just flowing with it and trying to keep the light shining in my heart. Its like being a kid on a long journey ... are we there yet? Feels like frustration is in the air today.

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morning mysticmeg hi
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


Good morning.

Dive into the Aethrys any further?

All telling I believe I read 20 or so of the 30. I did however, read certain ones, several times.
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
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I love storms.
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morning mysticmeg hi
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


Good morning.

Dive into the Aethrys any further?

All telling I believe I read 20 or so of the 30. I did however, read certain ones, several times.
 Quoting: Seer777


I told ya sweetie, I am taking it slow, letting the information slowly dissolve in to my system, I am only on the 4th, I read the 3rd yesterday, so may or may not move on to 4 tonight, we will see what charge I am on this evening and if it is a suitable time to take more in.

Must say though, if I had not had the years of experience I have had, the syncs that are hitting me hard and fast with this could skew my mindset hahaha, now I just look on it as fun, but am careful with it.

I read something from it, go out and experience an aspect of that in my own personal reality, like the black triangles, my environment responds to the aethyrs in a very real and solid way, that can be shown and pointed out to non recipients of the information.

Does that make sense?
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


I love storms.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.
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morning mysticmeg hi
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


Good morning.

Dive into the Aethrys any further?

All telling I believe I read 20 or so of the 30. I did however, read certain ones, several times.
 Quoting: Seer777


I told ya sweetie, I am taking it slow, letting the information slowly dissolve in to my system, I am only on the 4th, I read the 3rd yesterday, so may or may not move on to 4 tonight, we will see what charge I am on this evening and if it is a suitable time to take more in.

Must say though, if I had not had the years of experience I have had, the syncs that are hitting me hard and fast with this could skew my mindset hahaha, now I just look on it as fun, but am careful with it.

I read something from it, go out and experience an aspect of that in my own personal reality, like the black triangles, my environment responds to the aethyrs in a very real and solid way, that can be shown and pointed out to non recipients of the information.

Does that make sense?
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


Yes.


I didn't read them in order. I started with 4, went back to 1-3, then jumped around to random chapters with number I resonate with.

7,11,13,17,22,23,27, etc...
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
~Seneca
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


I love storms.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


Hello from the Pennines, lovely warm rain here.


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oh, i love the pennine chain , are you sitting on energy right now or what
perfect location for you is the sensation thumbs
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


I love storms.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


My wife and I are looking at getting a house on some land. Have to wait until she brings home some money, god knows I don't make enough (never really cared about money, which has always made things difficult, lmao). But our goal is about 10 acres with a tiny farm on it.
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This is cool.

Thread: Magic Eye Tetris
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if you can't see the magic eye posters this is not for you. if you can, have fun!!
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Felt like something energetically hit earlier, a real wave of sadness ... got that feeling myself ... will it ever end! (was fine before that) tend to suffer alot when attached to outcomes rather than just flowing with it and trying to keep the light shining in my heart. Its like being a kid on a long journey ... are we there yet? Feels like frustration is in the air today.


 Quoting: songwaves 44237686


I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.
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I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.
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The loneliness swims through waters of isolation
Absolution granted brings light to the dark places
of Cthulhu damaged
Through pattern recognition / intuitive cognition /
Monolithic under siege
Reconciliation through resonating rippling influence
Echoing Spherical Geometry
Only words of help
"Stand your ground"
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Felt like something energetically hit earlier, a real wave of sadness ... got that feeling myself ... will it ever end! (was fine before that) tend to suffer alot when attached to outcomes rather than just flowing with it and trying to keep the light shining in my heart. Its like being a kid on a long journey ... are we there yet? Feels like frustration is in the air today.


 Quoting: songwaves 44237686


I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.
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Shortly after that read a passage about 'the weeping goddess' in a book I am reading.
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aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


I love storms.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


My wife and I are looking at getting a house on some land. Have to wait until she brings home some money, god knows I don't make enough (never really cared about money, which has always made things difficult, lmao). But our goal is about 10 acres with a tiny farm on it.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Whenever I chase money it turns me in to something I do not like, the mrs is the higher earner out of us, and that is just fine with me, we are broke as hell right now, but you never know what is just around the corner, I have a few offers that if they come through and I accept I could be making thousands a week, which would get us that much closer to the farm we so want.
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I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 44238431


The loneliness swims through waters of isolation
Absolution granted brings light to the dark places
of Cthulhu damaged
Through pattern recognition / intuitive cognition /
Monolithic under siege
Reconciliation through resonating rippling influence
Echoing Spherical Geometry
Only words of help
"Stand your ground"
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Even the gods became afraid of the flood,
they retreated, they went off to the heaven of Auu;
there they are lying at the outside (of heaven) cowering like dogs.
Inanna screams like a woman in labor,
The Lady-of-the-gods moans
 Quoting: Ubaidian Text


Ubaidian text. Not Sumerian. The text above feels of that space where heart and mind are one. Pre-Sumer. Pre the rewriting.
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I love storms.
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Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


My wife and I are looking at getting a house on some land. Have to wait until she brings home some money, god knows I don't make enough (never really cared about money, which has always made things difficult, lmao). But our goal is about 10 acres with a tiny farm on it.
 Quoting: Septenary Spirals


Whenever I chase money it turns me in to something I do not like, the mrs is the higher earner out of us, and that is just fine with me, we are broke as hell right now, but you never know what is just around the corner, I have a few offers that if they come through and I accept I could be making thousands a week, which would get us that much closer to the farm we so want.
 Quoting: acuk 44190627


My wife's the bread winner. I would be some broke hermit, surfing, snowboarding, fishing, doing nothing except working on my inner self. Thank god we found each other. I think about other girls I have dated, and it would have been a disaster as I have no drive for money. And, if they expected me to be 'driven' for money, well...

Heidi (wifey), always says, "I wish you could make money somehow with your smarts."

Yeah, it would be, lmao! Unfortunately, not so.

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