X Marks the Spot

in an electric universe
an environment not imagined within the imagination of those /z\ authors
neither may be true

The third is both.




Long week.......

Many strong emotions. Collective fear or trepidation of Nuclear War tends as it were, to bring the best and worst out of people.

Much anxiety and time crunching.

The residual energies linger.


Let us hope that peaceful compromise can be found, that will benefit all around.


Into the mirrors, Nico?

I think the 'mirror' showed us all some difficult reflections of past choices this week, in both humanities choices and perhaps personally.


What did you see?

left ya hanging!

Sweet dreams.... there is always a third....

mirror day

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Im worried too about nuclear warfare... but the thought is gone.. i hope!

meditating 2 nights ago i got this vibrant shape of red mushroom cloud poping to me in my eyesight!

i just went... WHAT! DONT FUCKING TROLL ME YOU.... I dont want to think about it... it just very disturbing to be in total darkness and have a clear image of new york burning in a mushroom cloud...

that is a clever post /z\

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Lol.

I like that.

If you are shown something you choose not to see, block it out. It sounds like you are doing just that.

I had a pre-made scrip I would utilize as a child, when I would get scared.

Now I just instantaneously fade to black then redirect my focus elsewhere.

That is how I 'stop a thought'.

There can be 'intrusive' thoughts which are more difficult to combat however.


What did you think of that Fibonacci thing?

Pretty cool I thought.

Mentioned mirror reflection is yet to be perceived as satur-n-day arrives (:



Applying it to this past week, reflections of past choices are indeed showing up, specially 3 things that were related together last year aswell, when I could no longer train Ninjutsu, I dropped (locked ? ) my university course, and my relationship with my gf came to an end.

Ninjutsu trainings have just started again, but my teacher will only visit each 2 months, so me and another friend will have to maintain the group together.

I got back to my university and its quite rough at this moment, I can relate this timing a lot to the timing that was present when I dropped it.

Thoughts of my gf also came to mind, funny thing, I saw a picture of her and I was just thinking about her and what 'changed' on her before seeing your post. I find it curious to see what I feel when I think about her from time to time.

It was an intense week, and many times anxiety rose within, gladly I was able to manage it.

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Conflict is necessary sometimes, and could be characterized by the moment in which we now stand..

Thanks.

I callz it, leik I seez it.

phi,, are you fluent in latin?


we may converse if so?

much love,,

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In fact I use Google translate and Gematria to build phrases


But, I could certainly apply the same technology to your posts if they contained Latin

Really getting tired being back at university again, sometimes because of the lectures and studies, sometimes because of the massive amount of thinking peeps on the same spot.

I cannot go back until Fall.

But yes, it can be awful getting back in

Perhaps she was thinking of you as well...

Have you contacted her?

You might think of doing that shortly.

Just to see.


Feel it out first. Be gentle.

:)

its the music title that bugs me... (until we meet again)...
350... what does 3 ,5 ,0 has to do with that..

made me remember of an odd dream vison in which i say myself in a mirror as a stunning young blonde girl. then that girl comes in from behind me.. just looking at me with a big smile.
The first thing i said in that dream was this.
"I need to tell you that we are shattered soul and we need to reunite soon"
Something very bad is preparing and they need us!


Last Edited by Blitz the storm-striker on 04/12/2013 11:31 PM

i noticed it`s affect on your personality

ok,,


sorry to impose,,


first time your aft words were read,,


its often eugentically a family thing,,



much love,,

No problem.

1 Basque statement
2 Spanish
1 English
The rest Latin

....

I just thought it was a neat little innovation on the standard footer

We met the other day in a place that once showed me promises of freedom and liberty.

I had to give her back a book which she lend me back in June. On that day I was really hoping we'd get to chat a bit, but she chose to make it an oddly quick encounter

Before that day, last time I saw and talked to her was on december, and before that, I don't really recall.

Hum, I might contact her if such a thing feels right to be done. 'tis a bit hard since our schedules really don't meet.

She has changed much, I got that impression the first time last year, back when we were at 'still trying to make it right', a thing I felt to be quite difficult back then.

Nowadays what I see from her tells me that she has changed more, I won't define those changes here as such would be quite difficult, but I can kinda feel those changes, and knowing her as I do I understand what led to them.

Nevertheless, she is still she, amazing and unique.

But the real thought I had of her escapes from mind, I cannot define it.

I went through so much with her, and changed greatly in the process. I've been through so much after we parted, and changed again, perhaps even more. I really would like to be able to talk to her, at least know we are still friends. Right now I don't feel the same attraction I held towards her, but I have this wish to... know her.



Time will tell.


Thank you




Last Edited by 1908247 on 04/12/2013 11:44 PM

As much as was the proccess of getting out, a thing only forgotten when the relief of being out could be massively felt, lol

this one,, is an old man,,
,,

back in the day,,

all good schools taught latin and spanish,,


mother was fluent in both,,


oh well,,

time for bed,,

nn all,,


much love..

good night BRO!

:(

My apologies.... I do hope to learn them or taught eventually


Latin is not even an elective in my University


Sweet dreams

Last Edited by pi on 04/12/2013 11:53 PM

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