X Marks the Spot

Holy crap. I haven't viewed this thread for about 10 pages, maybe more, when I posted my vision from last night after the "Templar" Butcher asked me to do a vision of myself.

Now, you guys are discussing Hebrew, and I literally just found out last night I was given a Hebrew name in my lucid dream/vision.

This is too weird, lol. And the bold above, aether, is spot on to what I experienced last night. You see how I said there was no way to write the word Ardona, but my vision allowed me to express it in a way I could write it?

Last Edited by Saptaparna on 10/21/2012 12:17 PM

feels lovely

Freaking me the fuck out. I wrote down the word after the vision. Had NO idea what it meant. Usually, dream words like this don't mean anything. To find out it is old Hebrew related to God, and Elohim, and Lord of Lords, etc.



See, this is the type of stuff I just have to sweep under the rug...or just go with it without discussing it much. I still feel like this shouldn't be possible for me, and yet here it is.

Hebrew character are what I have been shown as well, SS...

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with tact

Darn, ask him.

If its a threat with the volume seer, you don't need to do that. I am not simmering if that is what you mean. It was by my perspective a right anger. I haven't called him any name on here and I haven't degraded him in anyway because it is not my place to judge him or his actions.

I've realized that healing takes place before anything else and that starts with you. I have no ill wishes on no one and would only like peace. Whatever your views are you don't have the whole truth so I understand why your perspectives are skewed.

Peace out and leave me be.

I don't like the places these things are leading. I mean I do, but I was asked to find out about myself by doing this, and then given a word like that! A word I had no idea even existed, and when I look it up this morning...fuck me. I think I am going to start pulling back as far as expressing this kind of shit and start keeping it to myself again.

But then I want to explore it more to figure things out, so I post them to discuss. It just feels like this is not possible. ]

I was given an expression in sound as to what I...anyway, and since it was inexpressible in language during the vision I was given a visual English version of what the 'thing' that is me is, and it is THAT word. A word I didn't even know existed.

Ah, I'm just reading too much into it. Go with the flow. Yeah, that's better...

step by step

I am just tired of the distractions love.

As I have mentioned numerous times in the past, the rotating user numbers and member names have been a constant source of bane for me.

Not to mention past drama of which I am unaware.


It has forced me to be exceptionally careful with whom I share my time...

I hope you understand.


My memory for AC's is poor due to having to continually guess at there intention and identity.



And yes to the bolded, well stated.

May the wind be at your back...

forbidden to invoke the name of G-d, Adonai was substituted as a reference, it approximates Lord if i recall correctly

that feels right

Does this feel right aether?

I was on the same thread ss was in late 2009 when that hebrew word had been discussed...so, I am very aware he has seen the word before today...maybe he just forgot?

Wf

very right w/f
hebrews were banned from gods name

Last Edited by aether on 10/21/2012 12:52 PM

Wow, 2009! WF, do you remember the name of that thread? Personally, I would discount that as being the reason, but anything is possible I suppose.

But, if that is true, than we can discount any and all predictions or strange occurrences along this line of that as being...forgotten memories of a single word seen once on a thread? That's to say even if I saw it.

That is stretching almost as much as it just being a type of supernatural experience.

Last Edited by Saptaparna on 10/21/2012 12:56 PM

WF, can you pull that thread up and show where I responded to it? I would love to see that! Thanks!

A little bit of a stretch, I know. But, what the heck. I would love to see that thread, as I don't remember it at all. I didn't think anyone even knew me in 2009 on GLP.

Last Edited by Saptaparna on 10/21/2012 01:05 PM

Search Apollo's threads, he uses it quite often. But again, leading and self facilitating experiences are everywhere. The wording is becoming more and more eerily familiar; The question then being: Is it intuition, occurrence or self fulfilling means based on group dynamic or even a facilitating individual.

No...I'm on phone and not at home...almost out of charge...but it has been discussed on more than one thread...not accusing you of anything...just stating what I remember

Wf

Maybe instead of using 'or', we should use and, as it would more than likely be more accurate, just varying in percentages of what IS.

who to say why you are always in a hurry to discount any inclinations other than your intellect. It doesnot matter how why when or where you touch ground. what is important is the ------ how did Aether put it, the way you interpret it is the context you are most familiar with. Other see it diffently. not so much from an intellectual perspective.
nevertheless your perspective is valid.

one last thought, perhaps the building in the dream is your intellect?

I had a great post I was working on.

No matter how much I attempted to 'find the banned word' within it, it will not post to GLP.


lol.

Bummer.

I hate when that happens......By the time you have figured it out. The moment as passed. Very frustrating :(

Sap.....Maybe the word was brought back to you for a reason. Write it down. Or keep it in the back of your mind. Will be interesting to see when it pops up again.....And I think it will:)

Agreed.

It was concerning this post...






Absolute Compassion

Many times, I am somewhat playing devil's advocate. It is not necessarily discounting one reason for experiences for another, it is accepting that there is a possibility that it could be one reason or another.

I am in 100% agreement with what you just posted.

The buildings were actually an important part of the experience, and obviously contain much symbolism. I thought of the buildings falling just as you say, yet voiced with a different perspective. It is a crumbling of the way things are now, back to the way they used to be. That includes intellect, and intuition, and different 'knowledge', etc.

Absolute Compassion = always another way