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Message Subject X Marks the Spot
Poster Handle Saptaparna
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morning seer. ;)
 Quoting: Jonny Blaze

What's up dickhead!?
 Quoting: Saptaparna

i like your rambles
 Quoting: aether

Thanks aether. When I ramble I tend to start exposing myself to the deeper stuff inside of me. For some reason I tend to draw away from doing so.

You know, now that I think about it it is kind of messed up that I do that.

I was going to say: I feel like I am bragging if I were to say certain things about myself.

Then, I realized that that is totally wrong. In truth, it is: I feel others would think I am bragging. That's a big difference, and a personality trait I do not want. I don't want to worry about what others think of me or my words or thoughts...and yet, I do.

That is a very large problem that I need to learn to get over, but I don't know how possible that is. I am of the mind that I would rather be the message, to have the message be there by my actions and the way I am. I would rather do that then be a messenger by writing about it or talking about it.

Now, I think about it, I should be doing both.

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