I was thinking while looking at the flower symbol x thank you x and wondering what came before math or myth and how for me myth came first. maths/geometry - going down - creates the conditions buts its because my real life relationships with archetypes? came before I could talk, and how it wasn't seeded into me. omg x Its my first memory's and for for me ,like I'm actually on my own personal cat chase, lol I wont be distracted.. its been going on for a long time .
hah lol anyway trying to say I/conciousness collapses into the math but I want to bounce back into the myth - going up - out into the everything/all (one)words live at once ,enough to describe all the myths ..

its feels nice so I am going to stay with that for now bouncy