i agree
and
generally is is something that i dislike for my own motives
and
since i discovered last night demoralization for pleasure is a recognized pleasure enjoyed by many i possess another tricky topic for my personality to adjust to knowing is true
thus i get emotional when i believe i am detecting it
just saying cos demoralization for pleasure is a brand new topic for me
thus is an emotional topic for me which feels to me like watching someone stick their fingers down their throat while explaining to me they possess eating disorder thus it is part of their routine
i don`t like it