X Marks the Spot

Good morning everyone.

Happy St. Patrick's Day.

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:)

Good Morning Aether & Co.,

since we have the solar equinox approaching I am curious if and how you celibrate or find useful this position of our planet at this time?

other than traditional easter celibration I have not before paid much attention to the actual equinox. but now I have a feeling it is a perfect time to do something, I just dont know what that something is.

obviously it is a time of balance for our dear earth, can it be more useful to us and her in someway other than traditions?


so far Im thinking to be in silent meditation at the precise time but also considering fasting arround or at that time also. but I dont know if prior to or durring would be best.

anyone have plans or insights on this time they could share?


thanks

Good morning everyone.

Happy St. Patrick's Day.



:)

March 17, 2013
Last night was a perfect example of why I have more memories of the other side than I do of waking memory. Trying to find a sequence of which part I had first is difficult, as if one occurs within the other one, but they are separate experiences/visions whatever you want to call them.

I’ll start with the first that comes to mind. I was up in Maine on my family’s property, camping in a pop up camper with my twin brother. Oh! As I write this another memory came in that preceded this one. Good, the sequence is revealing itself now.

I was sitting on a park type bench with my mother, brother, and one my best friends, Greg. It was very dark out. We were just talking about whatever when I had a large, large beetle land on my back. I tried to remain calm as I could feel it moving up my back. I asked Greg to remove it and it was a pure black beetle with large mandibles a little bigger than the size of an open hand.

We went into the camper to sleep. Greg went elsewhere, it was just my twin brother and I. Laying there going to sleep, I began having dreams inside this dream. When I awoke out of one, I couldn’t believe how dark everything had become. I had a slight flushed feeling that I get when the ET’s are about to visit. I remember looking out the screen enclosure waiting for them to show up, and I was very much on edge.

I stepped out of the camper and walked down towards the beach of the bay the property sits in front of. At that time I saw 5 orbs swirling in the distance coming straight at me. The orbs had a central bright light about the size of a basketball that was opaque, with a surrounding nimbus of light which made the sphere’s diameter about 6 feet.
I stood there waiting as they came closer and closer, starting high in the atmosphere, coming down at an angle to level off about 4 feet above the ground. They were moving about 20 mph and heading straight towards me. I braced myself for impact by using my lucid dream technique of pulling all my energy into a compact sphere around me where nothing comes in and nothing goes out. The first one hit me. I was thinking it was going to send me flying, but the opposite happened, the orb rebounded and shot off, the remaining 4 following it.

I thought that must have been what I was feeling, the orbs not ET, so I went back to the camper…where two Greys were waiting for me. I have learned that sometimes in these types of dreams that instead of them taking initiative, I take initiative thought it scares the living hell out of me to do so. It is one of the most frightening things I have to do. So, I picked up the first one that was just outside the pop-up door. The other was actually inside the pop-up camper, which I had yet to see. When I picked the Gray up it was fully started, I told him, “I love you guys,” smiling my best behind a tsunami of fear. It changed shape. I set it down and turned to go into the pop-up. When I pulled the door open, it was pulled shut. I did it again and that is when I saw the head of the other Gray looking at me. Fear washed over me all brand new. I pulled the door again to open it, and it pulled it shut.

I walked away.

Transition. I found myself on a beach type setting on a massive cliff made of sand and dunes, not rocky. I decided to have fun, so I leaped off the edge into the night, seeing the sand/water below rushing up to meet me. At that point I remembered that I was going to try and go into the lower astral to see if the astral layers were still there. I plunged through the sand and small layer of water with the intent that once I penetrated the sand and water layer I would be in the astral heading down through layers.
Perfect. I broke through into an astral plain. It was dark as it always is. More chaotic shapes and forms rushed passed me. They were without any type of energy signatures, which is unusual. Normally at this initial point a rush of anxiety will flow through me. The view of my surroundings was extremely limited to perhaps only six feet. It was difficult to hold on to the astral as it seemed like a force was trying to push me back out, so I concentrated on my outstretched arms and nothing else but the movement down into the depths.

As I have experienced before, I punched through that layer and entered another plain. This was familiar, yet it was if the colors were mostly washed away. It is very dark with a single layer of geometric shapes that glow like landscape stretching out to infinity along the x-axis. There is no curvature here as you would see with earth. I knew that once I punched through this layer, I would get into the meat of the lower astral. I still felt this push against me, not wanting me to go down further. I did the opposite and ‘pulled’ myself down through the layer of symbols.

WTF. Totally different than it usually is. First thing I immediately noticed was there was no energy signature of fear that ALWAYS accompanied these places before. Then, I noticed the surroundings, and it was like being within a massive sandstorm, but the sand being more like static, incredibly dark with streaks of dark grey flashing by. Winds buffeting, visibility almost nil. The wind was running horizontal yet I was being pulled out. I was facing head down, feet up when I made the entrance and it literally was pulling me back out feet first. I felt something flash past me that had an energy signature. A slight fear but more of a running to get away from something that it could never outrun. I saw legs and feet pumping. I immediately opened myself up like a flower and wrapped this entire entity up, folding myself together so the entity was enclosed within my embrace, and then I sealed it. Opening myself up like that, well, I knew I was going to get pulled out immediately. Sure enough, my package and I streamed back up through the layers. I let go any resistance, and reverse myself and pulled myself up helping the energy that was pulling me out. We were gaining an incredible velocity, which is what I intended. I had a plan to launch myself and this other entity as high into the upper astral as possible, where I would release it, knowing that I would be pulled back out of the upper astral. But, at least I could help whatever I had wrapped up get out of that place.

Velocity slowed, and I continued to push, draining all my energies in the process. At the apex, I released and something wholly unexpected happened. A celebration erupted around me even as I fell back down through the layers. Music and lights and emotions of happiness faded above me as I went back down.

I did the same thing. I used the momentum to go back down into the lower layers. I grabbed another. I was surprised because the place felt so empty. I imagine with my intention being to grab another I was automatically steered towards another as I went down through the geometric symbols layer.

I had completely exhausted my energy by this time. I made it to the middle astral layers where I knew it would be able to make it the rest of the way, it would just take it longer. I couldn’t hold it anymore, I could travel anymore. I was absolutely spent.

Transition. I found myself on waves in the sunlight. Beautiful surroundings. I was being given a rest. The remainder of the dreams were 100% lucid with me interacting with hundreds and hundreds of people. I enjoyed showing them the easy tricks I had learned. Many old friends were mixed in with all these people on docks and wharfs and restaurants next to this incredible ocean. This last dream was an entire day of playing…

There was much more, but these were the important parts.

I watched the new oz movie yesterday. I purposely put it in perspective as the main guy, oz, having an altered state, which made it interesting.

Did you know that Dorothy's shoes in the book were silver?

I know the movie is a prequel, but I just thought I would add.

:)

Happy St Patrick's Day!!!


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March 20th is spring equinox, had to look it up.

re-read that /\ using this \/ to describe what the underworld is and the awareness enki is receiving



if i read to much of that i get enki`s fear/confusion/worry

sigh

so i`m not interested in reading it very much

and i notice in 6/27/2011 7:15 PM i was not /z\ as i am now

happy saint patricks day A11, for got about that!

also happy Equinox to you A11 aswell


Aether, that is interesting perspective on 1st neo equinox, at least the parts I can get. looking forward to understanding what/why/how electric universe acceptance changes things.


ohh, I think I finally figured out what /Z\ you have been posting lately means.. Z-pinch in a torus field?, no?




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March 17, 2013


thats a neat thread SS, explains alot.. still reading.

in that post you mention fear a few times. if you know you are out of your body then how do you still have fear? I thought fear was just a physical thing.. I guess not... hmmm

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Don't worry, lol. We always live, so there is nothing to worry about.

When you are out of body, it can be much, much more intense. The fear actually feels like it is a physical thing. It is part of the environment.

Sorry about being so brief.

I have something occur to me that has never happen before this last hour. I am still shaking. I almost passed out driving my girls somewhere. Twice. Extreme disclocation/dizziness that culminated in tunnel vision. Bad stuff to happen when driving, especially with my daughters in the car with me. I quickly dropped into a meditative-like state to hold onto consciousness. It felt like I was using my mind to push the passing out away. I finally found a place to pull over, and all this was coming in gigantic pulses, leaving me shaking, almost twitching, and roiling in dizziness. I was wondering if I was having a seizure or something.

We got to the store and I waited in the car for them, hoping the pulses would pass.

They didn't.

Driving home (which I shouldn't have with the girls in the car), I had to meditate just to make it to the house.

Walked in the house, still shaking. Disoriented.

Finally, now it is fading.

Finally, now it is fading.


Holyshite bra! that aint good..

I can relate in a way but not while driving. I had a spell a couple of years ago out in my shop. sudden dizzyness that rapid devekoped into extream. so bad I had to crawl on all fours to the house. I couldnt shake it and had never experienced anything like it.

before I gave up and just layed in the bed hoping it would pass. I was trying to walk it off, finally I could manage to get on two feet and take baby steps. the wierdest thing is with each time my foot hit the ground my vision was like an impact had occured except it wasnt vertical, it was horzontal!

I tested it by jumping up and down slightly and each time I landed my vision went to the left quicky like being hit upside the head! this lasted several hours but slowly it wore off thankfully.


I dont know what happened and it has never came back but it was a huge scare so I can relate.


you might want to get checked out but I didnt because I am a bit parranoid of health care and know some real horror stories first hand.


do what you feel you need to do but take care and be careful.

there is no way I could have driven 100' when what hit me hit though. I'd avoid driving for a few days if I were you until you are comfortable it wont happen again.

stay with us here, keep us updated, and tell your wife!

I caught that aether.

Fuck man, scared the shit out of me because I had my kids in the car. Probably was a good thing, as it kept me 100% focused on making sure I didn't 'let go'.

Never, ever had I felt something remotely like that, like the strength of it. It was so strong I considered I may even be having a heart attack, so I ran through my head the symptoms of heart attacks and matched them with what I was getting. None matched. That is when I thought I may be having a seizure.

Then, it lasted so fucking long. Over an hour. That is when I really began asking what was going on. I was twitching. I was thinking somehow I might have gotten brain damage.

That is how intense it was.

On a side note, things feel 'off' for me today

I caught that aether.

Fuck man, scared the shit out of me because I had my kids in the car. Probably was a good thing, as it kept me 100% focused on making sure I didn't 'let go'.

Never, ever had I felt something remotely like that, like the strength of it. It was so strong I considered I may even be having a heart attack, so I ran through my head the symptoms of heart attacks and matched them with what I was getting. None matched. That is when I thought I may be having a seizure.

Then, it lasted so fucking long. Over an hour. That is when I really began asking what was going on. I was twitching. I was thinking somehow I might have gotten brain damage.

That is how intense it was.

When you are out of body, it can be much, much more intense. The fear actually feels like it is a physical thing. It is part of the environment.

Sorry about being so brief.

I have something occur to me that has never happen before this last hour. I am still shaking. I almost passed out driving my girls somewhere. Twice. Extreme disclocation/dizziness that culminated in tunnel vision. Bad stuff to happen when driving, especially with my daughters in the car with me. I quickly dropped into a meditative-like state to hold onto consciousness. It felt like I was using my mind to push the passing out away. I finally found a place to pull over, and all this was coming in gigantic pulses, leaving me shaking, almost twitching, and roiling in dizziness. I was wondering if I was having a seizure or something.

We got to the store and I waited in the car for them, hoping the pulses would pass.

They didn't.

Driving home (which I shouldn't have with the girls in the car), I had to meditate just to make it to the house.

Walked in the house, still shaking. Disoriented.

Finally, now it is fading.

yes
same real time period as you i felt crap, i would not liked to have been driving , it`s the space storm for sure
i checked it
feels a little better now for past 15 mins or so

well done you for handling good

This exact same thing happened to me when I was driving down to see my brother/parents.

I was so overcome with with what you described I nearly had to pull over. It lasted for well over a half hour and scared me I will admit.

It came completely out of no where, and reminded me much of what I described to pi once about, 'passing out in ones dream'.

I could barely keep my eyes open. It was all I could do to focus.

I felt...I was being cast on, and in a very potentially dangerous way.

I would have never said anything if you hadn't Sept.

review/check your diet. could be anything but diet might be involved.

eat anything unusual or something prepaired by industry prior to this?


prepaired by industy I mean anything canned/boxed/bagged or fat food joints. you never know.

I once tasted automotive grease in a pack of crackers. (dont ask me how I know what that taste like LOL) I knew it was a lubricant for the machinary used to manufacture the crakers.


as far as wierd feelings today, I havnt noticed anything.

Haha funny.

Let me chew on this, gives me much to ponder.

Thank you.