X Marks the Spot

ummm...the most telling post was the one you deleted right after she asked you some very important questions...then banned her. questions about were you going to hold the ladies hands and feel their pain etc...questions I awaited your reply.

I did not cancell my account because Muse was banned...it is way much more than that...just as Angels replied and just as the pm I sent Aruna a few days before I cancelled.

btw...Muse is a beautiful...loving soul...and I feel fortunate everytime I get to meet a lady as her!


Whitefeather...

hi whitefeather
that was the final straw for me with muse when she assumed my motive must be the same as her motive because she only knows her own ways and detailed her way in word


i drew the line there and judged it to yucky

then why not let her post here in one thread and get this matter cleared up? something is not clear here...like a misunderstanding. I looked into her eyes, I felt her loving soul...I listened to her and I heard her...

Aether, have you ever trusted another? If so, I ask could you trust me right this very moment? Could we try?

I'm going to ask an honestly genuine question then to YOU Whitefeather...do you believe that a healing presence is here on the forum that is supposed to fix something for you personally?

And do you think the person who can do that is aether?

I mean I have personally been affected by him in those regards so I can attest to his ability...

It feels to me that if you perceive me as trying to keep you away from this thread then I can understand some of your odd mood swings in regards to it. If you are sensing it's on your path to healing I can't blame you for feeling that way.

I mean how many other people here have taken the brunt of Muse's "had my tongue cut out" rants and suffered her talks about her past pains of rape and abuse?

I CAN NOT personally handle hearing stuff like that because I'm an emotive sensitive and it PHYSICALLY repulses me...and I have TOLD her that in the past but she PERSISTED to get me to "share" it with her. Even AFTER numerous requests by me for her to stop she dragged it ALL out here in aethers and my threads...eventually resulting in her being banned over and over for it.

So...if the perception is there that I'm keeping any of you from some kind of healing then it's really something that should be addressed because that's more serious than hater drama...

So Whitefeather...what's your personal perception on that?

"hold the ladies hands and feel their pain etc".

walk in my shoes mantra

familiar white-feather

And by the way I don't necessarily like how you seem to have been stalked by Spiral Cobra who mixed all the mess with Muse and I into all the drama by Rabbit/Gogo...seems to really hurt a lot of people unintentionally.

too many questions in one post...

so I will just put it in my words....I feel we are all here for a purpose...it is very spiritual to me...I can not answer for others. I believe my healing will come from within, but I also feel that helping others heal in turn help us heal...as individuals. I only went to aether for his ability, and that was to help me with which great grandmother first had the jewelry...it turned into something more than that....then all the talk about thought forms and everyones different opinion on them...yea, that got a little wild...have experienced many emotions over it and am still cradeling it like a babe;-) nurturing it like women do naturaly...instead of killing or cutting off. Mum...now one can ask, was she here before Aether or birthed because of aether? either way, she saved my life...

Yes we have...and some of us move past it...and some don't.
Which is when I start thinking it's more about them enjoying the abuses of others than it is them giving a fuck about anything discussed here other than getting their jollies over stirring up shit.

you were always going to connect and now you have connected it matters not how it occurred

is the sensation

Well, Muse is a closed book as far as I'm concerned. Interacting with her is just NOT good for me...
AND it's not good for THIS group...sorry to say...the one that aether and I and others are attempting to dialogue with.

And my intuition is never wrong in those regards.

I wish you well though. Both of you...
All of you...(anyone affected by any of this....even those of you just sitting back laughing your arses off).

It's why we do this...and why we care in the first place. If you get it...then great. If you don't...then don't participate. The emotional roller coasters of negative energy won't be tolerated any more and I don't give a shit WHO dislikes me saying it.

I miss when the topics could be fun with the flow of good positive energy and it's time we take that back...in spite of you who don't like that kind of thing.

So...don the penguin suits...can we get back to the good stuff now?

It is, My worry is that we do not imprison, as a beast of burden, the knowledge, but freely explore our potentials as the only dictum of understanding.

As truth stands as: They will be known by their works. Those that choose to separate us by harnessing our vanities and in turn secreting the 'waters' are an object lesson.

Freedom is hardest given to those we find most deplorable, but must be employed as long as they are of the age of reason and true choice.

It's one of many books Whitefeather.

Consideration for such which is lost on you perhaps.
But for sensitives like me it's hard not to take into consideration the whole.

I'm going to ask an honestly genuine question then to YOU Whitefeather...do you believe that a healing presence is here on the forum that is supposed to fix something for you personally?

And do you think the person who can do that is aether?

I mean I have personally been affected by him in those regards so I can attest to his ability...

It feels to me that if you perceive me as trying to keep you away from this thread then I can understand some of your odd mood swings in regards to it. If you are sensing it's on your path to healing I can't blame you for feeling that way.

I mean how many other people here have taken the brunt of Muse's "had my tongue cut out" rants and suffered her talks about her past pains of rape and abuse?

I CAN NOT personally handle hearing stuff like that because I'm an emotive sensitive and it PHYSICALLY repulses me...and I have TOLD her that in the past but she PERSISTED to get me to "share" it with her. Even AFTER numerous requests by me for her to stop she dragged it ALL out here in aethers and my threads...eventually resulting in her being banned over and over for it.

So...if the perception is there that I'm keeping any of you from some kind of healing then it's really something that should be addressed because that's more serious than hater drama...

So Whitefeather...what's your personal perception on that?

WOW......Hope everyone here as learned something from each other. Holding grudges only hurts yourself. Why do you think I am so forgiving. I don't hate anyone here, and never would. All this bickering is just taking away from what we are trying to accomplish and learn.
I don't know why people have deleted their accounts. I wasn't here when it happened and have not gone back and read any of the post on they days I missed. I wish they hadn't felt the need to do it :( I periodically take a break from all the emotion that are constantly flying around here. And believe me.....Some of them are all consuming.

I don't know what else to say. Other than, everyone here is special in their own way, and should be respected and accepted for themselves. Even Spiral Cobra and Gogo. Kinda miss you two :)

Hi blue...and yes, I miss them too.

you are lovely and I know I do/have learned from you.



I cant express anymore emotions right now, have family to attend to...

wf

Remember the saying...

Let sleeping dogs lay?

Seems the best advice all around...


Don't dig through your neighbors garbage unless you in turn, want them to paw through yours.

Let it go.


Be Free...

we are beta testing our "solid state" environment (universe) because we have discovered our environment (universe) is information labeled energy
what is information labeled energy
the best word we possess to describe it accurately is emotion, non material cause of effect
we discovered that there exists emotional boundaries defining source of emotive expression within it`s environment of emotive expression
for people it happens like this
our emotive boundary , the visible affect of our emotive expression, is our aura, that is our emotive boundary uniquely defining us , further within our boundary is our more solid surface definition of ourselves labeled skin

we emotively express ourselves within the emotive boundary of earth, labeled magnetosphere and further inwards from there is the more solid surface definition of earth labeled earths surface

earth emotively expresses it`self within our suns emotional boundary labeled heliosphere
and you know the rest, our galaxies emotional boundary , it`s 300000 light year halo/aura etc etc.

so the emotional sensitives amongst us will sense the motivational emotions within others.

they can sense the emotional complexity of people within earths emotional boundary, will sense the solar system emotional affects within our suns emotional boundary , can sense the complexity of our suns emotional environment within the complexity of our galaxies emotional expression, etc, etc.

in fact you can scale your sensitivity to fit your motivated desire to know remembering that each and every emotion is shared within the emotions of that which you are experiencing your emotions within and it to, whatever it is, is as motivated as you will ever be

good morning
that information came from the collective information you girls expressed on this thread while i was asleep

i wrote what i saw when i woke up

its the crossover boundary (translation) of the information/energy coming into earth
what we are observing are the visible signs of the energy information (emotion) being translated upon arrival into emotional language of earths understanding (use)

like our aura does for us before our skin receives it