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Message Subject X Marks the Spot
Poster Handle Saptaparna
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What's up dickhead!?
 Quoting: Saptaparna

i like your rambles
 Quoting: aether

Thanks aether. When I ramble I tend to start exposing myself to the deeper stuff inside of me. For some reason I tend to draw away from doing so.

You know, now that I think about it it is kind of messed up that I do that.

I was going to say: I feel like I am bragging if I were to say certain things about myself.

Then, I realized that that is totally wrong. In truth, it is: I feel others would think I am bragging. That's a big difference, and a personality trait I do not want. I don't want to worry about what others think of me or my words or thoughts...and yet, I do.

That is a very large problem that I need to learn to get over, but I don't know how possible that is. I am of the mind that I would rather be the message, to have the message be there by my actions and the way I am. I would rather do that then be a messenger by writing about it or talking about it.

Now, I think about it, I should be doing both.

 Quoting: Saptaparna

originally i was going to say it feels good for you and is informative to others but i detect you wouldn`t like that because you know the issue already and are dealing with it
 Quoting: aether

I wouldn't mind it in the least. It feels good to get that push. Too many people leave me to think on my own. I have gotten used to it. If you were to have said that to me, it would have actually felt really good, because of that outside perspective in sync with my inner.

Thinking further on this, the reason I say the above and feel it is of more value, is because I respect you.
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