X Marks the Spot

Perhaps each is like a byte.

So, a small string of components that comprises a whole

All this talk of attacks, lol. Aruna and Aether are spot on.

Experience happens. How do you shut down further experiences? Inject fear.

I have nothing to fear. As Aruna said, the idea of going with it would have been awesome. The fact that I was driving with my girls prevented me from doing that.

I have done it a thousand times, the going with it part. Ever had an ET over your bed? DO you know what that feels like? This was literally a joke compared to that. And, when ET is coming, I STILL go with it, hoping for communication.

Exactly what Aruna said.

Don't fear fear. Figure it out so you can transcend it. You do not do that by blocking it all out. You do it by jumping into it and holding on tight.

I am telling you, this is nothing about fear and 'attacks'. It was extremely intense and different. I would like it to occur again so I can explore it without worrying about wrecking, lol.

Yes, some may build a whole life form up around that, but as you say not worth wasting time and focus on.
Better to focus on what brings something true in life
Like when we spring clean our house, we don't focus so much on the nature of the dirt, rather to make our rooms nice and clean, to let the Sun and the fresh air in

I see the connections but the meaning evades me (idk why evade came up, not a word I use).

I was not alluding it to be distinctly IV because over the past few years there's always been some doof with problems about what we're discussing and they come and go with their petty BS...so I think Canadia said it best, I tend to lump them all into one and just call them what they are. Speedbumps....until they're not.

Exactly. It is akin to 'worrying'. What is the sense of worry? Of course it crops up every now and then, but don't let it get the best of you. To worry is to waste energy on something you do not even know has happened. Makes no sense to me. I always tell my daughters to stop worrying so much about things.

Yeah, Dion is a pretty wise cookie.

I'm going to sign off for a bit.

Me too

Agreed.

I call them 'stepping stones'.


I shielded myself and it stopped. It was not nice feeling to be driving on.

I had some place to be and had to get there.

I would have said nothing at all, had Sept not mentioned.

*checks breath*

it does , i am witness to that
which can only mean "it" wishes you to continue
there is no other explanation because you would not experience the feedback that you do if it did not wish you to continue
wrong meaning
it evades because there is more to the meaning than you apply

you
haha
feels like you leave yourself out of the meaning to much

sorry to laugh but it is pleasantly funny to tell as in makes me smile

It's good to bring stuff like that up...people often stop sharing experiences though when they start thinking it's drawing attacks from others which is understandable. I still go quiet sometimes because of stuff like that and not just on the forum...sometimes its easier to see a bigger picture in silence than it is being in participation. Part of this whole process..figuring out what works personally for you is the most important part.

My original question stands: If I am to be like no one else. Who will I be?

As who I am is reconciling what I see.

What is seen that has not been seen, but stands in plain sight?

How shall I see it without crushing it within other and yet birth it through forms forgotten.

As that is what it is, hidden in numb repetition.

Spark.

I agree.

I share little due that tendency.


Step by step.

you
and
all that is not you
the 2
you are 1
it is the other 1

Last Edited by aether on 03/17/2013 03:59 PM

I tend to overshare...but I also learn a lot from it.

When I had the star system in my head experience I was driving coming over a hill in the desert. I felt a sense of levitation.

Had an experience of lateral shift a few months before that one. Backward motion. Forward back into body. I pulled over. Think I called Bea. :)

I have since experienced the levitation sensation twice again. Going over a hill around Eufaula Lake in Oklahoma. Once while driving North. Then again a couple months later driving South.

The last one, on the trip driving South, prior to Eufala area, was where I picked up the phone. Not sure why. It had not rang or anything. I saw that Angels had texted. We had not talked in over a month.

I pulled over into a parking lot to call her. I looked up and realized it was the same exact parking lot where I had talked on the phone to her over two months prior on that same trip while headed North.

2 is the awareness of awareness. The place where the reflections of other(all else) converge to be made sense.

An artificial temporally bound is. I is the who which is being continually birthed within the invariable pattern which is continually distilled and refined to many states of recognition.

The place behind the mirror which Sophia recognized the tides.

Forms tighten and at a time we project that which we see and it falls out of rhythm for a time trapped in vibrational dissonance with that reflected in harmony of the place we are at.

Recognizing that the future is a persistent flow.

Interesting. Just looked it up. The name "Eufaula" comes from the Eufaula tribe, part of the Muscogee Creek Confederacy,

Just looked up the town where my sister was born. The town is notable as the seat of the Muscogee (Creek) Nation Tribal Complex. Fascinating.

It's a choice moment. A bounce, where you realize you can't have your cake and eat it too, without double vision which will eventually rend asunder.

The I's have it.

Okay. How weird is this. Just looked up the name of the town where I was born: The city's name comes from an old Creek community in Alabama.

smiles are good! You have me thinking that it really has been hills and valleys the past few years, lol. I'm glad I know you.

you and all that is not you is not complex
work something out that fits scale
all that is not you possess scale
fit yourself within the motivational scale
your unique place within that which you are within to be consciously yourself
peace of mind

The Welsh/Native on my mother’s side is Alabama. Welsh/Native on Father’s Oklahoma. Whoa. Could I have been experiencing some weird ‘Where the two worlds shall meet' kinda thing?

see all you guys are getting it
feedback of personal significance
what we all have in common is our environment
thus we have an environment talking to us with sign of material and personal significance
where do we look for the answers to why it is occurring
i always suggest the past 5 years of discoveries tells more than our past 10,000 years on history on this topic
but
it is personal choice where one goes to discover what knows