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V²(pi)³³³ User ID: 20063747 Canada 08/13/2014 08:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 They are saying there was shallow 'cut marks' on his wrists as well. And he had been battling severe depression. Which having experienced said, I know how hopeless it can feel... Just really, really sad. I think this is the most effected I have been by a celebrity death, since Kurt Cobain. Both suicides. Eventually you become a cariacature, when and if you are dealing with staying in the public eye. Everyone knows you so well you become so alone as to only recieve contact anonymously. I can understand that. Eminem goes into it to. Often. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Anyone else carry around the rather ingrained belief that 'suicides go to hell'? I remember the first time I heard it and the confusion it caused within me. It was addressed in What Dreams May Come. His wife commits suicide and he goes to Hell to 'bring her back'. Powerful movie. Many did not like it. Most likely due the intensity of the 'feels'. I sobbed like a baby at the funeral scene, every time. yah. Watching all that has gone on this last week I have to say I was struck by a particular splinter of thought which has quite stuck. Being...all those people stuck on that mountain dying of thirst and other atrocities, related to a certain group, being broadcast for all to see. I was wondering...if 'God's Hand' was ever to be 'forced' it would be now. I recall that scene in Poltergeist 2 with the people in the pit crying for God to save them only to die anyway. In a pretty brutal fashion. I have come to a point where I am being to, for the first time in my life, lean toward atheism. I have found faith to be lacking and subject to false hope which leads to death and atrocity. On the other hand can can see WHY, if there WAS a GOD, at some point... it would leave. I think the real monster is us. And always has been. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] …. I feel that atheism is merely a failure of the Left hemisphere of the brain to initiate its own expansion. EG the death of the Mind as a hedonist, and the birth of (merely) perfect excision of doubt If we cannot 'doubt', then we already know everything. What we choose to believe is a question of what we, for all intents and purposes, know to be Truth. Therefore we become Truth's vectors…. when we discover enough for ourselves to know that the noise of the chaos of un-knowing is drowned out by the Light of the vectors of Truth, we can say to ourselves, we are 'Good'. If even that Light that is Good turns again upon itself out of unbelief in it's own reality…. in a desperate charge to discover the shadows that it knows must be there…. …. then what are we chasing….? And indeed, what have 'We' become, and for God's sakes, why? ….. //// I love this song, but, I don't expect you to listen to it. LOL. The lyrics though, I feel are relevant to this…. they are on the linked page btw. [link to youtu.be] .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 61548419 Germany 08/13/2014 08:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | im confused that poster with the shoe icon is a dude pretending to be a girl? why? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 57728098 looking to use some guys? dont they know everyone at glp is broke? I had a friend like that from the Bahamas she I mean he use to call me Nariko See the pretty boy? you good. |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 61500979 United States 08/13/2014 08:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Anyone else carry around the rather ingrained belief that 'suicides go to hell'? I remember the first time I heard it and the confusion it caused within me. Quoting: Seer777 It was addressed in What Dreams May Come. His wife commits suicide and he goes to Hell to 'bring her back'. Powerful movie. Many did not like it. Most likely due the intensity of the 'feels'. I sobbed like a baby at the funeral scene, every time. yah. Watching all that has gone on this last week I have to say I was struck by a particular splinter of thought which has quite stuck. Being...all those people stuck on that mountain dying of thirst and other atrocities, related to a certain group, being broadcast for all to see. I was wondering...if 'God's Hand' was ever to be 'forced' it would be now. I recall that scene in Poltergeist 2 with the people in the pit crying for God to save them only to die anyway. In a pretty brutal fashion. I have come to a point where I am being to, for the first time in my life, lean toward atheism. I have found faith to be lacking and subject to false hope which leads to death and atrocity. On the other hand can can see WHY, if there WAS a GOD, at some point... it would leave. I think the real monster is us. And always has been. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] …. I feel that atheism is merely a failure of the Left hemisphere of the brain to initiate its own expansion. EG the death of the Mind as a hedonist, and the birth of (merely) perfect excision of doubt If we cannot 'doubt', then we already know everything. What we choose to believe is a question of what we, for all intents and purposes, know to be Truth. Therefore we become Truth's vectors…. when we discover enough for ourselves to know that the noise of the chaos of un-knowing is drowned out by the Light of the vectors of Truth, we can say to ourselves, we are 'Good'. If even that Light that is Good turns again upon itself out of unbelief in it's own reality…. in a desperate charge to discover the shadows that it knows must be there…. …. then what are we chasing….? And indeed, what have 'We' become, and for God's sakes, why? ….. //// I love this song, but, I don't expect you to listen to it. LOL. The lyrics though, I feel are relevant to this…. they are on the linked page btw. [link to youtu.be] Yeah, IDK. I was ingrained with 'Religion' and deep love for 'God' early on. The discrepancies in 'Religion' were obvious and caused me problem ever since. However, hard foundation to move away from. It was something I saw some months back that planted the seed.. A GLP thread. I never 'clicked it', but it lingered on the 'front page' for days. Something like, 'Christian Father commits suicide after watching his wife and daughter raped by Muslim soldiers'. I hated that thread. I hated that title. But it kept coming up. I thought to myself, WHY did he killed himself after? Grief? And I was suddenly struck by a notion. That while he watched his wife and daughter being raped, he was praying to 'God' that his believed 'Most High' to deliver them from such 'EVIL', and he received NO RESPONSE. He may have realized in that moment, how absolutely deluded we ALL were. Regarding GOD. And Faith. And Belief. And where it gets us. So instead of living with that knowledge, he choose to take his life, and leave behind his wife and daughter who were raped in front of him. To their own fate. I have been trying to get that off my chest for months. Now I have. I am dramatic by Nature. Love me or hate me. This is the way I am. And the way I have always been. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 57728098 United States 08/13/2014 08:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No your flag. Korea having fastest internet in the world. Maybe usa borrowing some~ LOL! you said you are in Seoul your flag for the IP says something different Sorry I am not understanding this~ is your first name Ray and are you from Boston? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 5658165 United States 08/13/2014 08:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Flo Kennedy No your flag. Korea having fastest internet in the world. Maybe usa borrowing some~ LOL! you said you are in Seoul your flag for the IP says something different Sorry I am not understanding this~ is your first name Ray and are you from Boston? No my name is first letter with a K. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 61548419 Germany 08/13/2014 08:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Anyone else carry around the rather ingrained belief that 'suicides go to hell'? I remember the first time I heard it and the confusion it caused within me. Quoting: Seer777 It was addressed in What Dreams May Come. His wife commits suicide and he goes to Hell to 'bring her back'. Powerful movie. Many did not like it. Most likely due the intensity of the 'feels'. I sobbed like a baby at the funeral scene, every time. yah. Watching all that has gone on this last week I have to say I was struck by a particular splinter of thought which has quite stuck. Being...all those people stuck on that mountain dying of thirst and other atrocities, related to a certain group, being broadcast for all to see. I was wondering...if 'God's Hand' was ever to be 'forced' it would be now. I recall that scene in Poltergeist 2 with the people in the pit crying for God to save them only to die anyway. In a pretty brutal fashion. I have come to a point where I am being to, for the first time in my life, lean toward atheism. I have found faith to be lacking and subject to false hope which leads to death and atrocity. On the other hand can can see WHY, if there WAS a GOD, at some point... it would leave. I think the real monster is us. And always has been. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] …. I feel that atheism is merely a failure of the Left hemisphere of the brain to initiate its own expansion. EG the death of the Mind as a hedonist, and the birth of (merely) perfect excision of doubt If we cannot 'doubt', then we already know everything. What we choose to believe is a question of what we, for all intents and purposes, know to be Truth. Therefore we become Truth's vectors…. when we discover enough for ourselves to know that the noise of the chaos of un-knowing is drowned out by the Light of the vectors of Truth, we can say to ourselves, we are 'Good'. If even that Light that is Good turns again upon itself out of unbelief in it's own reality…. in a desperate charge to discover the shadows that it knows must be there…. …. then what are we chasing….? And indeed, what have 'We' become, and for God's sakes, why? ….. //// I love this song, but, I don't expect you to listen to it. LOL. The lyrics though, I feel are relevant to this…. they are on the linked page btw. [link to youtu.be] Yeah, IDK. I was ingrained with 'Religion' and deep love for 'God' early on. The discrepancies in 'Religion' were obvious and caused me problem ever since. However, hard foundation to move away from. It was something I saw some months back that planted the seed.. A GLP thread. I never 'clicked it', but it lingered on the 'front page' for days. Something like, 'Christian Father commits suicide after watching his wife and daughter raped by Muslim soldiers'. I hated that thread. I hated that title. But it kept coming up. I thought to myself, WHY did he killed himself after? Grief? And I was suddenly struck by a notion. That while he watched his wife and daughter being raped, he was praying to 'God' that his believed 'Most High' to deliver them from such 'EVIL', and he received NO RESPONSE. He may have realized in that moment, how absolutely deluded we ALL were. Regarding GOD. And Faith. And Belief. And where it gets us. So instead of living with that knowledge, he choose to take his life, and leave behind his wife and daughter who were raped in front of him. To their own fate. I have been trying to get that off my chest for months. Now I have. I am dramatic by Nature. Love me or hate me. This is the way I am. And the way I have always been. yes, you never once gave an inkling for your disdain. lol |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 61500979 United States 08/13/2014 09:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Walking the line of saying too much. Or too little. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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