... Quoting: Saptaparna
What's up dickhead!?
i like your rambles
Thanks aether. When I ramble I tend to start exposing myself to the deeper stuff inside of me. For some reason I tend to draw away from doing so.
You know, now that I think about it it is kind of messed up that I do that.
I was going to say: I feel like I am bragging if I were to say certain things about myself.
Then, I realized that that is totally wrong. In truth, it is: I feel others would think I am bragging
. That's a big difference, and a personality trait I do not want. I don't want to worry about what others think of me or my words or thoughts...and yet, I do.
That is a very large problem that I need to learn to get over, but I don't know how possible that is. I am of the mind that I would rather be
the message, to have the message be there by my actions and the way I am. I would rather do that then be a messenger by writing about it or talking about it.
Now, I think about it, I should be doing both.