X Marks the Spot

Oh, wait. I've had multiple people tell me that I am on the list already. People from different sources. I asked my buddy about it last night - he's the one that related the information about one of my files on my external drive at home. So, he knows they are 'looking' at me. and he didn't want to talk about it - so I gave him a big guilt trip and told him, "That's fucked up that I'm your best friend and you won't tell me about things that concern me."

We were sitting around the backyard 'campfire'.

I kept egging him on and he totally clammed up. Fucker, lol.

So, I told him I guess I should just let it be, huh?

He just nodded his head.

I am The Most Interesting Man in the World, and I don't even know why.



It's fun, but at the same time, the curiosity is a bitch when your best friend is sitting there knowing things about me, and won't say what he knows. When that happens, all you can do is crack open another beer and change the subject.

Dion Love please be careful with the word pictures you paint ... my mind gets instant visuals/sensation association of things these days

You're just lucky he didn't throw the schnitzel into that image.

Of particular concern are the meanings to be attached to apparently comprehensible equivalents such as terrorism and free trade -- which, taken in context, appear to hold other more questionable meanings, notably in relation to the concern in the text with weapons of pattern destruction. Especially worrying is the nature of these patterns and the possibility that they include ecosystemic, cultural and even spiritual patterns that tend to be damaged by some understandings on Earth of "free trade" in the globalization process. Could these understanding of "free trade" be interpreted as constituting a weapon of pattern destruction

Dion Love please be careful with the word pictures you paint ... my mind gets instant visuals/sensation association of things these days

Dion Love please be careful with the word pictures you paint ... my mind gets instant visuals/sensation association of things these days

Well, here is the other dream with the bear...


There was this building made of glass and inside was a forest. The people in the building had to get to the other side but they had to go through the forest and there was a bear in there. Some people thought it was a game and acted carelessly. Some went back and forth to help others across. The people had to hide from the bear and sometimes climb up the trees to hide. There was a group of people that made it past and was looking through the glass door into the forest. There was these kids waiting for their dad to come through the door. The dad was in the forest looking at the group through the glass door and acted like it was all fun and games and the bear wouldnt hurt him, but then all of a sudden the bear tore him into pieces infront of the group of people and kids.

Now for some reason that strikes me as funny.

i have met serious people whom know "the game"
they believe the game began before man
they suggest there are only two types of people
those whom know the game
and those whom do not whom are played by the players of the game
no one knows who created the game ,but many have their suspicions
the players play never to be caught in the game thus deny existence of the game to all but their carefully chosen fellow players

i assumed it was another way to explain/live with not knowing what you are, where you are and why you are where you are
but i don`t know
because no player believer i have met can imagine no game exists

i have met serious people whom know "the game"
they believe the game began before man
they suggest there are only two types of people
those whom know the game
and those whom do not whom are played by the players of the game
no one knows who created the game ,but many have their suspicions
the players play never to be caught in the game thus deny existence of the game to all but their carefully chosen fellow players

i assumed it was another way to explain/live with not knowing what you are, where you are and why you are where you are
but i don`t know
because no player believer i have met can imagine no game exists

Games are always played by sides against the middle. Attain enough weight of will and fall to the middle and the sides become clear.

Sides are oft given as extremes of observation pitted against one another for the sole reason of weights and measure. Always base.

As pyramid the middle is apex.

hi dion

it is considered/is motivational
yes?

at the time (some years ago) it seemed easier to tell the players a new player/element had formed within the game as a consequence of the level the game had attained
the new player/element provided/expressed abilities no record of the game contained and the players ,in time, become accepting of the new player/element`s reality

Oddly enough you are speaking about Thoth and the glimmering robes of messenger. As the subject attains knowledge/ability/emotional depth; All players and relationships change. As with gain, ally becomes opponent.

The Chinese play ritual games until they grow into reasons. At first you ask why until the answer becomes apparent.