X Marks the Spot

actually that is a sadness recall, my own sadness
good one to never forget as it works miracles within it`s own way and is a way to understand what i did not understand

now it possess the texture of kind sadness
seeing the true motive changes the feeling of the experience
kindness wrapped in sadness of my own making because i never saw kindness when it staring me in my face
that is the reason for the sadness
my own error made it so

see the harm you can do when you don`t see what is there
i do
sometimes when it is to late
for the harm i can cause because i don`t see
nuts really
but
you only know when you know
and you find out by finding out

hi dion
yes
i drifted way off topic then

back now

But that is the point of those 'shocking' moments where you leap out of skin to become aware. It happens less and less as we become jaded and cyclical becoming programmed self fulfilling prophecies.

Which is ever the danger.

Hence my query.


Hope your move is moving along nicely.

:)

That appears to be the 'AC who talks with lots of dots'.

I didn't realize he had been around so long.

4 lobes of the liver comes to mind. Note the liver's regenerative capacity. Why? Where else? How? As above so below - ...


Also could the heart toroid field provide physical lift (anti-gravity effect.) I noticed something with this recently while in a pose.

good point
leads to tolerance of shock of a particular emotional type (topic sensitive)
and we all experience that is our present globalized state to one degree or another

Last Edited by aether on 12/16/2012 03:15 PM

no
i see that ac
i wrote like that for a while because i was in the mood to
2010 only for a few months
similar to when i only wrote in rhyme for several months in late 2009
mood related (mine)

Last Edited by aether on 12/16/2012 03:19 PM

Thankfully, it's garbage and loose tchotchke detail. It appears I've torn an adductor on my hip and it's a shocking reminder every time I stoop to get something, just call me gimpy fiddlesticks.

tricky champion fiddlesticks

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Last Edited by aether on 12/16/2012 03:26 PM

Whoa...really?

Perhaps 'he' is a 'you' in another incarnation.

Just kidding.



The writing is nearly identical.

Non-nonsensical jumpy, movement from one topic to the next with no point of reference to glean his meaning.

Although, generally his posts are about himself: his 'torture', calls for death, and self glorification.

I have noticed...


I say this no longer in reference to you of course aether, but to that AC.

Interesting.

Sorry to hear that.

Pain keeps us pure I think. Reminds us how problematic the human vessel can be.

Personally, I have been nursing a stomach ache all day which was bad enough to make me dizzy and grumpy.

Feeling a bit better now though.


Having recently lost nearly everything, I can say that the 'odds and ends' of our past of which we hold on to for sentimental value, really holds no value once released to the refuse bin.

Just more 'stuff' cluttering up space.

:)

well my mood was mimicking anthers personality
as in:
trying their style instead of my own
i quite liked it while i was in the mood to do it
maybe the personalities are similar hence their similar style
i was not looking deep at the personality who`s style i was utilizing when i was doing it
so i don`t know

Last Edited by aether on 12/16/2012 03:33 PM

unlike when i wrote in rhyme
that is me
i found it easier to tell what i wanted to say
still do quite often

Dammit, I was responding to this and lost the post before it posted.

I like this. It is basically using localize consciousness purely through the avenue of piercing the veil to receive knowledge.

Phenomena are the archetypes. They are the patterns outside localized consciousness, that once accessed through noumenon allow the localized consciousness to see with non-local sight.

This can branch off quite quickly as the noumenon must work with pure intuition, and also the patterns within the archetypes are 'unknown' until flowed through the noumenon construct. Which for accuracy must remain free of the localized consciousness' bias/belief structure.

Hell yeah it means a lot to me, because much of this I can relate with during my lucid dreams, or free flow information I receive when dissecting other information.

Sequence goes; archetype (non-localized) to individual consciousness (localized) through noumenon. I am getting a VERY strong feeling that this is a circular working...reciprocal even. So, it doesn't end with the flow through, but the archetypes are manifested through the localized consciousness back into the material which influences the non-localized patterns...round and round e go.

We are 'connected'.

the liver one of 4 organs the egyptians saved during mummification... canopic jars

Imseti, the human-headed god representing the south, whose jar contained the liver and was protected by the goddess Isis


I have had the musings of the heart being a wormhole generator under the right conditions

realization...

Yes, I even...picked up that style for...fcr a few months...

It does not matter what one see's if they don't understand what they are seeing.

The understanding of what is seen well for me it comes in stages.

So I would say there are different levels of understanding.

Through the throes of awakening brief glimpses are shown which send some on a personal mission of understanding, which can come in fits and bursts.

Perhaps.

I love you guys.

Hehe.

:)

indeed,,

much love,,

Hello everyone hope you are all well and happy.

Hiya love...




I lost all my bookmarks when my computer crashed the other day. So I no longer have access to the chat links.

ALL my bookmarks.

Sorry to read that seerstar I will email you a link later I not near my laptop right now.

I know what a cyber hoarder you are lol maybe it was time for a clean out.

new page

Perhaps.