X Marks the Spot

2d squares and half spin 3d pyramids.

Cheers

Had to look up what a baldy pate was, lol

Do you know why I got so pissed off yesterday?

You do know that they tried to make me a sex slave.

I have been a victim of ritual abuse on and off for years until I broke their spell, I stood up and said no, my own family were used against me, I was so young, and you meg repeatedly bring up pedophiles, yet I take it all in my stride, I do not even truly blame the abusers, not all, they are controlled by something I would class as a virus or some sort of energetic parasite.

I let you talk about that in my presence no mater how uncomfortable it is for me, not once have I asked you to stop, like often you do to others, because you have a right to discuss whatever the fuck you like, yet what you did yesterday was very fucked up, you led us on a string, you tell me I will get scared, yet it is you that is always scared, always you talk of getting scared by fucking synchronicity, girl if you had walked a mile in my shoes you would be a quivering wreck, I have faced gods and demons, rapists and murderers, pedophiles bank robbers and mob bosses, I have stuck my middle finger up at all of them, hell I have even met a head of one of the blood lines hahahaha, which I find very funny ;) for fucks sake, you were projecting yesterday and others were jumping on board like you were right, you know how much I care about you, yet your projections are often misplaced, you say you see much, well why not share it, you are shown it for a reason and keeping it to yourself is the height of selfishness, you say it will be seen eventually, how do you know that I would not have utilized the energy last night with what was shown, how do you know that what you denied others has actually had a detrimental effect now, I went mad at IV for doing exactly what you did yesterday, keeping secrets, but even worse, saying I have a secret but will not share, here follow my carrot, run around looking for something I hint at like this is some sort of game, this is my life, I live this on a daily basis, I experience some scary assed shit often, very often, I have faced down baphomet, laughed and ignored his rage, I have walked in the presence of some of the most powerful beings you could think of, I am insulted by what you did yesterday, if anything it was your own fear, your own projections, not the fear you thought would be raised in others.

Account is about to get deleted, I have truly had enough, I am no longer going to sit about reading, this internet trap has been sprung and I am about to exit the stage, farewell all the friends I have made here, maybe after a few months offline I may return to say hi, but I do have to go, it is time, I have been wondering why I felt this frustration, as soon as I thought delete my account, it slightly lifted, this is the right thing to do, I feel it, and I am sharing it, as you should meg, stop all this fear, fuck tippy toeing about worrying about some others reaction to what you say, just fucking say it, it is their problem not yours, if they can not handle the truth they should not be sticking their fucking nose in the thread and listening then should they, fuck them chicken shit fuckers, fuck them all, I am sick and tiered of being held back by others, I achieved A LOT MORE ALONE, so much more, as soon as others were added to the equation it got harder, cause you all project, as do I, it is natural, but very annoying that I have to slow the fuck down and wait for others to release their fear of a few fucking words.

Good day and good bye, Brian you got my number, it is just my online shit I am giving up, not my feelings of love and friendship for you and many here, I have simply had enough of the politics of this shit, I am free to discuss anything anytime I like, fuck them all I say, fuck em all.

i do have your number

orbs

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Telling ya high strangeness with the energy noticed yesterday evening, amplified. Hopefully today will be nicer.

is it an aethyr topic i wonder, it feels like it is

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much deserved love and happiness to you and your family bro'
forever grateful we are, for you

One who truly has possession of something especially knowledge of worth doesn't lead people on with carrots and strings. The winds do not portend to blow, the earth.does not portend to quake they just do it. Impotency is the worse kind of evil, a failure to bring forth.a thing when you have the innate ability to do so. And blaming your failure on timing, mood, or environment does nothing to curb the innate nature of an act of impotency.

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potent

will give ye a ring at some point, would love to meet up, good luck my friend.

Boundaries....



Something about boundaries being crossed.

Either way, good heart sign today.

Vantage Point? AKA S7

all dimensions proceed inward out.
a single point representing occupied space
a line representing occupied space and linear time
the 3rd dimension representing occupied space, linear time, and fluidity within the confines of thickness(overlaid space and time).

all three dimensions can be view as emanating from the previous dimensions.

the second dimension can be viewed as linear time represented as a successions of points creating distance.

the third dimensions can be viewed as self replicating existance within a fishbowl. just as we are capable of viewing the first two dimensions without entering them, the fourth dimensions is able to view the complete "picture" of the third dimension.

no greater dimennsionn is able to regress into a lower dimension. the lower dimension does not possess the abblity to contain a greater dimension within itself. It breaks the boundaries of its existence to do so.

so what best could descibes the third dimension?
a quadratic equation `extending over all four quadrants of a descrates chart and then expanded into an overlapping cube/circular configuration/vehicle(thickness) to allow for fluidity.

so what would the fourth dimension consist of in order to view the third dimension without being able to contain itself within the third dimension?

it would need to be space, time, fluidity within thickness and .... greater then the third dimension(universe). as a quadratic equation it would need the variables of geometric expansion incorporated into an inversion pulse.

the vantage point of the fourth dimension would allow it to view the third dimension as a single occurrence, reduced to a point and then expanded back out to time, space and fluidity in "3d pyramid" spin cycles that overlap in time space and thickness fluidity. vaya!

all dimensions can be view as emanating from the previous dimensions. this implies that dimensions proceed from a zero point outwards, this insinuates an expanding, contracting quadratic equation formula MAYBE the basis of dimensional structure.

I was therefore, I could be

"As that one said who with a favoring wind was borne Over a placid sea: I'm glad There was a Wind" (Varro)
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Looks like the hounds no longer in chains will soon set foot to the chase:)

"I tempted all His servitors, but to find
My own betrayal in their constancy.
Their traitorous trueness, and their loyal deceit.
All things betray thee who betrayest me.

To all swift things for swiftness did I sue;
Clinging to the whistling mane of every wind.

I FLED Him, down the nights and down the days
I fled Him, down the arches of the years
I fled Him, down the labyrinthe ways
Across the margins of the world I fled
I troubled the gold gateways of the stars
Smiting for shelter on their clanged bars
Deliberate Speed came on the Following Fleet
Naught shelters thee, who wilt not shelter Me.

All which I took from thee I did but take, Not for thy harms, But just that thou might seek it in My arms.

Ah, fondest, blindest, weakest,
I am He Whom thou seekest
Thou dravest love from thee, who dravest Me."
(The Hound of Heaven, Thompson_)

rule 33, in a pissing contest, piss downhill with the wind at your back.

Hey Orbs.

I know the feeling brother, ya feel me? I know

The last thing any of us need is someone telling US what the right way to feel or deal with something like this is. It is like the parenting books written by ppl without children. It's all pretensions nonsense born of ignorance and ego to think someone just knows what it is like. Especially those who claim to be empathetic when they obviously have no idea what it feels like and all they are doing is parroting some hardliner response they think sounds moral and just.

Stay tough.

lol. My goodness.

Here ya are peeps. Make of it what you will. Have a good one.












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The Enochian Apocalypse

What the Enochian angels conveyed to Dee was not merely a potent form of magic to rule the tutelary spirits of the nations. It was an initiatory formula designed to open the locked gates of the four great watchtowers that stand guard against chaos at the extremities of our universe. The Watchtowers are described by the angel Ave:

"The 4 houses, are the 4 Angels of the Earth, which are the 4 Overseers, and Watchtowers, that the eternal God in his providence hath placed, against the usurping blasphemy, misuse, and stealth of the wicked and great enemy, the Devil. To the intent that being put out to the Earth, his envious will might be bridled, the determinations of God fulfilled, and his creatures kept and preserved, within the compass and measure of order."


These Watchtowers, represented in Enochian magic by alphabetical squares, are equivalent to the four mystical pillars of Egyptian mythology that hold up the sky and keep it from crashing into the earth. They bar the chaotic legions of Coronzon from sweeping across the face of the world. Coronzon, the angels reveal, is the true heavenly name for Satan. He is also known by the Enochian title of Death-Dragon or Him-That-Is-Fallen (Telocvovim).

The Enochian Calls or Keys are 48 spirit evocations delivered to Dee and Kelley in the Enochian language and then translated into English word for word by the angels. The overt purpose of the Keys, the angels declared, was to enable Dee to establish ritual communication with the spirits of the 30 Aethers or Airs who rule over the tutelary spirits of the nations of the earth. There are actually 49 Keys, but the first, the angels said, is too sacred and mysterious to be voiced. The first eighteen explicit Keys are completely different in their wording; the last 30 are similar save for the name of the Aether inserted in the first line. The angel Raphael declares the expressed purpose the Keys to Dee:

"In 49 voyces, or callings: which are the Natural Keyes, to open those, not 49, but 48. (for One is not to be opened) Gates of understanding, whereby you shall have knowledge to move every Gate, and to call out as many as you please, or shall be thought necessary, which can very well, righteously, and wisely, open unto you the secrets of their Cities, and make you understand perfectly the [mysteries] contained in the Tables."
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I would like to be acknowledged for my existence.

I exist.

When a tree falls in the forest. It does not make a sound. It sounds upon seeding.

How's everyone feeling? Did you get what you asked for?


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