X Marks the Spot

yes poorly worded by me
what i meant was
following the shock
what you next do is the key
which again as always experiences in feedback
what occurs in your life quickly after the shock guides you as to if your reaction matches your motivation that caused the shock in the first place
was your motive wrong
or was motive okay but the way you went about it wrong

A linear aspect only exists in fixation. Meaning, that we project a certain necessity on time/space, object interactions that is deemed pragmatic to a larger patterning 9programmed structure) to fulfill what is valued as necessity in relation to a predisposition.

In non linear or true aspect we interact and echo off of interactions. In essence we truly see and hear, as we do not feel we need to be somewhere else to fulfill a necessity
of artificial structure.

Watch people closely and see how few ever feel relaxed where they are. There is always an imposition to be elsewhere.

mark you i`m yacking away here making strange sense cos i`m immersed in emotional turmoil of the most beautiful kind that makes coherence difficult to maintain in conversation within topics that make sense

and that is unusual for me cos normally i can write what i feel no effort but recently i can`t and it`s not because i have altered it is i possess emotions that alter my sense of self so i express differently to what i did

that is where i am very lucky possessing memory so i can`t experience linear time other than notice some physical appearance alteration
which sucks when in society because everyone detects correctly you don`t possess the same "passion/dedication" etc as is expected you should
then when you do stuff where no one sees how you do it even when their with you you get labeled "lucky", or "favored", "cheater" , in fact all sorts of suspicious labels because you come across strange to begin with because of your disregard for reality (time) in their eyes and all the authoritative bullshit that seems to be perched alongside the time fantasey

oh well
moan finished

Last Edited by aether on 11/26/2012 07:33 PM

I got banned again. Anyone know a good IP hopper, thingy so I can still play?

I'm beginning to think they don't want me on GLP.

oh i forgot lazy
always labeled lazy

how does a member become banned!

3 times now!

I asked them not to ban me for being paranoid, but they won't listen, lol.

As soon as they know I am posting from my home computer, I'll be blocked from this comp.

well that is nuts and makes no sense other than you may be right at this moment
perhaps with the reported forum attacks your name has become attached to the on going inquiry

Last Edited by aether on 11/26/2012 07:41 PM

I understand exactly where you are coming from. I have always made my living where and when I feel I can make my interactions fill the space about me without the urgency to be other or elsewhere. Everything clicks and then recedes leaving an empty time to move on feeling.

I have always looked for localities and interactions that exude timelessness. You feel as you were there and it is almost to the effect of a continual de ja vu, neither here nor there but flowingly thick.

Is there some great drama unfolding again? How is it that you've been a problem to/for them?

Is there something I'm missing?

I had made a snide comment to MOD Phenn. Nothing bad or derogatory. It had to do with that 'Trinity 'Infiltrator' thread, and I made a comment to Phenn for being an ass to the OP. Something like, "if you guys knew what info to google you would understand why Phenn is being an ass to the OP."

igh, I don't know Dion. It's just so stupid. I contribute/d a lot, and to ban me over some stupid thing is immature. Just delete the post or something if it rubbed a MOD in a bad way. I think Phenn doesn't like the ego damage that I caused her/he.

yes and incorporate i possess a motive which struck me upon my first conscious (remembered) knowing as material
i was me
but i was material and noticed others of similar material design
that moment
my first remembered material moment formed my motive

my assessment of other material me`s (people)
it was knowing they did not know our environment in terms that i know our environment
so
from day one i recognized there were two ways to see things in this location
mine being one of them
everyone else s the other way

see i can laugh about it now and have for a long time but
there were moments when laugh was not on my agenda and our environment had to emotional shock me on that topic once

following that shock, my one and only shock from our environment exclusive of people, my motivational direction altered but still the same topic
environment and ways to see it
and now here we are today
and swinger got banned

Last Edited by aether on 11/26/2012 07:51 PM

go look up tor should lead to something for you

What's tor?

feels like a proxy

wont let me post it so do a google search for tor the first project to come up will help

Nice, it just feels counter intuitive on their part.

Most tor routes are blocked and using standard ports just means many posts get dropped.

sapt
what is the point of upsetting moderators on a forum you bitch about getting banned from?

Last Edited by aether on 11/26/2012 08:03 PM

i once got pinned by a mod
it is the only time i had contact
except in voice chat when i was in there and they were lovely
they run glp well in my opinion
it is nice to be here
and
they never get in the way
you must look for them to have a row
i suggest
you do not

Last Edited by aether on 11/26/2012 08:06 PM

something not right emanating off this fog ...

[link to www.thesun.co.uk]

well i have not passed through that location since the 1990`s but fog is not something the climate i experienced is imaginable within

got weird vibes and my frontal lobe felt weird as well while viewing that
sigh* being able to travel.. one day soon I hope when my investment's bear fruit

i was wrong , strange huh
looks beautiful in fog

yes
every year it arises and myself having been there a few times it is unimaginable
but our deserts do strange things and affect our senses to
in egypt i got more emotional sensations in the desert than i did touching the pyramids and now i know why
back in 99 i was at the pyramids for about a week in a hotel overlooking them
i never went in them cos they were not the topic of my trip
but i did take a camel trip into the desert to as far as you could just see the tips of the pyramids
in there the local archetype arose and embraced and i became acutely aware how and why the koran became into writing
the scale of the archetype was amazing possessing the whole Sahara for it`s domain
it was then that i noticed it was completely separate from the pyramids and it had only arisen to "see" me because i came from the pyramids into it`s domain
in fact what i had done is touched the great pyramid with my right hand from my camel them rode directly into the desert without getting off camel
magnificent archetype of dark near black texture kilometers across and high , was the sensation and it came in a rush, full glory
but
defiantly would not go near a pyramid, that i noticed and it was not because it is shy
it is wary to the point of fear on that topic

And see im fascinated with pyramids... Macchu Picchu is a place I would love to go and take a tour of the pyramids around the world.
Peru is another place on my travel agenda ....
Im also drawn to the Hill of Tara in Ireland as well and Rennes Le Chateau