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aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 07:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear God... I just went to get the link for 'Deschutes Brewery' and after 'entering my birthdate' The first page opens to 'The Abyss' [link to www.deschutesbrewery.com] yes you notice that possessing little practical knowing of the nature of our universe, thus our own environment, has prompted that which is was to be avoided into becoming inadvertently that which is deified within the belief by thinking it was something else and that is what continuously prompts me to laugh inside simplicity wrapped in complexity is what it is complexity wrapped in belief is what it became but now we know all will grow Last Edited by aether on 12/03/2012 07:14 AM |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 07:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Recent experiments gave results that closely match many features on planetary bodies. Quoting: observationCheck out full explanation in the various html pages and pick through images in the directory and sub-directories for this effort. [link to www.para-az.com] in our past few decades institutions such as los alamos have reproduced in laboratory all observed topographical features observed on earth , moon and all planetary bodies within our solar system, utilizing electricity and reproducing/applying the assumed electrical conditions of our solar system past |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 28986310 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 08:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This... no I am klaireyb - I am new/infrequant poster old lurker ! Quoting: klaireyb 25382105 I forget to state my name but I should join cos keep getting banned and feel lonley :) actually i think i will join .. Hi xx Thank you for clarifying. You will find that I find familiarity to be a trait I appreciate very much. Confusion regarding identity and intention, clam me up faster than anything. I become familiar with certain patterns in peoples writing, inflection and tone. But it is fallible. Especially with the history... I hope you understand. :) I am sorry I managed to confuse you tho I have no idea how, x |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 9905909 United States 12/03/2012 09:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear God... I just went to get the link for 'Deschutes Brewery' and after 'entering my birthdate' The first page opens to 'The Abyss' [link to www.deschutesbrewery.com] yes you notice that possessing little practical knowing of the nature of our universe, thus our own environment, has prompted that which is was to be avoided into becoming inadvertently that which is deified within the belief by thinking it was something else and that is what continuously prompts me to laugh inside simplicity wrapped in complexity is what it is complexity wrapped in belief is what it became but now we know all will grow simple law : complex expression i been thinking "snowflakes" , lately. every one guided by the same formation rules, yet each unique, a result of basic law modified by the local environment. we humans get so mesmerized by the complex patterns/beauty and fail to pull back a bit and remove our gaze from the complex details. cause for much confusion. i feel we worry way too much over details we cant possibly predict or control and the truths are so simple when we look for the big shape rather than the fine detail, particularly since the big shape always expresses itself slightly differently. we're so caught up in expression, still blind to the roots. ...... some weeks ago, while driving from one place to another, and shortly after passing thru a powerful magikal experience, i was able to watch my perception flip between mundane and magikal. my inernal observer was quite fascinated by way in which my perception could take the same set of facts (my current environment) and 'flip' between two different universes of meaning. one where it all seemed nothing but physics and circumstance and another were webs and currents guided the actions of others... or something. the one was steel grey the other filled with colour: emotionally. the ring down. it can be hard to hang on to the colour when suronded by nothing but grey machine.. i gotta keep reminding myself. and i seriously dunno what i'd do without GLP to voice some of this within: those humans arou d me seem to recoil from some truths and i've found that just 'playing' along is best all around. it can be a bit stifling tho... the magik is *so* beautiful, Aether i wish everyone could see its colour the way i do. if no other reason than, its WAY more fun. |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 09:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I will say it was wonderful to see the Sun this morning on my drive down, after not seeing it for nearly a week. All the water on the road, reflected the light up creating a feeling of driving into a welders torch. lol. the sun is quiet right now so i thought i would post this Quoting: NiNzrez it's going into summer for our friends down under and with winter on it's way in the states and northern latitudes, we need to be getting out in the sun as much as we can take advantage of every sunny day your able to :) you might have heard many of us posts info along these lines here and there, but i just ran across this article that puts it all into one nice neat little package of information :) Canadian Researchers Discover New Evidence That Vitamin D Shuts Down Cancer Cells [link to wakeup-world.com] “We observed vitamin D insufficiency (defined as blood levels <20 ng/ml), in one third of our study participants. This was associated with nearly a 50 percent increase in the mortality rate in older adults,” said Kritchevsky. “Our findings suggest that low levels of vitamin D may be a substantial public health concern for our nation’s older adults.” The link between vitamin D intake and protection from cancer dates from the 1940s when Frank Apperly demonstrated a link between latitude and deaths from cancer, and suggested that sunlight gave “a relative cancer immunity”. Light-skinned women who had high amounts of long-term sun exposure had half the risk of developing advanced breast cancer (cancer that spreads beyond your breast) as women with lower amounts of regular sun exposure, according to a study in the American Journal of Epidemiology Stay Away From Sunscreen Skin color adapts to sunlight intensities which produce vitamin D or ultraviolet light damage to folic acid. Researchers at the University of Leeds suggest that people with very pale skin may be unable to spend enough time in the sun to make the amount of vitamin D the body needs — while also avoiding sunburn. The key is to stay away from conventional subscreen and use non-toxic alternatives to extend exposure time. The further you live from the equator, the longer exposure you need to the sun in order to generate vitamin D. Canada, the UK and most U.S. states are far from the equator and the logic of using sunscreen is quickly becoming illogical even in scientific circles The vitamin is D, nicknamed the “sunshine vitamin” because the skin makes it from ultraviolet rays. Sunscreen blocks its production, but dermatologists and health agencies have long preached that such lotions are needed to prevent skin cancer. Now some scientists are questioning that advice. The reason is that vitamin D increasingly seems important for preventing and even treating many types of cancer GREAT info NIN...I supersupplement Vitamin D in the winter to try and keep my Vitamin D levels up...nothing can compare to actual exposure time, but when you work during the day its hard to find time to get the amount of sunlight that you need! More and more people are suffering from a deficiency in it and they don't realize how important it is for many bodily processes! it feels to me while we experience our altering environment through our noticeable future , location, location , location will be an ever increasing vital factor for a variety of reasons |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 09:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Good morning aether. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 09:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear God... I just went to get the link for 'Deschutes Brewery' and after 'entering my birthdate' The first page opens to 'The Abyss' [link to www.deschutesbrewery.com] yes you notice that possessing little practical knowing of the nature of our universe, thus our own environment, has prompted that which is was to be avoided into becoming inadvertently that which is deified within the belief by thinking it was something else and that is what continuously prompts me to laugh inside simplicity wrapped in complexity is what it is complexity wrapped in belief is what it became but now we know all will grow simple law : complex expression i been thinking "snowflakes" , lately. every one guided by the same formation rules, yet each unique, a result of basic law modified by the local environment. we humans get so mesmerized by the complex patterns/beauty and fail to pull back a bit and remove our gaze from the complex details. cause for much confusion. i feel we worry way too much over details we cant possibly predict or control and the truths are so simple when we look for the big shape rather than the fine detail, particularly since the big shape always expresses itself slightly differently. we're so caught up in expression, still blind to the roots. ...... some weeks ago, while driving from one place to another, and shortly after passing thru a powerful magikal experience, i was able to watch my perception flip between mundane and magikal. my inernal observer was quite fascinated by way in which my perception could take the same set of facts (my current environment) and 'flip' between two different universes of meaning. one where it all seemed nothing but physics and circumstance and another were webs and currents guided the actions of others... or something. the one was steel grey the other filled with colour: emotionally. the ring down. it can be hard to hang on to the colour when suronded by nothing but grey machine.. i gotta keep reminding myself. and i seriously dunno what i'd do without GLP to voice some of this within: those humans arou d me seem to recoil from some truths and i've found that just 'playing' along is best all around. it can be a bit stifling tho... the magik is *so* beautiful, Aether i wish everyone could see its colour the way i do. if no other reason than, its WAY more fun. wonderful expression you possess |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 09:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | good morning jonny haha you possess impeccable timing if i may say just at the moments i feel my self resettling within myself you say good morning lovley I'm sure it was just a coincidence, my friend. Today I feel my proper place in the universe insignificant. Strange that I feel no emotion associated with this recognition. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 09:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i experienced the grating metal upon metal just the once Quoting: aether i was awake but laying in bed in night dark and in that era of my life i was content to experience thought forms as real, i still am really. i believe the thought form topic and my attitude to them is linked to the grating experience because i had satanist occult (their term) interested in me prompting me to be interested in them the stage their and my relationship had reached was me interested in what one of them told me which was they were involved in the occult because only they could emotionally reach the bottom of hell and return and because of this they had over many years become trusted by the occult leadership and above leading past satan to the original satan what they told me was with them on the inside and me being me it was possible for them to alter the original satan because it would allow them and only them access the day of me being told this story i experienced the grating sound above my head to the front of me accompanied by the distinct feeling something has arrived nothing more happened in the grating event and my subsequent conclusion to the satanist/occult proved satisfactory over the next few linear years not exactly as the original story but rather an improvised version formed as all went along in keeping with mood at the time which prompts me to remember this my interest was to experience what our authorities faith on the topic hell consisted of what i discovered was what i knew to be true is true the structure and function of our earth within it`s environment has, for thousands of years, prompted emotion within people expressed as anger (fear) and/or sexual attraction wrapped in the label love the consequences of which prompted faith in hell to arise |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 09:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | good morning jonny haha you possess impeccable timing if i may say just at the moments i feel my self resettling within myself you say good morning lovley I'm sure it was just a coincidence, my friend. Today I feel my proper place in the universe insignificant. Strange that I feel no emotion associated with this recognition. sounds sensible nothing in your way to inhibit discovery thus no surprises other than those you enjoy experiencing |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 19535695 United States 12/03/2012 10:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | good morning jonny haha you possess impeccable timing if i may say just at the moments i feel my self resettling within myself you say good morning lovley I'm sure it was just a coincidence, my friend. Today I feel my proper place in the universe insignificant. Strange that I feel no emotion associated with this recognition. do you feel as tho 2 inceptions less and the smoke has all but cleared? Can see clearly now ... its going to happen more and peace will set in as well ... school is just about over Jonny / Love Yourself , Forgive Yourself Yea tho I walk thru the valley of the Shadow of death I shall Fear no Evil Love to all on this fantastical day , may your wings take you above the Horizon into the in~between so that you see the true reflection's of You ... :love dust: The Eagle and the Hawk I am the eagle, I live in high country, In rocky cathedrals that reach to the sky, I am the hawk and there's blood on my feathers, But time is still turning, they soon will be dry, And all those who see me, and all who believe in me, Share in the freedom I feel when I fly! Come dance with the west wind, And touch all the mountain tops, Sail o'er the canyons, and up to the stars, And reach for the heavens, and hope for the future, And all that we can be, not what we are. — John Denver |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 10:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | good morning jonny haha you possess impeccable timing if i may say just at the moments i feel my self resettling within myself you say good morning lovley I'm sure it was just a coincidence, my friend. Today I feel my proper place in the universe insignificant. Strange that I feel no emotion associated with this recognition. sounds sensible nothing in your way to inhibit discovery thus no surprises other than those you enjoy experiencing That's just it. The feeling of insignificance is so thorough that I can not say with any certainty what I enjoy or what I don't enjoy. There seems to be no difference at the moment, due to the insignificance I feel. Regarding your previous post, I once was convinced that hell was actually here on earth. It was during that time in my life when I fasted to the point of death. I had a realization without rationality that I was in hell, and the only way out was to end my life. I also had a realization that I would not be allowed to end my life by my own will. I was certain that something would intervene to stop me. So, I tried to drown myself. Sure enough, forces intervened and I survived. The next day I was arrested and thrown into the Harris County Jail, where I again faced death. This time not by my own will. I blacked out twice...the second time for hours and hours as I lied on my back in that cell. Everything was dark, but I realized later that they kept the light on in my cell the entire time. When I got out, and was laid on my back in the back seat of my mom's car, I stopped breathing and they had to call an ambulance. When the paramedics arrived, they told my mom that I was too weak to lay on my back and breath; I needed to be placed on an incline. Yet I was lying on my back for hours and hours in that cell just an hour or so before. I often wonder why I am still here. What am I supposed to do? Did I live just to confront that strange old man in the laundry room? If so, why did I survive that encounter? It's not that I feel self pity. I honestly feel to insignificant to indulge in that. I understand how the past happened. I don't understand what the significance of these things are. Who was that old man? Did I just hallucinate all the things I saw? I see the influence I can have and have had over those around me. Yet, I still feel as though this is insignificant. It is hard to reconcile the fact that the philosophy I follow is focused on the potential of the individual spirit and awareness of man. Yet, there still exists this insignificance that flies in the face of my adopted philosophy yet at the same time reinforces it. What next? The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 10:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | do you feel as tho 2 inceptions less and the smoke has all but cleared? Can see clearly now ... its going to happen more and peace will set in as well ... school is just about over Jonny / Love Yourself , Forgive Yourself Quoting: >~* Flutterby Fringe*~< Yea tho I walk thru the valley of the Shadow of death I shall Fear no Evil Love to all on this fantastical day , may your wings take you above the Horizon into the in~between so that you see the true reflection's of You ... The Eagle and the Hawk I am the eagle, I live in high country, In rocky cathedrals that reach to the sky, I am the hawk and there's blood on my feathers, But time is still turning, they soon will be dry, And all those who see me, and all who believe in me, Share in the freedom I feel when I fly! Come dance with the west wind, And touch all the mountain tops, Sail o'er the canyons, and up to the stars, And reach for the heavens, and hope for the future, And all that we can be, not what we are. — John Denver Thank you for your kind words, fringe. ;) The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 10:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | above unity because you get more energy out than you put in sometimes they are called free energy machines most people that have made them believe that they are tapping the quantum vacuum field, this vast reserve of energy in the field when people develop these machines and there are probably 20 or 30 moderately credible inventions of this kind in the world at the moment , if you do a google search on "above unity machine or devices" you will find millions of hits when people develop these machines and they go and talk to professors of physics about them are these professors of physics delighted saying thid will solve the worlds energy problem , reduce the need for carbon based fuels, make norway bankrupt because because of oil exports going down no they do not say that at all they say "this is impossible, these machines can not work, these people are cranks and madmen and we know they can not work because they are perpetual motion machines and perpetual motion machines are prohibited by the law of the conservation of energy and the laws of thermodynamics" they are outlawed so the can not exist" |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 10:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | do you feel as tho 2 inceptions less and the smoke has all but cleared? Quoting: >~* Flutterby Fringe*~< To answer your question: I feel that all there is is smoke. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 28218601 United Kingdom 12/03/2012 10:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [ Quoting: Jonny Blaze That's just it. The feeling of insignificance is so thorough that I can not say with any certainty what I enjoy or what I don't enjoy. There seems to be no difference at the moment, due to the insignificance I feel. Regarding your previous post, I once was convinced that hell was actually here on earth. It was during that time in my life when I fasted to the point of death. I had a realization without rationality that I was in hell, and the only way out was to end my life. I also had a realization that I would not be allowed to end my life by my own will. I was certain that something would intervene to stop me. So, I tried to drown myself. Sure enough, forces intervened and I survived. The next day I was arrested and thrown into the Harris County Jail, where I again faced death. This time not by my own will. I blacked out twice...the second time for hours and hours as I lied on my back in that cell. Everything was dark, but I realized later that they kept the light on in my cell the entire time. When I got out, and was laid on my back in the back seat of my mom's car, I stopped breathing and they had to call an ambulance. When the paramedics arrived, they told my mom that I was too weak to lay on my back and breath; I needed to be placed on an incline. Yet I was lying on my back for hours and hours in that cell just an hour or so before. I often wonder why I am still here. What am I supposed to do? Did I live just to confront that strange old man in the laundry room? If so, why did I survive that encounter? It's not that I feel self pity. I honestly feel to insignificant to indulge in that. I understand how the past happened. I don't understand what the significance of these things are. Who was that old man? Did I just hallucinate all the things I saw? I see the influence I can have and have had over those around me. Yet, I still feel as though this is insignificant. It is hard to reconcile the fact that the philosophy I follow is focused on the potential of the individual spirit and awareness of man. Yet, there still exists this insignificance that flies in the face of my adopted philosophy yet at the same time reinforces it. What next? the wonderful emotion of knowing there is always something next |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 9905909 United States 12/03/2012 10:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That's just it. The feeling of insignificance is so thorough that I can not say with any certainty what I enjoy or what I don't enjoy. Quoting: Jonny Blaze I often wonder why I am still here. I see the influence I can have and have had over those around me. Yet, I still feel as though this is insignificant. It is hard to reconcile the fact that the philosophy I follow is focused on the potential of the individual spirit and awareness of man. Yet, there still exists this insignificance that flies in the face of my adopted philosophy yet at the same time reinforces it. What next? i curious dilemma, to be sure, Jonny. insignificance is a matter of perspective: what do you think the microbial life that makes it's home within you 'think' about significance? and maybe you are measuring it with the incorrect metric... is significance measured by the impact you have on others? how can a 'significant' artist affect those that are blind? How can you measure your own worth by the actions of others, whether or not they are affected by you? tizz a spurious and ever changing ruler that u use. everybody affects everybody: it's just that this affectation expresses itself in it's own way and seldom matches any preconcieved ideas we may have: whitness children of christions becoming athiest or vis-versa. your significance is you: it is the potential that lies within you and its full relaization comes when you allow yourself to fully express yourself, when you trust your feelings and act acordingly. remove your focus from others (their expressions you cannot change) and pay atention to oportunities that rise within yourself. who the FUCK cares whether another sees it as significant or not, whether they join you or fight you. to your own self: be true. and you will find that others respond in the most curious manor, often surprising and rarely 'sensible'. some will fight, others will be inspired, niether should move you from your own path of self becoming. you are a gift, to yourself and others, but only when you cease to attempt to guide their lives and simply express your own potential. let the others work out their own details, snowflake style. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 19535695 United States 12/03/2012 10:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would rather send out more than I take in ... the exchange is only right since we were given so much in the first place. Motion and progress are not the same thing. A rocking horse is in motion but does it make progress? It is more divine to give than to receive , the law of radiation and attraction and the First Law of Love in that moment of Peace ... Be Still/Quiet and Know that I AM the All there is |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 10:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i curious dilemma, to be sure, Jonny. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 9905909 insignificance is a matter of perspective: what do you think the microbial life that makes it's home within you 'think' about significance? and maybe you are measuring it with the incorrect metric... is significance measured by the impact you have on others? how can a 'significant' artist affect those that are blind? How can you measure your own worth by the actions of others, whether or not they are affected by you? tizz a spurious and ever changing ruler that u use. everybody affects everybody: it's just that this affectation expresses itself in it's own way and seldom matches any preconcieved ideas we may have: whitness children of christions becoming athiest or vis-versa. your significance is you: it is the potential that lies within you and its full relaization comes when you allow yourself to fully express yourself, when you trust your feelings and act acordingly. remove your focus from others (their expressions you cannot change) and pay atention to oportunities that rise within yourself. who the FUCK cares whether another sees it as significant or not, whether they join you or fight you. to your own self: be true. and you will find that others respond in the most curious manor, often surprising and rarely 'sensible'. some will fight, others will be inspired, niether should move you from your own path of self becoming. you are a gift, to yourself and others, but only when you cease to attempt to guide their lives and simply express your own potential. let the others work out their own details, snowflake style. Trust me, 909, I don't define my self confidence from other people's opinions. The philosophy I follow, the Toltec philosophy, makes direct reference to this: “The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The average man is hooked to his fellow man, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.” The insignificance I feel is the insignificance of my own intent. My own impeccability. Despite all my focus for many years that has been applied to strengthening my awareness and my connecting link with intent...it is still insignificant and will always be so. Sure, I have stories to tell, tales of power to recall. Yet, it seems this world has little use for them or for me. Perhaps I am just ready to move on. Perhaps I am just ready for my last battle. The quote that resonates with me today above all others: “If a warrior wants to pay back for all the favors he has received, and he has no one in particular to address his payment to, he can address it to the spirit of man. That’s always a very small account, and whatever one puts in it is more than enough.” The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 9905909 United States 12/03/2012 10:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would rather send out more than I take in ... the exchange is only right since we were given so much in the first place. Quoting: >~* Flutterby Fringe*~< Motion and progress are not the same thing. A rocking horse is in motion but does it make progress? It is more divine to give than to receive , the law of radiation and attraction and the First Law of Love in that moment of Peace ... Be Still/Quiet and Know that I AM the All there is dammit. i was goona be productive, but i can't resist. conservation of 'energy' applies , finge. and i can tell you: recieving is just as devine as giving: the one requires the other, in fact. what would your devine 'giving' be without others to 'devinely' recieve your gift. and i can tell you with deep certainty: to experience devine 'recieving' is fricken AWESOME!!! takes two to tango and how much 'giving' is "the hanged man" handing out? all tied up and hanging their, by all acounts: powerless. yet the smile.... the smile. Mercury Rules 12 and stands at the middle of the six and is the gateway to Silver and Gold. sigh. so much to learn still, have i....... |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 12/03/2012 10:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As aether says, this is the sensation. [link to www.youtube.com] The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 9905909 United States 12/03/2012 10:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i curious dilemma, to be sure, Jonny. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 9905909 insignificance is a matter of perspective: what do you think the microbial life that makes it's home within you 'think' about significance? and maybe you are measuring it with the incorrect metric... is significance measured by the impact you have on others? how can a 'significant' artist affect those that are blind? How can you measure your own worth by the actions of others, whether or not they are affected by you? tizz a spurious and ever changing ruler that u use. everybody affects everybody: it's just that this affectation expresses itself in it's own way and seldom matches any preconcieved ideas we may have: whitness children of christions becoming athiest or vis-versa. your significance is you: it is the potential that lies within you and its full relaization comes when you allow yourself to fully express yourself, when you trust your feelings and act acordingly. remove your focus from others (their expressions you cannot change) and pay atention to oportunities that rise within yourself. who the FUCK cares whether another sees it as significant or not, whether they join you or fight you. to your own self: be true. and you will find that others respond in the most curious manor, often surprising and rarely 'sensible'. some will fight, others will be inspired, niether should move you from your own path of self becoming. you are a gift, to yourself and others, but only when you cease to attempt to guide their lives and simply express your own potential. let the others work out their own details, snowflake style. Trust me, 909, I don't define my self confidence from other people's opinions. The philosophy I follow, the Toltec philosophy, makes direct reference to this: “The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The average man is hooked to his fellow man, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.” The insignificance I feel is the insignificance of my own intent. My own impeccability. Despite all my focus for many years that has been applied to strengthening my awareness and my connecting link with intent...it is still insignificant and will always be so. Sure, I have stories to tell, tales of power to recall. Yet, it seems this world has little use for them or for me. Perhaps I am just ready to move on. Perhaps I am just ready for my last battle. The quote that resonates with me today above all others: “If a warrior wants to pay back for all the favors he has received, and he has no one in particular to address his payment to, he can address it to the spirit of man. That’s always a very small account, and whatever one puts in it is more than enough.” i feel u, Jonny. significant compared to what, i would still ask. maybe its time to dance instead of fight. have you ever noticed who similar they are: dancing and fighting. the only thing that seperates them is intent. the somatic quality is nearly identical. kinda like fear and excitement. but then: i prefer dancing over fighting. lay down your weopons for a bit, Jonny they will always be there.... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 19535695 United States 12/03/2012 10:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would rather send out more than I take in ... the exchange is only right since we were given so much in the first place. Quoting: >~* Flutterby Fringe*~< Motion and progress are not the same thing. A rocking horse is in motion but does it make progress? It is more divine to give than to receive , the law of radiation and attraction and the First Law of Love in that moment of Peace ... Be Still/Quiet and Know that I AM the All there is dammit. i was goona be productive, but i can't resist. conservation of 'energy' applies , finge. and i can tell you: recieving is just as devine as giving: the one requires the other, in fact. what would your devine 'giving' be without others to 'devinely' recieve your gift. and i can tell you with deep certainty: to experience devine 'recieving' is fricken AWESOME!!! takes two to tango and how much 'giving' is "the hanged man" handing out? all tied up and hanging their, by all acounts: powerless. yet the smile.... the smile. Mercury Rules 12 and stands at the middle of the six and is the gateway to Silver and Gold. sigh. so much to learn still, have i....... Yes receiving but without first giving there is no reason to receive, its a mutual exchange /dance of energies the one propels the other along it path. Love/Evolve :alchemy: :vp in mag: :vp portal: :Pi Phi YY: |